The First Meeting in Life Chapter 65 Farewell Always Comes Too Soon (Part I)
The place to meet Yang Wei was set in the small café where we used to talk about scripts together.
In fact, I have always felt that it would be a blessing to be able to open such a small café on campus. Soaking in the aroma of coffee every day, watching the young and vigorous little fresh meat go in and out, deducing a piece of love. Everyone else lives in the story, and I am a spectator. Just thinking about that feeling, I think it's good.
The café is forever filled with soft and somewhat sad ballads, with a low and winding voice that makes you never want to speak out loud as soon as you walk through the door.
The walls are plastered with sticky notes, written on the vows of youth and sorrow.
Passed the sixth level, took the GRE, was admitted to the graduate school, and was admitted to the national civil service;
Or, I'm going to chase that girl, I'm going to be with him forever;
Or, we're graduating together;
Also, so-and-so you're a big fool, so-and-so, I'm going to forget you forever from tomorrow......
Every time I see this, I feel in my heart that it's good to be young, yes is yes, no is wrong.
Although I promised to promise slightly, I still hesitated when I arrived at the door.
When we meet Yang Wei, what will we talk about?
Shouldn't it be sad to say goodbye?
Does he need comfort in his mood right now?
In what capacity should I comfort him? And what comforting words should I say to him?
"What are you doing at the door? What are you in a daze? ”
Suddenly, the familiar voice sounded in my ears, and when I turned around, I saw the familiar half-long hair, covering a beautiful face.
However, that handsome face did look tired. However, the moment he saw me turn his head, the corners of his mouth still tried to put a smile on his lips.
Seeing that I was still in a daze, Yang Wei simply stretched out his hand and gently twisted my face: "Why are you always so stupid and cute?" ”
My face hurt, so I hurriedly dodged it, pouted and said, "Hey, Yang Wei, what's the matter with you, don't always move your hands and feet!" Keep your distance! Keep your distance! ”
Yang Wei didn't seem to hear it, but grabbed me by the shoulders and pushed me directly into the café.
For a moment, the two of them suddenly got so close that I felt like I was about to start blushing and heartbeat, and I hurriedly tried to break free, but his hand was clasped tighter and tighter.
"Hey, Yang Wei, what's going on with you, the more you talk, the more energetic you get......"
Fortunately, the waiters at the café seem to have long been accustomed to all kinds of sweet and greasy dog food. The two of us were pushing and shoving, and went straight to the innermost couch by the window in the café where we used to sit.
The little waiter passed by us, and he could not take his eyes off it calmly.
Probably in their eyes, we are one of the very common little couples who come in and out of here every day.
However, seeing is not believing. How do you say that, do you think what you think is what you think? Not really.
When I got to my seat, Yang Wei finally let go of my hand, and I pouted again, hiding my discomfort: "Hey, Yang Wei, why are you so strange today." ”
Just when I was rubbing the shoulder that was hurt by Yang Wei, Yang Wei fell directly on the soft sofa, closed his eyes and didn't speak. The vitality and vitality just now seemed to be sucked away all at once. The half-length hair still covered the face, and the air was suddenly quiet.
When I stood aside and began to hesitate whether to sit opposite him and keep my distance from him, or to sit on the same side as him for comfort, Yang Wei got up again and pulled me down next to him. In an instant, I fell into the soft sofa.
In other words, a big reason why the two of us choose this position every time is because this sofa is so comfortable.
When I was completely unprepared, Yang Wei's half-length hair leaned over suddenly.
I instinctively ducked back, only to hear him whisper, "Don't move, don't move, I'm tired, Merco, let me lean for a while, just lean for a while." ”
Yang Wei's rare childlike appearance at this moment suddenly made me completely lose the ability to resist, so I had to freeze my whole body there, allowing him to put his head on my shoulder.
The air continues to be exceptionally quiet.
I saw that the waiter who had just approached to order us saw this formation and was about to walk away in a funny way. Yang Wei buried his head and whispered: "A cup of American, a cup of vanilla latte, thank you." ”
The waiter nodded quickly and withdrew.
It's been so long, the American style is for him, and the vanilla latte is for me.
It's like the first time we came here, and that's what we drank. Nothing seems to have changed, it's all the way we first met.
However, everything has changed again, I am no longer the original me, and he is no longer the same person he once was.
However, judging from the matter of drinking coffee, Yang Wei is really a very affectionate person, and he has always been a thunderous American - the kind of thing that my heart will beat violently after I drink it.
Actually, I've never been as persistent in drinking coffee as he is, and ordering the taste depends entirely on the mood. I usually drink a latte, but if I'm in a bad mood, I might want a cappuccino, and if I'm in a good mood, I might even try new products, as well as a variety of matcha and red beans.
But since I met Yang Wei, the vanilla latte I ordered with him was always the first time I ordered it. No changes are allowed.
Soon, the coffee was delivered, but I was still like a sculpture, my body a little stiff in that blushing and heart-pounding position.
I was thinking about how to end this embarrassing scene when Yang Wei suddenly spoke: "Mei Ke, I'm so tired. I didn't really want to drop out of school, let alone go to the United States, or inherit any family property. I don't want to go to a strange environment, and I don't want to face strangers who don't want to see me at all, and I don't want to meet them. ”
As soon as he opened his mouth, he hit the bottom of his heart, without any barriers, and he told his heart in front of me. I looked at him in a daze, and suddenly felt a little distressed.
The Yang Wei in front of me is not at all like the one I knew before. The carefree and handsome Gao Fushuai who didn't care about anything disappeared without a trace all of a sudden.
Once upon a time, for him, only five words floated in the sky, and it was not a problem! But now he frowned and looked tired.
I tried hard for a long time, but I couldn't find any words to comfort him in my head. I had to raise my hand and pat him lightly, and said, "I know everything." ”
Unexpectedly, this sentence was like opening Yang Wei's chatterbox.
"You know it, you know it! Yes, now everyone knows, in fact, I am an illegitimate child, in fact, I have never been welcomed since I was born. I'm actually an undesirable being. ”
Yang Wei ...... "I wanted to interrupt him, but I didn't know where to start.
"My dad, who rarely showed up, even my mom, was not a welcome kid for them. If it weren't for me, my mom might not have been involved by my dad for so many years, and she could have chosen to live a happy life like other ordinary women. If it weren't for me, my dad, he wouldn't have had to deal with all the surprises that came from my presence from the beginning. ”
Yang Wei smiled to himself when he said this, picked up the American style in front of him, and took a big sip. In fact, I once deliberately tried to drink the same American style as him, but after all, I couldn't get used to it, not only was it too bitter, but my heart would beat faster after drinking.
And Yang Wei has always drunk American style in this way, every time I see him drink it in a big gulp, I feel bitter in my heart, and now it is even more.