It is said that first love is the best time in a person's life, not afraid of distance, not afraid of time, but in the face of the distant future, there are always people who take a step back, and love finally failed to survive.

Goodbye, things have long been different. Even the courage to talk about love has been lost, like a stranger. Love is dusty, faded, and will only be transformed into a pale past in a certain moment of solidification.

At the end of September, An Ruo stood on the bluestone road and watched Gu Chu's back as he left, but his eyes were a little lost.

Before leaving, he said: "I have asked for a long leave from the office and the school, and I will stay in City A during this time to accompany you." ”

Such a difficult Gu Chu was something she didn't know before, and the corners of her mouth raised an arc of unknown meaning, maybe such a difficult person was the real Gu Chu under the noble skin.

But when she saw Gu Chu at A University, she was still slightly stunned. At first, Xiangxiang told her that she didn't believe Gu Chu when he came to the school, until she walked out of the multimedia classroom and saw him outside the teaching building of the Law School.

In the late autumn weather, the temperature began to cool, he was wearing a white shirt, beige slacks, leather shoes of the same color on his feet, standing leisurely under the tree, there were cherry blossoms falling from the top of his head, naughty falling on his hair and shoulders, small pink petals, lining his appearance more and more elegant and elegant, seeing her come out, the smile on his face and warm and elegant.

An Ruo looked at Gu Chu who was slowly walking towards her on the steps, her brows frowned slightly, she really couldn't fathom such a Gu Chu.

Now, this unpredictable person in An Ruo's eyes, with his left hand in his trouser pocket, smiled faintly: "Do you want to go out for a walk?" ”

"Okay." An Ruo thought, it doesn't matter if he is out of school, such Gu Chu is too swaggering, it is inevitable that it will be another conversation.

An Ruo followed behind Gu Chu, the distance was remote, she knew the charm of Lu Zichu, and whenever there was his class in the school before, it would definitely be full of students, and most of them were foreign girls...... Sima Zhao's heart is well known to passers-by.

This kind of superiority and charm that is different from ordinary people is not only applicable in S University, but also in A University.

On the boulevard, in just a dozen seconds, Gu Chu easily took away the focus of students and teachers, and a woman walked by, looking back frequently, her eyes were slight.

But no one dares to step forward, as noble as him, he is born with a sense of alienation, which makes people faintly ashamed.

There were a lot of people coming and going from the school, An Ruo quietly followed behind Gu Chu, always maintaining a safe distance of more than ten centimeters, after Gu Chu found out, he slowed down his pace, and when she approached, he said lightly: "I have a plague on me?" ”

"......" Gu Chu's words were too sharp, An Ruo Haoran: "I have always walked very slowly. ”

Although it was an excuse, An Ruo was a little arrogant when he said it, as if he was complaining that Gu Chu was walking too fast.

Gu Chu smiled, a smile is the most likely to infect the emotions of the people around him, Gu Chu was originally forbearant and restrained, but seeing the delicate appearance of a little daughter like An Ruo, the smile in his eyes deepened a little.

The parties involved in this scene didn't think there was anything wrong, but in the eyes of outsiders, they invisibly added some inexplicable conjecture. His demeanor was a little careless, but his pace slowed down.

Both of them are very good-looking, although An Ruo's appearance is not amazing, but her temperament is very unique, intellectual and quiet. Especially since she has just been crowned with the title of "prom lover".

It's a good match. At that moment, some of the students passing by had such a thought in their minds.

But not everyone thinks so, and in the crowd of onlookers in the corner, there are not a few sour words, most of them are girls.

People live for a lifetime, and everyone has the heart of gossip. This kind of sour grapes psychology, the men on the side will understand, looking at the backs of the two people in front of them side by side, or envy or inferiority.

I knew that An Ruo was not a thing in the pool, but I didn't know that I had already become a famous flower. How many science and engineering men should be heartbroken at this moment.

.......

Out of the school gate, An Ruo saw the familiar white car at a glance, the Audi A7 was low-key and luxurious, and the gossip eyes of the security guards at the door couldn't stop turning their bodies.

In the car, as soon as An Ruo took his seat, the driver's seat handed over a silver-white thermos cup, showing doubts.

"Ginger brown sugar water, you should need it if I'm not mistaken."

An Ruo Haoran, after being away for so long, he still remembers his menstrual cycle, if this is not true, then what is true?

Reaching out to take it, I took a sip, the temperature was suitable and it was not hot. Xu is a psychological effect, and the pain in the abdomen, which was originally filled with dull pain, is slowly dissipating.

Looking sideways at Gu Chu, she said, "Thank you." ”

Gu Chu held the steering wheel and smiled; "It's me who should thank you, you know? Last night was the most restful night's sleep in months. "Relaxed.

After An Ruo left, he became a person who lived by memories. In the dream, she lay on his shoulder delicately, and told him about S's big bits and pieces, and told him about the interesting things of daily life.

If he is not busy, he will occasionally laugh and tease her, and she will squint her eyes, hug his neck, and take the initiative to bite his lip. She originally wanted to punish him, but she always couldn't learn to be obedient, and in the end, she was the one who kissed his eyes, paralyzed in his arms, and pretended to be calm: "It's a big loss." ”

"Is it a loss?" hugged her into the room, endlessly begging, listening to her call him "Mr. Gu" over and over again, and longed to die on her body from now on.

