She has long felt that life is a stage play, and after the bright and gorgeous, she still has to return to the dust and find no trace. In this world, there are only a few black and white times, and it is the norm to be ambiguous and unable to find a trace.

This night's An Ruo was groggy, as if she had a long, long dream, in the dream, she returned to the bathroom outside the blue diamond for a while, and then it was the Gu family compound, she was an outsider from beginning to end in the dream, and the person next to her, looking at the constantly switching scenes, she broke down and cried, where did she go for the two years that she experienced the real existence?

When I woke up, it was almost noon, and it was quiet, and if I listened closely, I could hear the faint sound of conversation.

As far as the eye can see, the surroundings are dazzling white. Hotel-style structure, European and American style design, a few flowers hanging on the wall, blending together with the whole bedroom, but not obtrusive, very flattering.

An Ruo was wearing a white nightdress, her whole body was weak, she had a ventilator on her face, and she felt the cold feeling of the needle in her hand flowing into the blood vessels with the liquid, and this familiarity made An know that she was now in the hospital.

There was a bouquet of flowers on the head of the bed, fragrant and vibrant, which unintentionally stabbed An Ruo's eyes. I took the respirator with one hand, got out of bed barefoot, and as soon as I got out of bed, my legs were weak, and I fell to the ground like that.

It was probably because the fall was so loud that it alarmed the people outside the door.

"An Ruo, did you get hurt by a fall?" Gu Chu eagerly pushed open the door, walked in front of An Ruo in three or two steps, stretched out his hand to pick her up, An Ruo took two steps back, and he stopped moving, just looked straight at An Ruo as if he was enduring something.

An Ruo didn't speak, raised his eyes to look at him, Gu Chu in front of him was very decadent, his eye sockets were sunken, with eye-catching bloodshots, his beard looked like he hadn't been shaved for several days, he had always been in a straight suit, and he didn't see the elegant and clear side at all, this is still him...

Susa on the side

Seeing the two of them like this, he stepped forward to help An Ruo sit back on the bed and cover it with a quilt.

"Have I slept for a long time?" An Ruo's expression was a little dazed, and when he spoke again, his voice was weak and weak.

"You have been asleep for three days, and we have been scared to death, especially Xiao Chu, he has been guarding you day and night, just like this for three days, and you don't eat, no matter how much we persuade us, it is useless for us to persuade you." Susa

With distress and compassion in her eyes, she really didn't want two people who loved each other to become what they are now.

An Ruo frowned, it turned out that she had slept for so long.

"Since you're awake, you don't need a ventilator, I'll go out and talk to the attending physician."

Susa

Deliberately leaving space for them, he found an excuse and left the door of the ward. For a moment, there was nothing in the room except the sound of the instrument.

"Are you thirsty? I'll pour you some water. As he spoke, Gu Chu had already handed the water cup to An Ruo, with a little imperceptible caution.

An Ruo didn't answer, and when he woke up, he was in a trance, the effect of the drug had not passed, his head was groggy, and he just wanted to sleep again.

Seeing her like this, Gu Chu's throat moved slightly, and he finally didn't say anything, put down the cup, and said lightly: "Then you have a good rest, I'm outside, something calls me." ”

An Ruo looked sideways and said calmly: "Gu Chu, let's break up." ”

I entered the ICU once, wandered around in front of the ghost gate, as if I had lived again, and I also looked down on some things, about love, and I didn't have those thoughts anymore. Now calling his full name, there is no fluctuation in his heart, thinking of himself who would blush even when he heard his name before, just like in his previous life.

Gu Chu's body stiffened, his breathing was suffocated, and his eyes seemed to be the darkest sea water, as if he was experiencing an earth-shaking catastrophe when encountering wind and waves. After a while, he suppressed his mouth: "You are still sick, what is there to wait until you are well." ”

An Ruo pulled her lips, "Grow old with you, always make me resentful." But if you don't think about it, you have already done it. ”

Gu Chu grabbed the door thug, and the fist hanging by his side clenched unconsciously, like a bamboo standing in the wind, standing there fixedly, his gums were bleeding, and he didn't feel any pain.

Now they seem to be a multiplication, and when they encounter An Ruo's zero, the result can only be zero. How do you find them in the first place?

......

In her sleep, An Ruo seemed to be in a black vortex, she was a person who desperately longed for the sun, she struggled to see through the black void, and in the dazzling brilliance of a white flower, she saw a person who was shining all over her body.

The man in front of him was elegant and handsome, with an outstanding demeanor. For a moment, An Ruo's heart was still excited, and she unconsciously wanted to get close to him.

Gu Chu in the dream was also infected by her laughter, looking at her warm smile, but it was like a firework, fleeting, and his eyes were cold in an instant.

"An Ruo, why don't you want to be by my side? Are you going to take my Xiaoqin to get it? You give me back my Xiaoqin! A cold question was thrown straight at An Ruo, like a sharp blade, and she was covered in sweat.

When I opened my eyes again, the room was dim, and I couldn't find Gu Chu's figure everywhere, everything that happened just now seemed to be just a dream, but it was really terrifying.

An Ruo got out of bed in her clothes, stood barefoot in front of the window, as if tears were passing through the corners of her eyes, raised her hand and touched her face, it was cold.

