Chapter 804: It's Good If You Don't Blame Me

When Zhang Xiaomai spoke, Lin Qian didn't dare to interrupt a word, didn't dare to be distracted for a moment, and listened carefully, for fear of missing any of his mother's experiences.

"That's all there is to it?"

Zhang Xiaomai shook her head, "Your mother, she...... I have suffered a lot, and I have suffered a lot, which I can summarize in a few words now. Your father, Lin Xu, let her see all kinds of ugliness in marriage, in fact, we don't know if your mother has completely recovered her memory, about Lin Xu's memory. ”

"What do you mean?"

"She's selective amnesia, she's forgotten about you and your dad, and three years ago she remembered that she had a daughter, but she didn't say a word about her ex-husband. We don't know if she didn't remember it, or if she deliberately didn't say it, but she knew the Lin family. Her current health is really not very good, if she doesn't say it, I don't dare to mention Lin Xu, for fear of stimulating her. ”

Lin Qian said: "She remembered my father, and just asked me if my father was Lin Xu. ”

Zhang Xiaomai nodded, "In this way, she deliberately didn't mention Lin Xu, which means that her heart hasn't passed this hurdle yet, which shows how much your father hurt her back then." But Lin Qian, it's not your fault, you don't have to take it to heart, and don't be embarrassed between your parents, no matter how many grievances and hatreds there are between them, they all love you. ”

"Your mother, she has been suffering deeply in her heart for the past three years, she misses you every day, but she is suffering from physical weakness and a vast sea of people, she is really helpless. Lin Qian, just now I know, you are also looking for her, then, don't have any more resentment, you have missed so many years, how much time will there be for you to get together in the future? You have to cherish the moment. ”

Lin Qian took a few deep breaths, and her messy thoughts gradually became clear, if Gu Chengxiao had someone outside one day, and she had to run away from home for that person, and she would abandon her and her son and daughter regardless of everything, she would definitely be worse off than dead.

Lin is the same age as her, that is to say, when her mother was pregnant, her father cheated on Rong Zijin, and her mother spent five years in the Lin family.

In fact, these things, the more Lin Qian grows up, the more she can understand her mother, and now after listening to Zhang Xiaomai's explanation, she wants to see her mother even more.

"Mr. Zhang......"

"Call me Aunt Mai," Zhang Xiaomai interrupted her, "I hugged you when you were young." ”

"Aunt Mai, when can I see her?"

As he was talking, the door of the lounge opened, and He Xin stood at the door.

From her rapid breathing, it was clear that she was running, but her expression told them that she didn't dare to go forward.

"Shallow?" He Xin looked at Lin Qian steadily, and asked one after another in a trembling voice, "Shallow?" Are you my daughter shallow? ”

Standing face to face, the tears of the mother and daughter rolled down almost simultaneously, and the way they cried was not hysterical, but silent.

Gu Chengxiao once said that in that time of "sacrifice", the most unbearable thing was when she cried silently, she cried beautifully, but it was also heartbreaking.

At this time, Lin Qian saw He Xindou's big tears flowing down directly from her cheeks, and she was also very distressed.

"Shallow, shallow?"

The fragments of childhood memories quickly pieced together into a complete picture, and the gentle and beautiful voice of her mother echoed in her ears, and at that time, she also called her so, shallow, shallow.

"Shallow, are you blaming your mother? …… I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... It's mom I'm sorry for you......"

Lin Qian strode to the door and walked in front of He Xin, she said, "I'm shallow...... Mom...... I'm your shallow ......"

He Xin couldn't hold back any longer, hugged his daughter tightly, and cried and laughed.

Lin Qian was the same, the mother and daughter were blocking at the door, hugging their heads and crying.

Zhang Xiaomai saw tears in her eyes, and she felt the excitement of her friends.

There were strange glances from passers-by in the corridor, and Zhang Xiaomai hurriedly reminded: "Let's talk about it when we enter the room, otherwise it won't be long before Lao Jin will chase him in." ”

At that time, Lin Qian didn't quite understand the meaning of Aunt Mai's words.

He Xin pulled Lin Qian into the room, she looked her up and down, excited, "Qianqian, you are so old, your mother's impression of you is just a little person." ”

Lin Qian also looked at He Xin, and from now on, she would never forget what her mother looked like.

Zhang Xiaomai interrupted and asked, "Lao Jin, don't worry, you come out alone?" ”

"He answered a phone call and left in a hurry, there was something on the construction site that he needed to deal with."

"That's great, you can have a good chat," Zhang Xiaomai wiped his tears and said, "Then I'll go out first, and in case Lao Jin suddenly returns, I can also inform you." ”

He Xin nodded, his eyes still fixed on Lin Qian's face.

Zhang Xiaomai went out and closed the door by the way, Lin Qian asked suspiciously, "Mom, is Mr. Jin very opposed to you looking for me?" ”

He Xin nodded in embarrassment, "He's worried about my body...... Did Xiaomai tell you? ”

"Well, Aunt Mai told me something about you, Mom, I didn't want to disturb your life, I just wanted to know if you were doing well."

"Okay, okay, I'm all right, what about you?"

"I'm also very good, I'm married, he's a soldier, although he's very busy at work and often travels, he spoils me very much, I already have two children, a boy and a girl, and it's a dragon and phoenix."

He Xin cried with joy, laughing and crying, crying and laughing, not knowing what to say.

There were too many gaps between them, too many words stuck in their minds, and they couldn't say anything.

"Shallow ......" He Xin asked bitterly, "Lin family, is it good for you?" ”

"My grandparents love me very much, my grandmother has passed away for more than ten years, and my grandfather also passed away the year before last, and a lot of things have happened in the family, but they have all passed, so don't mention it."

"That'...... Where's your dad? ”

Thinking of Aunt Mai's worries, Lin Qian was also very worried, she didn't know her mother's condition, but she believed in the words mother-daughter connection, she didn't think her mother would be stimulated, didn't she take the initiative to ask her father.

"Dad divorced her, and this woman was narrow-minded like a snake and scorpion, and she didn't even let go of the sick and old man. Grandpa has Alzheimer's disease, she secretly changed her grandfather's medicine, and often abuses her grandfather while her father is not at home. Now that she is in prison, the court sentenced her to ten years, and no one in her family dares to stand up to help her, not even her own daughter, this is her retribution. ”

He Xin burst into tears for a moment, but she smiled heartily, "Yes, this is retribution." ”

"Dad is alone now, he is busy most of the time, and when he is free, he will go to my place to play with his two grandchildren, and Dad said that he doesn't ask for anything now, only the health and safety of his children and grandchildren. Mom, don't think about the past anymore, okay? ”

He Xin nodded, "Shallow, it's good if you don't blame me......"