If this is put aside, such a big gossip message, I will definitely not miss it, I have to listen to it clearly. However, now, the protagonist is Yang Wei, who is Yang Wei who I have always wanted to clear up the relationship. I desperately tried to hide myself from the concern in my head and pretend that I didn't care at all.

"What's the matter? Weiwei, where did you get all this gossip, this one is like a TV series, can you believe it? ”

"Really, really. He's an illegitimate child, and I already knew about it. Wei suddenly stopped there.

I was stunned again. It feels very familiar. Yes, Yang Wei kept saying that he liked me, but for me, he suddenly became a stranger. I don't even know him even the slightest?

Suddenly, I didn't know where it came from, so I simply took a step forward and wanted to go upstairs to the dormitory.

"Whatever, true or false, anyway, Yang Wei has always been such a concerned person, and if anything happens, it will be hyped up. Now, I'm really leaving, on the campus Internet, Yang Wei's fan sister group, now eighty percent is estimated to have cried. ”

Slightly stunned suddenly.

"Xiao Ke, do you really not care at all? Yang Wei is really going to leave this time......"

I didn't look back and continued to walk forward angrily, and I didn't look at Weiwei's expression at this moment: "Don't be so depressed and talk there, okay, Yang Wei is fine, okay, he has to go to the United States, and he has to inherit a large amount of family property." He's not going to be in the same world as us anytime soon, don't you understand? Besides, Weiwei, Yang Wei can't leave, why are you so sad? What's so sad about that? ”

"Xiao Ke, don't you understand? Yang Wei...... In fact, he didn't want to leave, but now that public opinion is like this, he can't stay in school anymore...... Others don't know, don't understand him, but you Mei may not know? Can't you understand how bad he is right now? The voice of the slight speaker suddenly changed a little.

Weiwei asked me so much at once, but when I heard the phrase "go away and fly high", I couldn't control my emotions, and this feeling was so familiar.

Yan Xu and me, what is the difference between this scene and this? The two people who keep saying that they love me, they both hide the secrets in their hearts so deeply and don't tell me anything, but I have to wait to be notified by others, he is very good to you, you don't know how good he is, so you have to be good to him.

What is the logic of this?

"Why should I understand his feelings, my own feelings haven't been dealt with yet, these have nothing to do with me. Yang Wei? He likes to drop out of school. If you want to go, you will go, and you will go. Gone pure. ”

In one day, the news of three departures was heard in a row. There are really only two words left in my head at this moment.

Is there more? Is there anyone else who wants to go with you? Do you want to pack together for goodbye? Everybody thinks I'm too happy, don't they?

Lovers who love each other say goodbye because of the great changes in their families. Once a good playmate, friend, and best friend want to study abroad, I don't know when I will see each other again, maybe this goodbye is forever. I wanted him to be at least happy, but he said he wasn't. We say goodbye to the memories of playing together, to our youth, and to grow up as if overnight.

However, before he had time to face the faint pain carefully, there was another person around him, the same person I hoped he could live happily with, and he was leaving.

But what can I do about it? I'm sad, sad, and retained, so that they can continue to stay with me one by one and never leave again? What can I do but accept the results?

"Meco! Do you really think so! Isn't Yang Wei a little important to you? Do you really want to treat him in cold blood like this? ”

Suddenly, his face turned red and he asked me angrily. I don't think I've ever seen anything like this in my memory.

I finally stopped and turned my head, looking at Weiwei a little unrecognizable.

"However, do you know that in the face of such a mess, Yang Wei wanted to see you most before leaving. The one he can't worry about the most is you. He came to me several times and wanted to ask me to convey it to you, and he wanted to see you. But what about you, what did you do to him? Yang Wei, what's wrong with him? Can't you just be nicer to him? He's leaving, can't you comfort him? You should at least go and see him one last time, right? ”

Listening to the slight questioning, I calmed down a little, and Yang Wei's appearance gradually appeared clearly in my mind. Half-length hair, upturned corners of the mouth, tall body, and once with a warm hug. We played ball together, watched movies together, rehearsed plays together, stood on stage together to receive awards, and talked about acceptance speeches together. Everything is so clear.

Although when the two of us were together, I always felt a faint sadness on his face. But he was always warm, a warmth that I didn't dare to come near.

That's right, Weiwei is right, Yang Wei has always been very good to me, but I have always rejected him thousands of miles away.

"Why do you insist that I go to see Yang Wei?" I looked at Weiwei and asked her in a very calm tone. Because I suddenly found that this seems to be more than just a matter between me and Yang Wei.

Wei Wei stood across from me and was silent for about 30 seconds. The wind blew through the ends of her hair, covering her eyes that were slightly red from crying.

"Because! Because I like Yang Wei! That's right, what I'm saying now is what I've been saying for a long time! He replied with a serious face, and then looked up at my face. Yes, I like Yang Wei. But no one knows. Because I don't want people to know about something that simply can't happen. ”

I finally understood why Weiwei had been so enthusiastic about me and Yang Wei's affairs.

"I knew exactly what my role was in the relationship. I knew I was going to retreat to my place. I only want the person I like to be happy, so that I can feel happy even if I am not around him. I also know very well that Yang Wei likes you, and you are my best friend. When he said this, he finally broke down and cried.

She covered her face with her hands, squatted down and shrugged her shoulders crying, and I quickly ran over and hugged her thin shoulders, and suddenly my heart was very sad. Can't you let the people you like get together? Why do you have to hide this or that sadness behind it?

"You don't believe that there really are such great people in this world who sacrifice themselves. I know you must admire me, don't you? Wei simply buried his head in his arm and said sullenly.

I hugged her and put my chin on top of her head.

She suddenly raised her face and smiled: "Actually, it's stupid, I know, it's stupid." ”

I still held her for a long time in silence.

"Yang Wei loves you very much, it was and still is. I want to help him. I didn't have any other ideas, I just wanted him and you to be happy. ”

"Weiwei, you know what? Emotional matters are really complicated, and no one can control them.

Maybe it's really all fate. As there is a saying, if there are two people in this world who are destined to love each other, then before they meet, every step he and her take is towards each other, impartially.

In that way, the people who can't get together must not be two people who are destined to love each other, so there is no need to be sad. And the feelings that we go through before falling in love will become a kind of preparation, making us stronger, so that we can truly understand what love is. ”

I don't know why, but I came out of my mouth with such a large number of particularly philosophical words. I smiled sincerely. For a while, I found that there was so much bitterness in life. It turns out that we are all still growing. There are many things that we need to really experience before we can understand.

"However, Yang Wei sent me a message, asking me to find you and tell you that he wants to see you, and he wants to see you."

"Well, I promise you, I'll go see him. But you have to know that the two of us, really, really, will not be together. ”

Nodding slightly seriously: "No matter who is with whom, the two of us must be together." Then she hugged me tightly, too.