He didn't love me, but despite this, he won my heart.

Karen Mok's song "He Doesn't Love Me" should be the best representative of unrequited love.

And at this moment, Chen Yang, who was lying on the table, began to murmur obediently after experiencing a stormy cry. It's like this over and over again.

"He doesn't love me, he doesn't love me, he doesn't love me...... But he still took my heart. ”

I looked at Chen Yang, who was gradually quieting down, and looked at the tears on her long eyelashes, although the makeup was crying, but it still couldn't hide that delicate little face. The strands of hair on his forehead fell out and were messy, but it also made people feel more and more distressed.

I stared at her for a long time, but I was a little envious of her at this moment.

She finally said what was in her heart. She cried and made trouble, and her heart should feel a lot better. Now I'm the only one left, like a fish in my throat.

Actually, what I care about is not that she also likes Yan Xu, it's not that we like the same person, but she said that our final ending is the same, and Yan Xu's goodbye is the knot that I really can't face.

She had asked me more than once seriously what the relationship between me and Yan Xu was. I'm also asking myself, did we really ever have one? Then why when I think back to the past with Yan Xu, it seems that all of a sudden it has become messy fragments, and I can't piece together a complete memory.

"You know what? I liked him for five whole years. ”

When he said this, Chen Yang seemed to have completely sobered up, and began to murmur his story.

When she said this, she didn't look at me, as if she didn't need a response from me, she was just talking to herself.

"The first time he appeared in my eyes was in the second half of the second semester of junior high school, and the teacher introduced him as a new transfer student in the class. That was the first time I saw him, and at first glance, I felt that he was such a special person. As soon as he opened his mouth to introduce himself, my heart seemed to be teased by his voice, and I suddenly fell in love with someone, and inexplicably liked everything about him. ”

Speaking of the first encounter and heartbeat, Chen Yang's already drunk eyes added a bit of smoke and waves. The red fluttering cheeks also seemed to climb up two red clouds.

"I thought that such a heartbeat would definitely be a destiny destined by God. Like someone, there is no reason, just like, like it from the bottom of my heart. The feeling, indescribable, sweet and joyful. ”

Yes, when I was young, I liked it for no reason, maybe just a sentence, an action, or even an expression, a look, I liked it inexplicably. And it's going to be very thorough.

Later, the teacher actually arranged for him to sit next to me. I am even more convinced that this is the fate of the legend. Although the teacher rearranged the seat not long after he sat next to me, that memory remained in my heart. However, I later learned that he had long forgotten who he sat next to and who he borrowed books and notes on the first day of transfer. Maybe he never cared. ”

I stared blankly at Chen Yang, who was talking to himself, and suddenly felt a little distressed when I heard it. Lying softly on the table and looking at Chen Yang outside the window, at this moment, it seems to be another He Jiacheng who confided in his heart.

For two days in a row, I listened dramatically to their personal stories.

It turns out that it's not just me, in fact, everyone has a story.

It's like, just now I was still sighing, He Jiacheng, who was envied by others, actually had so many unsolvable knots in his heart. And today, when I saw the drunken goddess Chen Yang in the tavern, I found that she also had so many secrets hidden in her heart.

In the eyes of others, they may lack nothing, and they may be happy. But behind this happiness, there are still so many things to meet but not to seek, so much helplessness and sadness.

"Later, we went to high school together, and I'm glad I was still in the same class as him, even though I knew he was no different to me than the rest of my classmates. But I still like him so stubbornly. However, at that time, love was not allowed! What a serious thing. So, it became my own forever secret.

I keep a diary every day and put him in my diary. I even thought about telling him my diary and this secret when I graduated. I don't think he would refuse my confession. If he has never had an idea, I will one day let him know what I like in my heart.

However, before he graduated, when he was a sophomore in high school, he went to the radio station, and at that time, I found that he already had another person in his eyes. And my liking, as it should be, became a permanent secret, a secret that no longer had to be revealed. ”

Speaking of this, Chen Yang suddenly turned his gaze looking out the window to me. At that moment, I felt that his whole body was actually awake.

"At that time, in fact, the news of your two early love was spread everywhere, and I even cursed, hoping that the news of the two of you would be known by the teacher as soon as possible, and then, it would be best to talk to the two of you parents and forcibly separate the two of you. ...... even," Chen Yang glanced at me again, "and even expected you to transfer schools quickly." The farther you turn, the better. ”

"Do you think I'm funny?" Chen Yang began to raise the corners of his mouth again, but his face was bitter.

"I think it's funny now. I've always lived in the world of my crush, and no one ever knew that I had ever liked someone so seriously and so hard. At the end of the day, I didn't have the courage to let him know that I liked him. Everything is my own wishful thinking. ”