Chapter 63 Speechless, Waiting for the Flower to Fail
At the end of the film, Victoria is left alone and silently watching Bella and Edward dance, with a lonely look in her eyes and a weird smile as she descends the stairs. She thought that her heart must be sad at this moment, and she would miss her partner James who had just died.
An Ruo recalled that Edward said to her halfway through the film, "I do."
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The corners of his mouth pulled up a faint smile, how ironic, first said that he loved him, and said that he was unwilling to leave, but he left her.....
At the end of the film, An Ruo sat in the theater for a long time and did not move, watching the whole film, she had a feeling of losing her center of gravity and being very lost, from beginning to end, always paving all kinds of sadness to pass on, with the rainy day behind, how bleak.
Love is both reminiscent and sad.
When I returned, it was already early in the morning, and the street lamps were shining brightly, leaving dappled light and shadows under the trees, which were not dazzling.
Gu Chu walked on An Ruo's side and held her hand, "Do you still want to do it?" When he looked at her sideways, his eyes were deep and his words were warm, and he didn't intend to put too much pressure on her.
For her, he was already trying his best to moderate and curry.
She said she was going to the movies, and he arranged it, and she said she didn't want to be disturbed, so he just sat quietly and didn't say a word. She said that the car was too stuffy, so he parked the car aside and accompanied her all the way. Now she is a porcelain doll to him, indulged to the extreme, lest something bad will make her unhappy.
"I want to talk to my mom and dad and give me my phone." An Ruo raised her eyes to look at him, and her tone was light.
"Your body hasn't recovered yet, I'll take them over to accompany you when you're well." It means refusal, he is uneasy, uneasy If she is allowed to communicate with the outside world, she will run away from him like that, without a trace.
An Ruo tugged at the corners of his mouth: "Forget it, I don't have any other requirements." ”
Gu Chu's throat rolled, he wanted to say something more, but he was finally suppressed.
The atmosphere in the car was suffocating, and Gu Chu took the initiative to speak, and his eyes were warm; "I know you don't like the hospital, I have discussed with the attending physician, you can go home to recuperate, as long as you take your medicine on time, and your emotional ups and downs are not too big."
An Ruo didn't reply, turned his head to look at the backward scenery outside the car window, seemingly calm and waveless, but there was too much sadness and joy in his eyes.
An Ruo's appearance was clear to Gu Chu, and he didn't expect her to respond to him, so he just acquiesced and drove back to the apartment.
When he arrived at the door, Gu Chu saw Cheng Yuan and Susa
Two people, carrying a large bag of things, stood outside the door. His expression was faintly anxious and impatient, and it seemed that he had been waiting for a long time.
An Ruo's heart tightened, and her heart was mixed, in the past, she sincerely opened her heart and regarded them as friends, but Blue Diamond's words broke his illusion, how brothers protect their brothers, she is just an outsider.
Gu Chu's face was a little ugly, he stared at the two of them quietly, and said silently: "It's so late, what are you doing here?" ”
Narigaki grabbed Susa
Before he spoke, with temptation; "Susa in the evening
I went to see An Ruo in the ward, only to find that you were all gone. After asking, I found out that you took her out of the hospital early, and we guess you will come back here. ”
"I can take care of her alone, so I don't have to trouble you." Gu Chu's eyes were indifferent, and deep sadness and despair could be seen through the depths of his eyes.
Cheng Yuan didn't know what was wrong with him, and when he saw Gu Chu like this, he was shocked in his heart.
What kind of situation can force a calm and self-controlled, smiling and gentle person to such a point?
Thinking so, his eyes were on An Ruo's body. The latter had no sorrow or joy, his face was pale and his expression was empty, as if he were an outsider.
"You are a big man, how do you know how to take care of your daughter's family. I've been squatting for a long time, and my legs are numb, so the eldest young master is fine, let us in. ”Susa
The confrontation was broken by his speech.
Susa at the moment
It's not as domineering as usual, gentle like a big sister. Such a Susa
Not only has An Ruo never seen it, but even Gu Chu rarely saw it, and he didn't want to say anything more after the matter had come to this point, so he opened the door and went in.
Raising his hand to turn on the light, the light sprinkled all over the room, Gu Chu's calm eyes stared at An Ruo, glowing with tenderness: "Are you sleepy?" Hearing the voice, Cheng Yuan, who was walking in front, glanced at Gu Chu, and it was this glance that the smile on the corner of his mouth began to rise, as if what Cheng Yuan had seen before was an illusion.
An Ruo pursed her lips and shook her head lightly, she had slept for too long, but she was very energetic at this time.
"Then just talk to me about it, we haven't talked in a long time." Susa
Holding An Ruo's hand, he spoke affectionately and friendly.
An Ruo withdrew his hand without a trace and replied lightly; "Good"
For An Ruo's resistance, Susa
smiled disapprovingly, her reaction was expected, the more cold-hearted and cold-hearted people are, the more dedicated and long-term they will be once they are tempted, but if the psychological defense line collapses, they will package themselves indifferently, invulnerable, and will not give anyone a chance to hurt again. Thinking of Susa
The corners of his mouth rose again, with a warm tenderness.
handed Gu Chu a reassuring look, and led An Ruo back to the bedroom.