What does it mean to be a person or a person? She said: "One part, two wide, each life rejoices." ”

She said, "I am old together, and I am always complaining, but I don't think about it, but I also mourn." ”

For nearly four months, she knew that she had started classes and continued to contact the girl in 302, but she was reluctant not to look for her, how could she bear to see her at a loss?

Last night, he returned to the hotel, dreamless all night, and then opened his eyes to the dazzling sunlight outside the window, he knew that these difficult days were finally cleared and about to break through, and he couldn't wait to see her again, so he drove to school, and his heart couldn't stop jumping.

Hearing this, An Ruo's heart moved slightly, and he tightened the thermos cup under his hand and did not speak.

The temperature in the car was warm, Gu Chu looked sideways at the co-pilot, the girl's face was bathed in sunlight, clean and holy, like in a dream, very unreal.

That's fine, as long as you can stay by my side.

.......

In the north ring of city A, there is a long and narrow old street, which is ancient, simple, and has a strong cultural heritage.

Of course, there are some young people who like this place, and An Ruo and Xiangxiang are one of these young people.

In the teahouse, the environment is quiet, and the people who come here to drink tea have various identities, including foreigners, wealthy businessmen, turtles, and white-collar workers...... There are also some drama actors, who are not famous, An Ruo and Xiangxiang have never seen their performances, but they like to sit there and listen to them.

These people have a sense of amazement in their eyes, and they have the pride of literary and artistic workers in their words and deeds, they are obscure all year round, and they stick to themselves in the maverick industry.

An Ruo didn't expect him to bring her here, she was a little surprised for a while, but she was relieved, this is actually not surprising, they were originally the same kind of people, and in essence, no matter where they are, their hearts are compatible.

Seeing a handsome man, a woman will turn on emotional sensitivity in an instant.

Gu Chu was planted in the teahouse, the woman next to him had bright eyes, and when she smiled toothily, her smile was gentle and quiet, but her eyes deliberately ignored An Ruo opposite him.

An Ruo actually can't figure out their current relationship, obviously broke up, but the feeling he gave her was still stuck in love, including action.

An Ruo leaned on the back of the chair, the location was chosen by her, by the window, the carved screen blocked the view, independent room, very clean, and she could see the crowd walking downstairs.

"How long will you stay here?" An Ruo asked.

Gu Chu replied seriously: "Until you accept me again." ”

An Ruo pursed her lips, pressed the tea for a while, and said with a smile: "Is this how you help me?" Has anyone ever said that you are selfish like this? ”

Gu Chu's eyes were deep, staring straight at An Ruo, as if he could see through her heart; "I don't admit or deny that I'm not a saint in the face of love."

At some point, it began to rain lightly in the sky, reflecting the sparkling waves in the sun. The courtyard was deep, and the rain dripping unusually happily under the eaves. As far as the eye can see, the courtyard is wet and fresh, but An Ruo's heart can't be peaceful and soft.

"Do you think it's still possible between us? Even if the broken mirror can be pieced together, it is impossible to be the one that was intact at the beginning, and it is easy to start over and reconcile, but it is too difficult to be the same. The cracks have always been there, and every time my heart beats, I am always reminding myself that this is something that belongs to Xiao Qin. I can't even have a complete version of myself..."An Ruo's eyes were calm, but his words were cold.

She once thought that if she hadn't met him, she would have been as light as a chrysanthemum and as simple as a heart.

A pair of eyes were full of moisture, afraid of being discovered by Gu Chu, and lowered his eyes in a panic.

The cold fingers were firmly grasped by him, and An Ruo curled up slightly, trying to break free, but to no avail.

Helpless in her heart, An Ruo raised her eyes to look at her, her eyes were shining like water, and the person in front of her was drinking tea leisurely, no matter how she stared, her hands never let go.

An Ruo asked herself, is it suitable for them to hold hands in this situation now?

suddenly remembered my father, when I was a child, my father also held her hand firmly like him, and accompanied her through spring, summer, autumn and winter, after I don't know how many years have changed.

It wasn't until An Ruo gave up struggling and let him hold it that Gu Chu spoke, his eyes clear and profound: "You said that it was possible, we were possible." The past is irreversible, but it can't stop us from creating new memories, Mom and Dad miss you very much, they asked me to bring you a word before I came, you are the only daughter-in-law they promise to recognize. Don't doubt it, this has nothing to do with Xiaoqin, my dad said, you are simple and pure, very good. Putting aside the joy, you are impeccable as the daughter-in-law of the Gu family. ”

When An Ruo heard this, his eyes widened, with disbelief, and his heart seemed to have fallen into the soft water. She knew him inadvertently, and today, he has become a soft-hearted person.

Gu Chu in front of him, warmth was injected between his faint eyebrows and eyes. The years are gentle, stunning him and her, this moment is too warm, so it seems to have a long time.

An Ruo looked at the window and smiled with tears: "You are a foul, you know?" ”

He knows her too well, and knows that she not only cares about Xiaoqin, but also cares about what the Gu family's parents think of her, and a relationship will not end well without the blessing of her parents. And now he told him so clearly, dispelling all her worries and entanglements.

- how should she refuse all this warmth