At ten o'clock in the morning, An Ruo was sitting in the cradle under the tree reading a book, and there was a knock on the door, and the three sounds were very regular. Mother An, who was choosing vegetables in the kitchen, called for An Ruo to open the door.

After struggling for a long time, An Ruo pursed his lips, put down the book, walked to the door, and opened the door.

On this day, the sun was really warm, and it fell softly on the two of them, and between the light and shadow, it was him, or her, as if under a spell, looking at each other, but forgetting the existence of time.

He was looking at her, and she was looking at him, as if time had frozen in an instant.

Gu Chu was very close to An Ruo, only a stride away, but in these few centimeters of distance, his eyes flickered, and his deep black eyes hid undetectable apprehension, anxiety and longing.

All kinds of thoughts were intertwined, Gu Chu took a step forward and said in a low voice: "Ruoruo."

As soon as these words came out, An Ruo instantly came back to his senses, looked away, didn't want to look into his eyes, and said coldly: "I'm sorry, you may have found the wrong place." As he spoke, he closed the scarlet iron door.

Just as he was about to close it, one foot stepped out, Gu Chu climbed the door with one hand, and his voice was eager: "Let's talk, it was Su Su who came to find me." ”

It seems that something is fermenting in the nose, sour, An Ruo lowered his eyes, and did not answer.

After a long time, stepping out of the courtyard gate, the children next door on the bluestone road were laughing and playing around, with innocent smiles. An Ruo looked at them with a warm heart, raised her eyes to look at Gu Chu, and said lightly: "Let's talk about it in another place."

An Ruo raised her hand to send a message to Xiangxiang, hoping to borrow her home. Xiangxiang's parents will go to work during the day, and they are not at home, and only her grandmother who is over seventy years old accompanies her. Such an adult man with outstanding demeanor appeared in the alley, it was noon, and it was inevitable that people would be criticized for going out so brightly.

People are terrible, and this is common all over the world.

Gu Chu stood beside her and looked at her for a while, his dark eyes were like a huge wave, he couldn't resist the urge to step forward, and then spoke, his voice was faint: "You have lost weight, why didn't you take care of yourself." ”

"No, I'm fine, thank you for your concern" A Sheng's cold and polite reply came out of Ah Sheng's mouth, insincerely.

Xiangxiang's house is in Lindong, very close. An Ruo and Gu Chu walked to the door one after the other and knocked on the door.

After a short time, Xiangxiang came out to open the door and opened his mouth low; "Grandma is still cooking, you guys go up first. She has bad ears and shouldn't be able to hear her movements. ”

After finishing speaking, Xiangxiang stared at Gu Chu behind An Ruo vigilantly, and said viciously: "I warn you, don't do anything unruly to An Ruo in my room, otherwise, I won't be able to spare you." He clenched his fists and signaled to Gu Chu.

With such an act of not giving Gu Chu face, Xiangxiang thought that he was angry, but he didn't expect Gu Chu to just stare at her with deep eyes, and said for a long time: "Thank you for taking care of her for me." ”

After that, he followed An Ruo upstairs. Xiangxiang was stunned in place and frowned, what does it matter to me to take care of An Ruo, do you need you to thank you? Just as he was about to reply, the person had already walked away, so he pouted helplessly and stepped into the kitchen.

went up to the second floor, An Ruo walked a few steps straight and opened the door and entered the room. Xiangxiang's bedroom is extremely simple, with a vermilion wardrobe, a vermilion desk, and two small wooden stools placed at random, except for the sheets printed on the bed with white rabbits, it really can't be seen that this is a girl's room.

For a while, only Gu Chu and An Ruo were left in the room, An Ruo's heart was complicated, and she was also a little aggrieved, Gu Chu didn't speak, and she had no intention of taking the initiative to speak.

"An Ruo, I know you don't like that Lu Yi, and you're even a little tired of him disturbing your originally peaceful life, am I right?" Gu Chu stood by the window and looked directly at An Ruo and spoke softly, his eyes were gentle, with care and affection.

The corners of An Ruo's mouth hooked up and he smiled, and his eyes were as bright as water. This is Gu Chu, who has always been prepared in advance, and hit the nail on the head without warning.

Seeing that An Ruo did not speak, he continued; "Originally, I also wanted to give you back the life you wanted, calm and peaceful, without twists and turns. It's just that he has already disturbed you now, I want to help you, protect you, and even more... I can continue to love you. "The tail note is light, and it dissipates into the air in an instant.

Probably because Gu Chu's gaze was too deep, An Ruo's simple and waveless heart began to ripple slightly, and his heart throbbed inexplicably, trying to calm An Ruo bowed his head and said: "I said, one is different and two are wide, why should you bother." The tone was cold.

Why bother? The reason is simple. He loved her, always been, and he knew that this kind of heartbeat would not be after her. He is not so great and selfless, he can watch his beloved throw himself into the arms of another man, even if he covets it, he will be jealous.

When he met An Ruo, he just wanted to grow old with her safely, shouldn't love be like this? There are two sides to everything, and behind beautiful love is selfish, exclusive, and not to be coveted.

