I don't think I'm thin, but I'm not strong either, you can imagine a picture. On an early autumn night, I was naked, with a girl on my back, not a hooligan, but I didn't feel good. The key is that the girl looks thin and beautiful, her own conditions are good, and she can also be judged to belong to a good family background by dressing up, she is lying on my back at the moment, without saying a word, quietly letting me carry her forward.

I tried to walk with my head down, but even so, those eyes that were projected through my black eyes and doubtful hearts could easily and without scruples scan my heart like X-rays, and they all fell on me, mocking, puzzled, curious, and surprised...... I could hear those voices, I didn't like them, and I wanted to escape from everything around me.

Perhaps these uneasiness made the person on my back feel it very sensitively, she gently patted me on the shoulder, with such a small movement, I could feel the warmth and encouragement from my back, and gradually, the voices around me became quieter. What I can feel is a kind of trust, that kind of power, and it makes me feel that what I care about is nothing.

I forgot everything around me, I couldn't feel the weight on my body, and I felt the urge to hope that all this could go on forever, that time could pass a little more slowly, or even that the road in front of me could be a little longer.

But there will always be an end to the road.

"First disinfect, then apply the medicine, and then get a tetanus shot." I repeated every word the doctor said.

"Hmm!" I was amazed by the bravery she showed. "Put on your clothes."

"Uh-oh." Awkwardly took the clothes she handed over and put them on her body haphazardly. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw her quietly turn her face away, not looking directly at me.

She reminded me of what I was like, and although there weren't many people in the hospital at night, I was still shirtless. Especially the girl opposite me, so close to me, made me a little flustered for a while.

"I'll pay the bill." He got dressed haphazardly, didn't care about the red blood stains on his clothes, and turned around and walked away quickly.

"Three hundred and eight." Through the glass of the payment window, the toll collector sitting inside looked at the list I had just handed in, and said without doubt.

I'm writing the last hundred pieces I have left. "Why is it so expensive?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Tetanus requires two shots, and the money is paid at one time." The toll collector was an older sister, and the reason why I was so sure was because she was staring at me at the moment, and her frown was visibly wrinkled. "Not enough money? Then don't get in the way of others. She said.

This grim expression is a real microcosm of the world I know.

"Three hundred and eight, I only have one hundred here, and it's the food expenses for the second half of the month, where can I borrow some money now?" Thinking like this in my heart cannot change the reality and urgent need to pay.

Looking at the people who are eagerly queuing up to pay the bill, I can only sigh that the only place where it is so urgent to spend money should be the hospital, and money, as a general purpose, does have its unique charm, which also makes me realize myself more truly.

Barely taking a few seconds to think about it, I turned and ran out the door.

The hospital is not far from the school, and when I returned to school, I went all over the world looking for Fan Xin, I forgot the fact that I hadn't seen him for more than a month, on the playground, in the dormitory, in the gymnasium, I was sure that he must be somewhere nearby. Sure enough, whether you can meet someone or not depends mainly on how much you want to see him.

"Lend me three hundred dollars." I finally found Fan Xin in the bathroom, he cut his hair short, and there were some other different places, I couldn't talk about it for a while, and I couldn't think about it, there were still people waiting for me in the hospital.

"Do you see I have it on me?" Fan Xin gestured at his bare body with an indifferent expression.

"No kidding, Zimu is in the hospital."

"Okay, I'll get it." At a critical time, I knew that Fan Xin must be very reliable. This man's greatest merit is love and righteousness.

"Don't go, wait until I come back and tell you about the situation." Holding the three hundred yuan in cash that Fan Xin's locker turned out in his hand, I refused his request to go together, and I turned around and ran out.

Many things in this world are so strange, originally it was just a simple beginning, a simple chat, but now you are running around in the hospital, accidents always come out of nowhere, and problems always have to be solved. I don't care about thinking so much, even if I don't have money to eat in the second half of the month, I have to take care of Zimu. Half an hour later, however, I was alone in this bloodstained garment, walking lonely back to school from the road I had run on.

At the door of the hospital lobby, I stopped when I wanted to go to see how Zimu was doing.

"How did it get like this? Let me see. Obviously, the man standing opposite Zimu had just arrived and was trying to figure out the situation.

"I'm fine." Zimu did not refuse to let him inspect the wound, while also emphasizing that he was fine.

"Did you get an injection?" He asked.

"Not yet." She replied.

"Then deal with the wound quickly, and I'll send you back after the injection." The man walked towards the toll booth.

Okay, I shouldn't have anything to do, so let's go while they don't find me.

"That must be her boyfriend. With his boyfriend in care, it should be fine. Isn't it rude for me to leave without saying hello? Whatever! When we meet, how do I explain it to her boyfriend. Anyway, with her boyfriend by her side, it will definitely be more suitable than me, which onion am I, and other people's boyfriends are rich......"

It was nearly ten o'clock, and there were many fewer pedestrians and cars on the road, and it was getting quieter and quieter. The street lamps glowing yellow are a little warm and a little cool. I walked with my hands in my pockets, and in front of me were the green bricks, the red bricks on the blind road, and the fallen leaves and confetti illuminated by the street lamps at my feet......

Lying on the grass, I forgot about the wet grass under me and the people on the runway, and savored how cowardly I used to be.

How could I be so cowardly at that time, I didn't even say hello and left. Hehe! What would it have been like if I hadn't left and had just appeared in front of them? Soon, I dismissed the bizarre ideas. How can there be so many ifs, I told myself, shaking my head to myself and smiling wryly.

"Classmates!" A girl's voice came to my ear.

"Huh?" The voice was coming from my left, and I frowned and looked sideways.

I was next to a girl in a baseball cap and a tracksuit, apparently she was here to finish her workout and saw me or was just tired and looking for a place to rest. She sat there, looking at my face at the moment. "Thinking about it? Melancholy man. Ha ha! ”

"I'm sleeping." Not caring what she had to say, I closed my eyes and lay on the grass with my hands on the back of my head.

"Gee, is that more comfortable?" She was talking in her ear. Then, there was a murmuring sound, and I guessed she should have done the same pose as I did.

This person is really strange, lying next to me with a big grin, but after all, this is a public place, and you can't ask others to stay away from you. In that case, then do whatever you want, and don't bother me.

In this way, there were two people lying on the grass, both in the same posture, and those who passed by should think that the two must be very familiar, but in fact, who would know, we had just spoken two words five minutes ago.

"Why can't you see the stars in the big cities? Boring. Hey, I've been running here for a few laps, and I've been watching you in a daze. Feed! You can't think of anything, do you? "She was talking to me, obviously wanting me to say something.

I didn't know how to answer, I just opened my eyes and looked at her, and said helplessly, "Can you be quieter?" ”

"Sure enough, I didn't fall asleep!" Ignoring my tone, she said to herself.

I didn't want to stay here any longer, so I got up and was about to leave this place.

Originally, I just wanted to be alone and find a little happiness and comfort in my own world, and those good and bad memories always make me cherish because they are worth cherishing, because it will remind me that those wonderful things in the past really happened.

And the person who suddenly appeared next to her, the twitter made people completely unable to calm down, if it was like the first five minutes, lying quietly, it was okay, why did she suddenly speak, how could anyone have so much to say, this is a big fool.

In the direction of the boys' dormitory, I walked away without looking back, not paying attention to the voices coming from behind me.