The First Meeting in Life Chapter 21 Refusal to be upset

When I returned to the dormitory, I didn't pack up my things, so I threw myself on the messy bed all at once.

After more than half an hour of standing on the bus, I was about to become a wooden man. I don't want to say a word, and I struggle to even open my eyes.

Rubbed over slightly, leaned on my pillow, and said nervously in a strange tone: "Have you seen Yang Wei?" ”

Hearing this, I sat up from the bed like an electric shock, and suddenly realized: "It turned out to be you, quick move, what did you do to me?" ”

A slight look of innocence. "Reaction...... Is it so big? I, I just sent your ticket information to Yang Wei...... Nothing more. I just reminded him that he could surprise you. Then, then, it seems, he bought a train ticket to Tianjin. ”

"When did you become an undercover agent next to me! Shameless Infernal Affairs! "Weiwei still wants to draw the red line for me and Yang Wei......

"Isn't it shameless! Do you know? Yang Wei and I are alumni of the same high school graduate. However, a nobody like me couldn't talk to a school grass adult like him, but I didn't expect that since the two of you got to know each other, he contacted me through the address book of the hometown association...... And then you often ask me about you...... He said it was very frank, he said he likes you, he wants to chase you...... I think you're a good fit...... So that's it......

"That's why you betrayed me! Is that how girlfriends behave? "The moment the truth was revealed, I really didn't have any strength and fell headlong into bed again.

Blame me, blame me.

The first thing to be shared between girlfriends should be emotional problems. And I haven't had time to explain my relationship progress to her clearly, and I can't blame her for pulling the red line wrongly......

I should have made it clear to Weiwei that I have always had such a person living in my heart, but no one else knew that my best friend was busy helping me mess up the mandarin duck spectrum......

Seeing me like this, he guessed that things were probably not going well, and sat on the edge of my bed with a panicked face, humming and refusing to go away.

I saw her look like an angry little daughter-in-law, so I had to dissipate my anger and pat her: "Okay, okay, Weiwei, I'm so messy now, you let me be quiet, wait for me to have a clear idea, and I'll explain it to you clearly." ”

"Okay, but I want to say one last word, I still think you should think about Yang Wei." After saying this sentence slightly, she didn't wait for me to make a statement, and turned around and went to her side.

I was lying on my bed, but my mind was full of the past at the station. reluctantly hugged Yan Xu and Yang Wei...... Switching in my mind like a slideshow. suddenly remembered Yang Wei's eyes on the train. Is he okay now? Isn't it a more reasonable explanation to owe him?

But what should be explained? How to explain it? How many people can tell who is right and who is wrong? Tell him how happy I am with someone else? It's better to say nothing.

At this moment, I suddenly felt a little obscene. Wavering and hesitating between two men...... It all seems to be my fault, but I really don't know what is wrong.

Weiwei's words echoed clearly in his ears: "You shouldn't give up Yang Wei." ”

Yang Wei, he, is indeed very good. Good couldn't be better. But, did we meet too late or by accident? If I really have such a thought in my mind, does it mean that there are still shortcomings between me and Yan Xu?

I am like this, what does it mean to be unfirm to Yan Xu?

Yan Xu was at the train station, what did he guess?

There are too many question marks in my mind at once, and I am really exhausted.

In the past, I only knew how to silently have a crush on someone, and although those days were a little sadistic, they were much simpler than the current situation.

Now I'd rather I know only one of them, and everything would be much simpler?

Just when I was thinking about it in every way, Yan Xu's message came: "Xiao Ke, remember to have dinner." Don't let the stomach get sick. ”

He, the meaning of the message...... Is it that he is not angry and has not misunderstood anything?

Does that mean I'm thinking too much about myself?

I hurriedly replied to him: "Got it, I just arrived at the dormitory, and I'm still so tired all the way, I miss you." ”

Yan Xu also replied to me in seconds: "I miss you too." ”

The heart that has been borne has finally landed a little.

Sometimes, it is really necessary to use such love words to temper the excessive tension in a relationship.

At this time, the other self in my heart jumped out and began to despise myself, what were you thinking when you came back? How can you be so half-hearted, you are already with Yan Xu, don't you have an agreement? Have you forgotten your promises?

It's just a Yang Wei, tall, handsome, domineering, gentle, talented, you can't resist such a temptation? Are you worthy of the heart you have had a crush on for so many years......

Again...... What's wrong with your Yan Xu? How can we forget the past we have experienced together?

On the train, I clearly rejected Yang Wei, I knew in my heart that I should do this, but after I came back, I quieted down, and the two villains in my heart didn't know why, and seemed to have been fighting back and forth.

Why, rejecting Yang Wei, my heart hurts a little.

But I couldn't help but reject him.

However, my stomach did start to hurt. Didn't eat dinner. Now I am not in the mood, let alone the state to eat. Forget it, just fend for yourself in bed......