Chapter 803: Mother's Burden

"Ladies and gentlemen, we are very honored to have you here, and all the funds raised from the XIN Jewelry Charity Auction will be donated to charities to help children in underprivileged areas realize their dreams of studying. Well, the auction will start soon, and here are the first lots..."

The auctioneer has already started to introduce himself on stage, and this round of auction has begun.

In this environment, it is inconvenient for Lin Qian to say too much, if the voice is loud, it will affect others, and if the voice is small, it will be drowned in the auctioneer's voice.

Zhang Xiaomai sat next to her, seeing her tearful eyes and helpless eyes, there was an indescribable joy in her heart.

She took Lin Qian's hand, patted the back of her hand, and asked for her opinion in a low voice, "Follow me to the lounge?" ”

"Is that okay?"

"There's nothing wrong with it, let's go."

Auctioneer: "Everyone, please look at this piece of diamond jewelry, very chic, very delicate..."

When everyone's eyes were focused on the rostrum, Zhang Xiaomai took Lin Qian and left the venue silently.

In the lounge, Zhang Xiaomai said straight to the point: "Lin Qian, the person you are looking for is Ms. He Xin, the founder of XIN Jewelry. ”

Lin Qian had a sudden realization, "Is that Mrs. Jin?" ”

"That's right."

Lin Qian was surprised and delighted, and at the same time accompanied by a burst of loss, sure enough, her mother was right to discard her, without her burden, she could start again.

It's been more than 20 years, and she was only 5 years old when her mother left, and this long time made her unable to remember what her mother looked like, even if her mother was standing in front of her, she couldn't recognize it.

But I am glad that my mother's husband seems to be very good to her, and for my mother, the decision to abandon her was the right one.

This is even more difficult for Lin Qian to accept, when she was the most difficult and bitter, she never thought of giving up her child, when she gritted her teeth and insisted but still felt that life was hard, she didn't feel that her child was a burden, but her mother... It turned out that she was really a burden to her mother.

Her tears kept flowing down, the experience of the past few years has made her learn to hide her emotions, but at this moment, she can't hide it, and the sadness is all written on her face.

Zhang Xiaomai opened her hands and hugged her, like a loving mother, patted her back with her palms, and comforted her, "Don't cry, listen to me first, your mother also has her own helplessness." ”

Lin Qian blinked with tears in her eyes and couldn't wait to ask, "Does she already know that I am her daughter?" She knows, but she doesn't recognize me..."

"No, she only confirmed it today."

"Just now she clearly asked me if my father was Lin Xu, and she already knew that I was her daughter, but she didn't recognize it." Lin Qian cried very sadly like a child who couldn't get candy to eat, "Is she afraid that I will disturb her current life?" After all these years, does she still think I'm a burden? ”

Zhang Xiaomai shook his head and said, "Child, listen to me, listen to me first..."

"Okay, you say, I'll listen." Lin Qian gritted her teeth, she wanted to hear what was the reason for her mother to abandon her biological child and leave, and she ignored it for so many years.

Zhang Xiaomai said, "Your father's affair with that junior hit your mother very hard, although your parents met on a blind date, but your mother really loves your father, your grandfather's family immigrated to the United Kingdom, and she stayed in China alone, isn't it all because of your father." ”

"At that time, she was depressed, every time I went to see her, she cried, she said that she thought of your father when she saw you, and then she couldn't help crying, and she also said that when she was sleeping at night, several times she couldn't control herself and wanted to strangle you. I forced her to see a psychiatrist, but to no avail. ”

"Lin Xu, a wolf-hearted thing, left his wife and daughter like this, she is really miserable, she can't even live, she can only leave you temporarily to cure the disease."

But this disease can not be cured in an instant, she has not been able to get out, and even committed suicide several times, but fortunately her family found out in time. The last time she committed suicide, she jumped from the window of the room on the third floor, she was dead, she didn't die, and when she woke up, she forgot many things, and the doctor said that she had selective amnesia, and sealed up some things she didn't want to remember. ”

"During the days when she lost her memory, she was like she came back to life, and no one dared to mention you in front of her. It was also during that time that she met her current husband, Mr. Jin Baiming. ”

"Mr. Jin was your mother's first love, but he was married when he was dating your mother, with a wife and a son, and your mother broke up immediately after finding out. When they meet again this time, maybe their fate is not over, Mr. Jin is divorced, and your mother is also single. ”

"Mr. Kim pursued her again, and he was really impeccable to her, and he didn't need your mother to have children. Your mother has committed suicide many times, and each time she almost died, she has long lost the ability to have children, and her physical condition has not been very good. ”

I thought she was living a peaceful life like this, but three years ago, she suddenly remembered that she also had a daughter, and her memories came back. She remembered your moment and booked a ticket back to China as soon as possible, but was stopped by Mr. Jin. ”

"From Mr. Jin's point of view, he doesn't want your mother to have anything to do with those people before, he is afraid that your mother will be stimulated and hurt again. Your mother is also very hesitant, for so many years, she doesn't know what your situation is, and she is worried about whether it will hurt you if she looks for you rashly. ”

"Since recovering her memory, she hasn't missed you for a day, and this time because Mr. Jin has a project in China, she can finally return to China, so she secretly looks for clues from Mr. Jin to you. We found out that Lin's enterprise has closed down, and the previous home is different. As for Lin Xu, she didn't mention it, and I didn't dare to investigate, we have few clues, and looking for you is like looking for a needle in a haystack. ”

"When I saw that there was a person named Lin Qian in the invitation list, I specially called up your application form to see, and I wasn't sure if you were the Lin Qian we were looking for, so I told her the news, she never attended public events, but as soon as she heard the news, she came unprecedentedly."

"It's not that she doesn't recognize you, she just has too many concerns. Let's tell you the truth, Mr. Jin is very possessive of her, and he opposed her finding a daughter from the beginning, Mr. Jin is her husband after all, they have been with each other for twenty years, and she also has to respect Mr. Jin's feelings, what do you say? ”

He Xin's story is very long and bumpy, and only someone like Zhang Xiaomai who really understands her can accurately summarize her helplessness and helplessness.