Seeing them enter the room, Gu Chu turned his head and asked; "Tea or coffee?"
Narugaki walked up to him and sat down: "Coffee" has reversed day and night after managing the bar's night show, but now he is dependent on coffee.
Gu Chu doesn't like coffee, but because Chengyuan is very researched about coffee beans, he will prepare some of them.
Gu Chu leaned back on the rattan chair: "If you want to drink and soak yourself, my skills can't match yours." ”
Cheng Yuan lowered his eyes and smiled, and resigned himself to getting up: "You seem to be in a bad mental state, don't you plan to make up for sleep?" Looking at him with concern, Gu Chu's complexion was not only very bad, but it could be seen that he hadn't slept well for several nights.
"Wait a little longer, Ah Sheng is asleep, I'll sleep again." Gu Chu said, seeing that Cheng Yuan was about to smoke, he leaned over and stretched out his hand to snatch it away: "This house is non-smoking from now on." ”
Cheng Yuan doesn't necessarily have to smoke, and he usually doesn't have such a big addiction to smoking, seeing Gu Chu like this, he knows who he is for, and he doesn't say anything.
Turning his head and making two cups of coffee in Gu Chu's hand, he said, "Since you care about her so much, how could you make the situation like this." I listen to Susa
said that An Ruo's condition was very critical that night, and it took more than eight hours to save him. ”
Gu Chu stroked his forehead, looking distressed. That night was the most torturous night of his life, and he never believed in his fate, but he ran to the window and prayed to God sincerely, as long as An Ruo could wake up, he could do so.
"Obviously they are all in love with each other, are you really willing to let her leave you, and they will be irrelevant from now on?" Cheng Yuan looked at his appearance, shook his head, and spoke helplessly.
"Wait a little longer." Today's An Ruo has a tough attitude, even if he says anything, it will be in vain. recalled what she said by the bedside before, "I am old together, and I am always complaining", a heart is like a candle in the wind, and the wind and rain are shaking.
Cheng Yuan looked at him and frowned unexpectedly, "Even so, what did you do at the beginning, and don't leave a little low." ”
It is better to know from his mouth than to be told by others. Sincerity is the most important thing in getting along with people, and he only understands this truth now.
After that, Chengyuan didn't say anything, and the brothers stopped at the point.
Everything was in the early morning, and the entire living room seemed empty, Gu Chu looked at the shadow he cast on the carpet, and smiled expressionlessly.
The shadow reflected the other side of him, as if it was a hole that could not be filled no matter how much it was filled. That smile was destined to not be condensed on the lips for a long time, and gradually became a line.
Warm and pleasant in the bedroom, Susa
and An Ruo sat side by side on the bed covered with a quilt. I can see that this room has been pleasantly decorated by Gu Chu, and there are still green plants at the head of the bed, which looks gratifying.
This night, Susa
Pulling An Ruo said a lot
She said: "The night in your ICU, I have ever seen the most appaciated Gu Chu, the moment I saw you come out, his tears flowed out like that, silently with joy. ”
She said: "Love is not a fantasy, it is not a romance novel or fairy tale, he always has stumbles and twists and turns, as long as he crosses the past, it will usher in spring flowers." ”
She said; "Even if a person makes a mistake, the court will give him a chance to appeal, how can she sentence him to death so ruthlessly? It's not fair to him. ”
An Ruo adjusted his breathing, seemed to hook his lips and smiled, but he sneered, and said unhurriedly: "In this world, only love cannot be forced, and it is better to force yourself not to love than to beg him to love." Do you think I'll ever love him again? ”
There was a thorn in the gentle words.
An Ruo took Susa by the hand
hand, the eyes are sincere and hides the hollowness of dead ashes: "There will be a day of parting, it is better to let go, it is good for everyone." ”
On the first night back at the apartment, Ah Sheng had a dream in which she roared loudly at the empty whirlpool, and she no longer had any nostalgia for the world.
At the end of the dream, she struggled to break away from the person who was pulling her behind her, and jumped...
A strong sense of weightlessness woke An Ruo, the room was bright, and at a glance she could see the new daisies on the table, the clean and refreshing colors shining in the sun, and Susa was long gone
figure.
Looking at the daisy born in the sun, An Ruo's heart was still very fluctuating, there was a faint sound of pages outside the door, Ah Sheng got up and looked over, and saw Gu Chu seemed to have been sleepless all night, sitting on the sofa and reviewing the various reports that had accumulated for a long time.
He...... Aren't you sleepy?
Lu Zichu, who was busy working, raised his head sharply, his expression was cold and cold at first, but when he looked at An Ruo, he had changed his appearance in a blink of an eye, and his eyes were slightly warm.
Putting down the information at hand and walking over, before he spoke, a smile appeared on the corner of his beautiful mouth: "Did you sleep well?" ”
"Hmm" is still cold and indifferent, and he doesn't negotiate too much with Gu Chu.
To be continued......