It's been half a month since I last met Zimu, and I, who seems to be busy with my studies every day, will always be inexplicably sentimental, and the valve of memories often opens uncontrollably, and then overwhelmingly hits me. Life is the same as it used to be, but the heart is no longer as peaceful as it used to be.

Finally looking forward to seeing her again, I am happy for her current state, she looks much better, she can already sit on the balcony and bask in the sun, but there is still no blood on her face, even when she smiles, she has lost some of her agility, especially when she wears a hat, every time I see it, I miss the curly hair in my memory.

Like last time, Xiaoxiao called the school to contact me, and Zimu's father drove me up. On the way, his father's mood was obviously much better, and he kept asking me about my current situation, and because of Zimu, I talked to him about some study life. "Zimu has already agreed to go abroad for treatment, it's really good." He was excited like a child. Whether this news is worth being happy or sad about, I don't understand. My expression was a little unnatural, and I could only turn my face sideways and look out the window.

I told myself that I couldn't be so selfish, although it was difficult to see her abroad, but obviously this was the best arrangement for Zimu, with more advanced technology, it would definitely be better for her treatment and body, as long as she was cured, there would definitely be opportunities to meet in the future. The annoying things in life are not all because you can't let go. I can't let myself be annoyed, I need to learn to let go.

Zimu smiled at me on the balcony on the second floor, she was still so beautiful. From now on, I'm going to cherish the time I spend with her even more, maybe this is the last time I'll see her, I told myself, and I raised my legs and walked to the second floor.

"I decided to listen to my dad's arrangement and go abroad." Zimu sat in a wheelchair covered with a blanket, and I pushed her to walk in the courtyard of the villa, the afternoon sun shone on people, lazy, very comfortable.

"Hmmm! On the way here, your dad told me that it was right. From this angle, I could only see her hat and the back of her head, and I didn't know her expression at the moment, and she didn't mean to look back. Since I can't see me, I try to keep my voice as calm as possible.

"Maybe it's the last time we'll see each other." She didn't look back at me, but seemed to know exactly what was going on in my mind.

"No, I'll wait for you to get sick. We'll see you again. "I comforted her, and I comforted myself.

"Hmm!" Zimu stopped talking, and I pushed her around the courtyard for a while.

Zimu said that she and Xiaoxiao have been running and jumping in this yard since they were children, and the swing in the corner of the yard is their favorite place to get together.

"This swing was made by my uncle for me and Xiaoxiao when I was a child." Zimu and I were introduced to the origin of the swing.

Indeed, this swing looks a little old. As the years passed, there was some rust on the two chains, and the place where there was no rust was the place where people often held it with their hands, and now it was clearly held much brighter. Looking at the rusty iron chain, I suddenly felt a sense of déjà vu.

"Do you remember that time in the park, the wire sticking out? The rust on the wire is similar to this. I pointed to the swing chain and said with a smile.

"You also said that you left inexplicably that day." Zimu clearly remembered that memory and was full of complaints. "Later, when I asked you what was wrong, you just wouldn't tell me."

I was a little embarrassed and could only scratch my head. "Hmmm! It's nothing, I don't have the money to pay. ”

"Really?" Zimu was clearly interested, and looked at me with a determined look, obviously trying to figure out what was going on.

"I really don't have the money to pay." I would like to argue something.

"I'm about to get out of here, you can't let me have questions before I go, can you?" It seems that he has found a very reasonable reason, and Zimu does not want this matter to be over. "I know you really didn't have any money at the time, but I also know that you and Fan Xin borrowed money, but you didn't come back in the end."

"You know all this?" Borrowing money from Fan Xin is a piece of my heart, and the money has not been able to be repaid to him until now, because I can't contact him until now.

Zimu looked at me with a slightly proud expression, and I didn't need to say anything to know that she had already learned a lot about the possibilities for this matter.

"Alright! I confess. "I made a gesture of surrender, I still don't want her to struggle with this matter anymore. Deciding not to be melancholy anymore, I told the truth: "I saw your boyfriend come that day and felt that I shouldn't be needed, so I left. ”

"I didn't even say hello, and I didn't come back to get the book and instant noodles. You ......" She didn't finish her sentence, but suddenly stopped.

"Huh! I'm worried that your boyfriend will beat me. Ha ha! I hope this answer will make her feel a little more relieved. Time stopped for a few seconds, and instead of answering, she bit her lip.

"He is Uncle Gao's son, called Gao Qiang." Zimu's suddenly serious appearance surprised me.

My starting point is not like this, in my mind, there is no need to explain all this, even though I am interested in Zimu's story. Because I know very well that knowing many things in this world is not necessarily a good thing, and it will not change the outcome of things.

"That's not what I meant." Instinctively, I panicked.

"Uncle Gao was the veteran of my father's company when he started his business, and he has always been trusted by my father. Gao Qiang and I have known each other since childhood, and we have played together until we grew up, and we are very good, and after a long time, we have slowly come together. ”

"You know what it feels like? It was so plain that everything was natural, there were no waves, and it was not what everyone expected, and I myself felt that things should be like this. Zimu didn't care about my thoughts, and said one thing that I really cared about in my heart.

What she said on the surface was not shocking, but I think that she must have experienced a turbulent inner tangle when she decided to tell me this.

"Wouldn't that be nice?" Maybe it was because of her emotions, or because I knew the general situation of this incident, my mood became low in an instant. "It's also an experience." I would like to add to my own opinion.

"Yes! A lot of people think so, and I'm like most people. Since college, he and I have appeared in front of everyone as boyfriend and girlfriend. When he said this, Zimu's eyes avoided me, and he looked at the corner of the courtyard, his voice calm.

"Originally, everything was fine, and I never thought about what was wrong with my life. It wasn't until someone appeared that I slowly began to think about some questions that I had never suspected before. Zimu withdrew his gaze, and his eyes fell on me again.

I was sitting on the swing and suddenly I felt uncomfortable, and I seemed to have a vague feeling that what was going to happen next was going to be related to me.

Although his face was pale, Zimu's eyes were extremely firm, and we looked at each other, feeling the passage of time. After a moment, she took a deep breath and confirmed the sentence I had guessed in my heart. "That person, it's you!"