Chapter 64 Parting, love is not necessarily accompanied

An Ruo walked straight to the balcony, looking at the bright sunshine outside the window, his thoughts were unpredictable.

An Ruo was born to like the sun, and when she looked up to soak up the sun, Gu Chu's originally cold face began to soften, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly, this time she really smiled.

"After breakfast, I'll go out for a walk with you." After combing the broken hair on Li Anruo's forehead, Gu Chu asked her gently, "Is there any place you want to go?" ”

"I want to start reviewing," he said after a pause; "Can you bring Susu here? At night, I sleep more peacefully with someone around and don't have nightmares. The tone was soft, and such An Ruo was like a world away from Gu Chu.

"Okay, I'll bring her over later." There was a smile in his voice, and Gu Chu was still happy about An Ruo's change in mood.

Su Su this girl he has also seen, innocent and cute, although he doesn't want her to see outsiders, but it is good for her condition and mood He is willing to try, and it can be seen that after last night, An Ruoxiang opened some, which is a sign of improvement.

"Go wash up first and then go to breakfast, I bought the preserved egg and lean porridge from the Four Seasons Porridge Shop in the south of the city, you will like it." Gu Chu got up to add clothes for her.

An Ruo stood on the balcony in pajamas and watched his back as he walked into the dressing room, he was really careful and patient with her. If you were someone else, you would have been moved a long time ago. But in her opinion, this is just a manifestation of a weak heart, in order to atone for her sins, to make herself more comfortable.

Thinking like this, the corners of An Ruo's mouth hooked up a smile, very shallow, like mockery.

Because Gu Chu promised to do it, when brushing her teeth in the early morning, An Ruo worked hard to smile at the mirror, she didn't want Su Su to look too worried.

A smile as bright as a summer flower, but fleeting. These days, she seems to have forgotten how to smile, she doesn't cry, she has no sadness or joy, although she tries to make herself laugh, the smile is sour and desperate, it is better not to laugh.

Put down the toothbrush and stare at yourself in the mirror with an indifferent expression. The bright and uninhibited smile belongs to the innocent and ignorant An Ruo, and now she is barely smiling...

In addition to hors d'oeuvres, there is also a bowl of fragrant porridge on the table. An Ruo scooped a spoonful and put it in her mouth, and the familiar and faintly unfamiliar taste made her heart ripple.

Once upon a time, he also ran half the city to buy it for her, and it was because of this that she was sure that he loved her. But now...

After dragging on for a few days of work, it stands to reason that Gu Chu should be very busy, but he still drove around most of the city early in the morning and bought the porridge that An Ruo liked. Just so that she can smile.

Seeing her staring at the porridge in a daze, as if thinking about something, Gu Chu put down the newspaper and asked her, "Isn't it delicious?" ”

"It tastes good, and you don't have to run that far next time." An Ruo buried his head and scooped another spoonful, and said lightly.

Gu Chu smiled and said softly: "It's good if you like it" She cares about him, everything is developing in a good direction, isn't it?

An Ruo's meal was not large, although he felt it, he also put down the spoon after eating a small half bowl.

Gu Chu is not in a hurry, many things need to be done slowly, at least she won't resist her too much now, he is very patient with her.

Got up and put away the plate, walked around the table, and pulled her to her feet. "I have a trial in the afternoon, I can't accompany you, I'll pick up your roommate in a while, are you okay at home alone?"

An Ruo replied softly, "I'm not a child. ”

Gu Chu smiled, but in his eyes, she was a child who needed to be taken care of.

He kept his promise very much, and brought Su Su to An Ruo at a quarter past eleven. Seeing An Ruo, Su Su burst into tears uncontrollably, and they were connected into beads.

"You are ruthless, why are you willing not to contact us?" Su Su hugged An Ruo, and said ruthlessly, but his subordinates kept it light and heavy, and just hugged her gently. When she came, Gu Chu told her that An Ruo had just undergone an operation and was still very weak, so she was careful many times.

An Ruo smiled helplessly, gently patted Su Su's back, and his voice was very soft; "It's wronged, it's really that the mobile phone was taken by the cat, and I can't get in touch." A rare joke that amused Gu Chu and Su Su.

"Nonsense." Su Su pulled her away and gave her a shallow look.

The 'cat' behind him, Gu Chu, broke the two of them with words, "Then you guys talk first, I still have something to do, come back later." "Turned his head and told Su Su;" An Ruo has not recovered and needs to recuperate. The implication is that you can't take her out.

An Ruo was silent, Su Su responded eagerly, sent Gu Chu out, and said loudly; 'Goodbye, Mr. Gu. ’

When the door closed, Su Su rushed to An Ruo with a roar: "What's going on?" Why are you so sick? Why do I see an invisible awkwardness between the two of you? ”

The long-lost barrage of questions finally aroused An Ruo's sincere smile. Holding Su Su to sit on the sofa, An Ruo asked; "Will you help me?"

"Help?" Su Su frowned, confused.

