The First Meeting in Life Chapter 20 It turns out that the meeting was not accidental
Seeing me, he asked him with a blank face. Yang Wei shook his head with a smile.
"Xiao Ke, of course not. But if I don't talk about it now, I may never get a chance to tell you about it again. Do you want to hear it? ”
I continued to look at him, with such a serious face that could not be denied.
So, I nodded earnestly, heavily.
Wasn't that the first time the two of us met by chance? …… So what else would be I don't know?
"Do you remember the first article you submitted to the school magazine?"
I nodded stupidly.
"I saw the poet lying where the train had passed. It's another hour, and every hour there will be a person, leaving. ”
When I heard this, my eyes lit up, and this was indeed my manuscript.
"How do you know ......" The moment I said this, I seemed to suddenly have a sudden increase in IQ, and it seemed that I could guess what he was going to say later.
"Because I was the deputy editor-in-chief who was dismissed in the original "Literary Society Blocking Incident". That's what I chose at the time. ”
For a moment, not only did I continue to stare at him stupidly, but I also grew my mouth stupidly.
"It turns out that it turned out that you were the one who was implicated...... I remember that it was an editor-in-chief who was dismissed! I've been blaming myself for this. It's just that I unconsciously wrote an article and submitted a manuscript...... caused such an uproar and caused people to be dismissed...... I've always wanted to find a chance, look for a chance......"
"What do you do when you have a chance? Do you want to repay the deputy editor-in-chief who went out for you? Tell me, then, how did you find your chance? Yang Wei still had a naughty look on his face.
"I ......" I was gagged and lowered my head in shame. Although I did blame myself for this incident at the time, my heart was completely occupied by the righteous indignation of being young and ignorant, and the guilt and apology for the stranger who I had never known in my life but were implicated because of it only became a change of thought, and finally it was gone.
Unexpectedly, this person is sitting in front of me now.
So what should I do now? I looked up at him again, only to meet his fiery gaze. Different from Yan Xu's eyes, Yang Wei's eyes were more like volcanic magma, and I could feel the kind of blazing that seemed to make people disappear in an instant.
"The first time I saw your article, I was fascinated by your whimsy. Although the words do reveal a little decadence, they express the current situation faced by today's students and their real inner thoughts.
And I don't know when the word Meco has become my thoughts. I've always imagined what kind of woman could write such melancholy words. It wasn't until later that I finally had the opportunity to meet you by chance. ”
"So, then, it's not a coincidence that you took a class in our class?"
"That's right, that chance encounter has actually been planned for a long time, a whole semester, but I didn't expect that in the final exam, you were finally willing to cooperate with me to act."
God, I didn't go to that computer for a semester, what the hell did I miss......
"So, then you already know who I am?"
"Of course, whoever I Yang Shuai wants to know, I must, definitely, and definitely know whomever I can. For example, you, Meko. ”
I looked at him a little in the eyes, as I was a little surprised, after all, the truth behind what he said was too surprising to me. If Yang Wei didn't tell me in person, maybe I really didn't know in my life, it turned out that I could still leave such a deep mark in a person's heart.
However, all this is just because of an inexplicable article. Yang Wei, you don't know me. It's like I don't know you either. ”
"Not knowing can slowly turn into understanding. And what I like the most is the process of exploration......" Yang Wei began to be poor again. But I'm not in the mood to be funny with him.
"But ......"
"Xiaoke, not so much. If you like it, you like it. If you want to know, you have to do it. That's who I am. Even in the face of today's ending. I'll do what I have to do. As long as it doesn't go against my heart. ”
"So ......"
"So, I'm not going to let it go......"
I don't think I can sink in Yang Wei's eyes anymore, otherwise I may be melted away at any time. I hurriedly turned my head to look out the window, but I happened to see a train driving in the opposite direction speeding through the window, and I was startled and instinctively fell backwards, just hitting Yang Wei's chest.
Two long trains staggered past each other, and it felt like they were doubling up again. The train on the other side appeared and disappeared like a flying speed, and I didn't have time to come back to my senses. Yang Wei slowly wrapped his arms around me and quietly wrapped me into his arms. And his chin rested on my head.
I smelled his nice perfume again.
"Xiao Ke, is it really impossible for us? Don't be too busy rejecting me just yet...... Just give me a chance......"
For a moment, my whole body froze. Just sit stupidly.
He was such a proud person, at this moment, whispering behind my back, whispering, and gently making me feel as if I had fallen into a marshmallow, and completely lost the ability to refuse him......
But I'm the one who has a boyfriend! I already have someone I really like.
Maybe it's my fault, it's my fault in the first place, I shouldn't have provoked him, I shouldn't have given him any imaginable space and leeway.
Maybe then, the scene wouldn't be as chaotic as it is now. It was so confusing that I didn't know how to break free from his tight embrace.
"Xiao Ke, promise me, don't run away from me, just like now, let me feel you more, you are so close to me, come out of the previous relationship, along the way, in fact, I can feel that he maybe, can not give you the happiness you want. Otherwise, you wouldn't have written such a melancholy text, and that drama without an ending......"
Hearing this, Yang Wei's words suddenly made me feel calm, and I tried to break away from his hands, hid in the corner by the window, lowered the armrests between the seats, and separated the space between the two of us in a purely physical way.
I needed to be calm, I was afraid that his hug would make me dizzy.
"Yang Wei, calm down, you don't understand, I don't blame you, but what I want to tell you is that there is really no possibility between us.
Although I know everything you have done for me, I am touched. I also admit that there has never been such a person who has been so seriously moved by me, but I can't be tempted by you.
For I already have someone to dwell in my heart.
I understand your goodness, and I also believe that your goodness will make a person who truly belongs to you happy.
And you, don't make judgments about others. Whether I am happy or not now, whether he can make me happy or not is a matter between us.
You're not a savior, you just take care of yourself. ”
With that said, I felt that I could no longer sit with him, so I got up, walked to the junction of the carriages, and stood in front of the window, looking at the scenery whizzing by the window.
Fortunately, the journey to Beijing is not very long. Yang Wei didn't get up and chased after him again. I also know he won't. I knew it when I got up to leave.
Yang Wei's eyes seemed to suddenly return to the kind of gaze towards others. The cold, haughty, hidden-all gaze, his fiery little volcano is long gone.
Speechless all the way.