I was worried in my heart, for him this was just a breakup, an insignificant relationship, but for her, it was the last straw that overwhelmed her heart, he seemed to come to her world with light, and when he left, he also took away her light, leaving nothing in vain.

......

When An Ruo fell asleep, Gu Chu put his mind at ease and began to deal with business. In the past few days, Gu Chu has pushed everything, and he has been guarding An Ruo with all his heart, and there are too many cases in the company, and they are all lawsuits that Gu Chu was named to fight next, and they can't be delayed.

Now that An Ruo's condition has stabilized, he began to process documents in the rest room next door, this day, every day is only shallow squinting, never really slept, the spirit is relaxed, it is inevitable that he is a little sleepy, raised his hand and rubbed the bridge of his nose, bent his elbow to take a nap.

I don't know how long it took, Gu Chu opened his eyes, looked up and saw the night, he was annoyed for a while, pushed the door in, raised his hand and turned on the room light, and the lights were bright in an instant.

Looking at An Ruo in front of the window, his eyes tingled for a while.

hugged An Ruo, and said in a soft tone: "Isn't it cool to stand like this?" You're still sick, why don't you take care of yourself so much? Although he was scolding, he was just slowly gentle, wiping An Ruo's feet with a tissue, and carefully putting on slippers for her.

A series of actions made An Ruo feel like he was still the one who was spoiled by him as a child.

Gu Chu didn't expect An Ruo to ignore him, but when the words fell, An Ruo turned his head and looked at him carefully, looking at his thin and haggard face, inexplicable emotions surged up, and his eyes turned red unexpectedly.

One hand stroked Gu Chu's face and said softly, "You have lost weight." ”

Gu Chu's fingers tightened, and he stood up, full of anticipation: "Can you start over with me?" I love your Anruo. ”

Tearful eyes clouded An Ruo's vision, but the warm temperature on his hands was very confusing. She spoke hoarsely, in a calm tone, without joy or sorrow: "I feel sad, not because you deceived me, but because, I can no longer trust you." ”

Gu Chu's hand was put down dejectedly, like a basin of cold water poured on his head. A heart tugged hard, just standing quietly, but there were earth-shattering waves in his eyes, and a floating light sank instantly, and his vision gradually blurred.

"I don't want much, but only one of you. Now, I'm out of ideas. An Ruo held the tears in the corners of Gu Chu's eyes with one hand, and spoke calmly.

After a pause, he continued, "Leave me alone, and let you go." I don't blame you for lying to me, we don't owe each other. The words were calm and resolute.

Her words were like knives stabbing Gu Chu's heart. The breath was empty, the wind was winding around it again and again, and I couldn't suppress the heartache and hugged An Ruo, buried my face in her neck, and said dejectedly: "Can't you go back?" We "seem to be asking An Ruo, and we are also asking ourselves."

He doesn't want much, he has her by his side all his life, even if it is long, he will feel short.

Such a hug seems beautiful and sweet to others, but only they know that it is a heart-wrenching hug of farewell.

After a long time, An Ruo spoke in Gu Chu's arms, "I want to go to the movies." ”

"Okay, but you'll have to wash up before you go to the restaurant to eat."

Neither of them mentioned it again, as if trying to maintain the final harmony.

Gu Chu helped An Ruo to the edge of the sink, brushed his teeth and washed his face, An Ruo looked at himself in the mirror, his face was pale and indifferent, this one looked like hers but not hers, almost unfamiliar.

When I arrived at the restaurant, the food had already been served, the treatment in the VIP ward was excellent, and the dishes were also very rich.

After a few days of saline hanging, I should be overly hungry.

A table full of dishes, Gu Chu helped her to do it, raised his hand to serve her a bowl of soup, and drank the soup to warm her stomach before eating, which was a good time.

An Ruo took a spoon and drank it in small sips, very quietly, without the slightest gobbling up after being hungry for a long time, Gu Chu sat on the side and watched her drink the soup quietly, his eyes were gentle, and the corners of his mouth were filled with a faint smile, no matter how much he drank, as long as he was willing to eat, he was very happy.

A bowl of soup bottomed out, Gu Chu added some rice to the bowl, sandwiched the vegetables and put them on top, the soup only nourished the stomach, and he also needed to eat some food to cushion his stomach.

This is An Ruo was obedient, and he didn't refuse Gu Chu's care, but he didn't look at him, just looked at the food and swallowed it carefully.

After a meal, Gu Chu dressed her and took her to the cinema.

It was late at night, and Gu Chu had chartered the entire movie theater, and there were only the two of them in the huge space.

It's empty, and for a while there's nothing but the sound of the projector turning.

The surrounding light became dark, and An Ruo used to tell Gu Chu that he wanted to go to the cinema with him to watch "Twilight" once, and experience an ordinary love that could not be more ordinary, but he couldn't do it after all.

In fact, the love between vampires and people can be understood nothing more than the love between adults, they from the diaphragm, to falling in love, to problems, the surrounding environment, etc., this is actually the twists and turns that normal people will have when they fall in love, and in the end, the passionate love will be dull, and they will live their lives peacefully.

But it is precisely because of the twists and turns in the process that people feel that love is beautiful and hard-won, and it can make people remember this love.

A lifetime of a couple is nothing more than that.