The sunlight outside the window was bright and warm, and through the window edge sprinkled on Gu Chu's cold face, An Ruo was stunned, he was still so elegant and natural, extravagant, standing quietly in front of her eyes, as if he had met for the first time...

It's just that those eyes are a little more melancholy and deep than usual, but when they look at her, they all dissipate, leaving only soft and warm, heavy pupils and deep eyes, An Ruo's heart is turbulent like a tide, and it can't be calmed down for a long time.

Gu Chu took in her confusion and uneasiness, and lightly removed her eyes: "The beginning of a relationship requires the consent of two people, you left a letter and left me, but you didn't ask me if I agreed, in my heart, you have always been my girlfriend, you were, you are, and will be in the future." ”

It was as if something was spreading in An Ruo's heart, flowing all the way to his limbs, because of his words, An Ruo suddenly understood something, had a certain premonition, and his heart beat suddenly.

The heart, which had been calm for a few months, began to beat irregularly again, and An Ruo stroked the heart uncontrollably.

Sensing her movements, Gu Chu frowned and said worriedly: "How are you?" Why don't you always take care of yourself? What about medicine? Did you bring it? "Panicked and looked for medicine on her body.

An Ruo took out the medicine box from his jacket pocket, poured out two pills tremblingly, took the water handed over by Gu Chu, and swallowed it with his head up.

After a long time, An Ruo sat back on the bed weakly and looked out the window: "I don't understand, what do you like about me for a person like me who is full of shortcomings?" I'm not even a healthy person. ”

Gu Chu's warm eyes flowed on An Ruo, and he spoke tenderly; "You don't understand, and I don't understand. Love has never been unreasonable, inexplicable, and unclear. All I know is that the person I want to spend the rest of my life with is you, and it can only be you. If not... I'd rather die alone. ”

"Because of Xiaoqin?" An Ruo's eyes turned to Gu Chu, slightly mocking.

Gu Chu stepped forward, sat next to An Ruo and held An Ruo's hands that were intertwined because of the entanglement, Gu Chu's body was cold, and the two hearts in the silent air were beating regularly, and he couldn't tell him and her. "Once, I thought that leaving you behind is equivalent to Xiaoqin is also there, after a long time, my original intention is slowly blurred, I am attracted to you step by step, because of your smile and ups and downs, except for you I have never been in love before, so at first I thought that this is the resonance of the same kind of people, until the New Year I sent you on the train, there has been a voice in my heart is reluctant, trying to keep you, I began to understand, this is love. I love you An Ruo, different from Xiaoqin, I am more responsible and brother and sister feelings with her, and you... But it's my only soul mate. After a pause, he added: "I know that you may be half-awake and suspicious of me, but I think you can understand that when you fell, I also fell, but it was too late to understand... After I understood, I was also ashamed to say it, thinking that it was not important to say love or not, the important thing was that you were in my heart. But then Chengyuan told me that girls are sensitive and lack of love in love, and they need to prove that they are loved over and over again, so that they will have a sense of security. ”

When An Ruo heard this, he only smiled and said nothing, but he was a little stunned in his heart. It has been said that the eyes are the windows to the soul.

The first time they met, Lu Zichu's eyes strongly attracted Ah Sheng, and when they met again, she was still fascinated by him, and when he thought about the problem, his eyes were focused and sharp, and he was very content.

This man successfully performed the quiet years, he put An Ning indifferently into the clouds, just such an independent corner, it seems that all the troubles in the world can have nothing to do with him.

Falling in love with him, she is like walking on the clouds, with a lot of uncertainty and small luck. Falling suddenly, a heart shattered, she picked up the fragments little by little, and it took months to barely put them together, but as soon as he appeared, all the efforts he had made before were shattered in an instant.

She hated herself for being so weak, but because of his words, her heart began to resurge.

I have said a long time ago that he is a catastrophe, and she will never be able to overcome the catastrophe in her life.

She raised her eyes to look at him, stunned for a long time, a pair of dark eyes were bottomless, and said: "Lighter, anyone you meet can offer a shining heart, matches are too stupid, they can only burn once." Love is deep. Slowly, he withdrew his hand.

Gu Chu looked at the falling branches and leaves outside the window, and held her hand again: "But I'm not a lighter, and you're not a match." One night in the middle of the night, I dreamed that the two of us were kissing under a plane tree at the age of gray hair. It was then that you said half to the air, half to me: "Anyone who has loved for years has not lived in vain." I woke up smiling, but you were missing from the bedside, and my heart was sinking. An Ruo, I don't want a person's floating world, I just want to be with you for the rest of my life. ”

An Ruo smiled and said nothing. Can she say that she had a similar dream before? Both of them thought of love to the end of their lives, but they forgot the ups and downs of growing up.

Raising his hand to caress his hair, with a little affection, the small action made Gu Chu's head palpitate, close to her lips, the burning breath came to her face, and An Ruo's mind was blank.

The atmosphere in the small bedroom gradually began to be humid and ambiguous, An Ruo looked at the thin lips that were gradually approaching, maintained what little sanity was left, stretched out his hand to resist his chest, avoided Gu Chu's kiss, and opened his mouth a little awkwardly; "You're tired, it's time to eat, let's go."

Gu Chu's eyes were deep and inexplicable; "Are you worried about me?"

“......”