Chen Yang said "wishful thinking", and his eyes seemed to be full of grievances. But her expression immediately changed again, and it became the joy of a little woman in love.

However, what I didn't expect was that later, Yan Xu failed the college entrance examination and re-examined, which actually gave me a chance to get close to him. At that time, I was worried about him and couldn't let him go, and I went back to school to see him many times. I tried carefully again and again, and finally knew that after the college entrance examination, he would no longer have any contact with you.

Do you know how happy my heart was at that time, Mayko? During that time, I would fly from Xiamen to Tianjin once a month, go back to school to see him, help him check his review materials, and even accompany him to self-study and attend cram schools. He never turned me down, and of course I was happy. I carefully left all the round-trip tickets at that time and glued them to a small notebook as a record of my love. ”

Chasing love records, hearing this word, my heart suddenly tightened, I remembered that my treasured little book, isn't it also full of train tickets, just to record the story of the two cities between me and Yan Xu?

It turned out that the girls were so strikingly similar in what they did.

"Finally, I think there should be a little bit of difference between us, and I am about to succeed, and I am about to be happy. Unexpectedly, something suddenly happened at home. ”

Hearing this, I suddenly remembered what He Jiacheng told me about the marriage between their He and Chen families, and I could probably guess what Chen Yang was going to say.

However, if Chen Yang didn't tell everything at this moment, I think I would probably never know about Chen Yang and Yan Xu's past. At this moment, I suddenly began to wonder what the relationship between myself and Yan Xu was, and why the name Yan Xu suddenly made me feel so unfamiliar.

At first, I thought that Chen Yang was the annoying third party, but I didn't expect it to sound like this, and I was more like a third party. Yan Xu never told me about this paragraph between him and Chen Yang, and he didn't even mention the name Chen Yang to me. Obviously, Chen Yang took the initiative to attack, and Yan Xu and I were actually the last words. The truth of the matter is that it will be like this.

"My father's company suddenly had a crisis. A particularly good partner suddenly jumped ship with the main technical team and took most of the company's customers with him. Factories are shut down, the capital chain is broken, and the money on the account is getting tighter.

For the first eighteen years of my life, I was never exposed to anything in business at home. My father always insisted that he didn't want me to set foot in the mall, he just wanted me to have fun studying, singing, dancing, piano and doing everything he loved. But suddenly one day, they solemnly came to talk to me, and they said, there is no other request, as long as I am kind to the He family.

They said that they wanted me to go to New Zealand to study, and they also wanted me to take He Jiacheng with them. ”

Chen Yang looked at me again.

"You all think that I started preparing for a long time ago and applied to study in New Zealand, right? The IELTS test is prepared for a long time, right? ”

I nodded dumbfoundedly.

Chen Yang smiled bitterly again.

"I knew that everyone thought so, and that's what my parents said. But you don't know, I was actually admitted to the university I wanted to go to the most, Xiamen University, and studied my favorite major, journalism. But as soon as I reported to the school, and before the military training was over, my parents suddenly informed me that I was ready to go abroad, and told me that I must, immediately, immediately prepare all the matters for applying to go abroad.

For the next few days, I just memorized words frantically and passed the IELTS test in a daze. And because everything was so urgent, I didn't have any preparations, I didn't think about going abroad, I didn't think about what to study, and I was very confused about everything.

So, I got an offer from my parents to study law in New Zealand. I really didn't have any preparation for the law major, and I really didn't want to study it, and I never wanted to study it. All I knew was that I had to accept what they had put at me. I tried to contact Ho Ka Cheng and try to be with him.

I tried to forget Yan Xu, but I couldn't. Just when I didn't know how to deal with this relationship with Yan Xu, He Jiacheng arranged that party and announced the news that the two of us were together. Later, it was the news that you and Yan Xu were together......"

"Chen Yang...... "Although I have mixed feelings, in the face of this moment, Chen Yang, who is crying into tears, I really want to comfort her." Perhaps, everyone has their own pain points when they are young. Many unknown but painful experiences for a lifetime eventually gradually become a past that you don't want to look back on.

"Mayko, you don't have to comfort me." Chen Yang interrupted me as I continued to say comforting words.

"Actually, I don't care about any of that. Studying abroad is not something I am quite resistant. It doesn't matter if you can't study your favorite major. Even, later I began to accept the reality, I knew that Yan Xu was with you and was very happy.

Well, then I'll try to tell myself that as long as he's doing well, I'll be fine. How to sing that song, I love you very much, so I am willing, I am willing to let you fly to more happy places, I love you very much, only if you have love, I can feel at ease.

That's right, it's not particularly difficult for me to try to forget Yan Xu and be with He Jiacheng well. But, really, there is one thing that I can't stand the most. ”

Speaking of this, Chen Yang looked at me with that strange and sharp gaze again.

"You know what? What I can't stand the most is that I know that whether it's Yan Xu or He Jiacheng, both of them like you! All like you! Do you know! So, I really can't control myself from hating you. I really, really, don't like you, Meco.

Why, they all like you, but they don't like me. Why should I be with someone I don't like and don't like me? ”

At this moment, Chen Yang began to cry again, a little hoarse.

One after another of questions knocked heavily into my heart.

What I was afraid of, what I was worried about, still came. Suddenly I felt a lot like an ostrich. When I buried my head, I felt that others could not see it, but in fact, I was blindfolded by myself.

In fact, with He Jiacheng, nothing really happened between us, but the little ambiguity that we knew did not stop. If you think about it, for so long, in fact, I have been enjoying this little ambiguity of being pampered by him, and I also told myself that nothing happened between us, and others would not misunderstand anything.

In fact, those who care about it will see through it at a glance.

and He Jiacheng's paragraph, I really want to explain to Chen Yang that nothing will happen between us, and it will not happen in the future. But I didn't know how to speak, let alone how to speak.

There is a saying, the more you explain it, the more it is disguised. I think, at this moment, how I explain it will probably become a cover-up, right? But how to untie this knot between the two of them, so that they can be together well in the future?

After Chen Yang cried again, he finally lost his strength, completely lay on the table, lost his voice, and fell asleep.

I was the only one left, sitting in a daze. My heart was in a mess, and it was like someone had cut a lot of holes, and it hurt for a while.