"I'm going back to T City." She didn't want to hide Su Su, and explained the reason succinctly and clearly.

Su Su was startled and sat up straight from the sofa, "Huh? What's going on? ”

Ten minutes later, Susu's resentment rose; "I've always respected him, I didn't expect this guy to be so shameless, using you as a stand-in, you can bear it, I can't bear it. Let's go, let's go, I'll find someone to help you. With a wave of his hand, the case was decided.

immediately contacted the dormitory boss Tong Ai and her boyfriend, analyzing how to send people out under Gu Chu's nose.

It's too obvious that the train can't be walked, and you have to wait for the plane ticket, and the bus may be stopped. In the end, the three of them decided to drive An Ruo back to T City, Tong Ai's family had a car, and Su Su's boyfriend also had a driver's license.

Half an hour later, Tong Ai and Shi Nan were already waiting downstairs in the apartment, An Ruo left a letter on the table, and left without anything, she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

In the car, Tong Ai sat in the front seat and turned around and asked An Ruo, "You go back to T City now, what if Teacher Gu chases after you?" You won't be able to hide then. ”

"Phew, don't call him Teacher Gu. Scumbag. Su Su interrupted Tong Ai urgently, speaking resentfully.

Hearing this, Shi Nan's expression flashed when he was driving, but he returned to his usual look in an instant. Su Su only told him that An Ruo needed to go home to recuperate, and he didn't know the specific reason. faint opening; "Your friend is still very weak now, and it is not suitable to bump for a long time."

In the back seat of the car, An Ruo's voice is silent; "When you go all out and intend to be nice to a person, you become a fool, a cage, with nothing in your eyes but him. Even the injury has become a test of love. Now I'm defeated. Emotional drama, forgive me for not having acting skills. ”

An Ruo pursed her lips and raised her hand to touch the position of her chest, where she once wore a pendant, but now it was empty and nothing.

The faint words pierced the hearts of the other people in the car, and Su Su's tears fell in a stream, smashing on the back of An Ruo's hand that was shaking with her, "Go, without her, An Ruo's scar will slowly get better, but if you don't leave her, this scar will never scab." "Patting the driver's seat, Nan's shoulder commanded;" Steady point. ”

Tong Ai also proposed with a crying voice; "If you are afraid that he will come to your house, go to Xiangxiang's house first, or Jiayi's house. Anyway, it's good to get out of this for a while. ”

After deciding on the matter, An Ruo's strong spirit gradually relaxed, looked at the car driving away through the car window, leaned on Su Su's shoulder and watched quietly, someone had come in her life, and finally disappeared, leaving sadness in vain. His eyelids drooped and he slowly fell asleep.

......

When night fell, Gu Chu returned to the apartment, and the sound of the TV came from the living room, and a light smile appeared in his heart: "Are you hungry?" ”

I didn't see An Ruo in the living room, Gu Chuchu was not in a hurry, and pushed the door into the bedroom. If An Ruo doesn't wake up, let her continue to sleep peacefully, and if she does, it's just right to eat together, but... An Ruo is gone.

After rummaging through the entire room, Gu Chu went to the study, and after he couldn't find An Ruo's figure, he began to panic.

Call Su Su and show that the other party has turned off the phone. Gu Chu's eyes were full of coldness, and she dropped her mobile phone, she was so bold and dared to escape with An Ruo?

The living room fell into dead silence, Gu Chu searched back and forth, An Ruo would definitely not be able to go far without anything. Suddenly, his expression was fixed, and his eyes focused on a letter on the coffee table.

With a sigh in his heart, he picked up the envelope, a shining chain fell, and his hands trembled and he opened the letterhead, and the handwriting on it pierced Gu Chu's heart, writing:

I'm gone, don't look for me. I can figure out a lot of things and accept them, but I'm still sad. We are not happy like this. When I was with you, I loved you unreservedly, and I gave everything I could, and if the result was not happy, then I would admit it. You and I are almost exhausted in our dreams, and it's useless to start over.

If I could go back to the winter of '05, I'd rather never know you.

From now on, we will not see each other in this life, and the mountains and rivers will not meet. I hope you are well, and you will be well, cherished.

Anjoliu.

Gu Chu stood stiffly in place, his face pale, crumpling the letter without realizing it. He has always been unable to change his face as Mount Tai collapsed in front of him, but now he seems to have lost his ability to organize language, and he can't say a word.

After a while, he slowly lowered his hand, like a weak duckweed, and muttered; "Precious? How to cherish? What the hell should I do? ”

His face showed a near-death collapse, trembling and falling to the ground, this calm and forbearant man, finally couldn't bear the pain in his heart, picked up the necklace, put it on his face with the letter, and cried bitterly.

He thought that An Ruo this morning was a sign of improvement, but he didn't expect it to be the last trace of warmth before parting.

Because I love you, I often want to apologize to you and be nice to you. My love is heavy, dirty, and contains many unpleasant things, but I always want you to be by my side and pull me out of the swamp, and now that you have left me, what shall I do?......