Chapter 83: Chang'e Goes to the Moon
Wenting, stop messing around! Where are you hiding, why have you kept silent, and now you're popping up again?
I suddenly felt panicked, because I found that on the steering wheel of my "car", all of a sudden, there was an extra hand!
I understood, alcohol paralyzed my brain, and the consciousness that I belonged to Ning Qiang was temporarily suppressed, while the part of my brain that belonged to Wen Ting became stronger instead.
Wenting, she, is activated again!
However, even if I knew, I was no longer able to stop Wenting's consciousness from taking over this "car" of my body, she was becoming more and more terrifying, more and more difficult to control!
Suddenly, I stretched out my hand and lifted Ning Qiang's chin.
"You put your head up!" A voice came out of my throat, it was Wen Ting's voice, not mine!
Wenting, retract quickly! Don't pop up! I screamed, but it didn't work.
Now, I regret it.
I shouldn't have drunk so much wine, and the alcohol summoned Wenting's soul again. However, I was powerless to resist, her mind was too powerful!
"Ning Qiang, are you a man?" I, to be exact, was manipulated by Wen Ting's consciousness, like a police officer looking at a suspect, looking at Ning Qiang, "You disappointed me too much. ”
"What did you say?" Ning Qiang was stunned.
"If you have the courage to save that woman again and again, why can't you face your true self? What's in your heart, you think I don't know? I slowly put my hand down and sighed, "You know in your heart who you love, but you don't dare to pursue it, this is your biggest weakness!" ”
This sentence does not seem to be addressed to him, but to myself.
It seems that Wenting's soul or consciousness also loves Ning Qiang deeply. That's why she has come to this day step by step through my shell. Tonight, she finally woke up and wanted to get back everything that belonged to her! And I, on the other hand, can only watch this happen like a bystander, powerless to stop it.
"Unfortunately, we are not destined to be people in the same world." I sighed faintly, it was still not what I said, but what Wenting said.
"Why?" Ning Qiang looked at me.
"If, if not for this watch." I looked down at the watch in his hand, "We're not going to see each other at all." ”
"But, haven't we already met?" Ning Qiang also looked at the watch blankly, "I didn't expect that I traveled to another world, and the biggest gain was to meet you." ”
I laughed, weakly: "Don't you want to go back to the world you used to be?" ”
"So, can I see you again?"
"I'm from another world, and I'm not going to be with you after all. So, forget about me, I won't be coming back. When I said this, I also felt very sad.
"Why?" Ning Qiang's tears flowed.
My heart broke when I saw him crying.
"Even if I tell you, you won't understand." I sighed deeply, "We're not people in the same world, I'm sorry. ”
"No, don't leave me, don't!" Suddenly, Ning Qiang grabbed my hand and burst into tears.
Still, I broke free from his hand, turned my face away, and said no more.
Ning Qiang stood up, walked around to me, and suddenly bent his knees.
He reached out and slowly lifted my chin, just as I had just lifted his.
I cried, these tears are both mine and Wenting's.
"You, why are you crying?" Ning Qiang was a little overwhelmed, but he still hugged me tightly.
A warm current, with this embrace, rushed into my heart, to the deepest part of my soul.
In that deepest place, two voices suddenly sounded, one was my own, and the other was Wenting's.
"Love him, stop running away, stop lying to yourself!" This time, however, they were surprisingly unanimous.
I threw myself into his arms, and this time, I no longer had any hesitation or pretense, but cried bitterly.
All the pain, sadness, loneliness and remorse turned into tears of happiness at this moment.
Love him and don't run away!
Suddenly, I stopped crying, lifted my face, and bit my lip. From my mouth, and from my heart, a sentence came out.
"Drink! Tonight, if you don't get drunk, you won't return! ”
Ning Qiang was stunned for a moment, and then nodded immediately.
"Okay, just tonight!" His gaze became much more determined.
At this moment, I knew: me and him, it is impossible to go back!
In fact, why bother to turn back? If you love each other, why hide it? Since this life is very short and we won't meet in the next life, why not get drunk with you tonight, and why stay until tomorrow to be sad?
Well, it's tonight! Just tonight
The two of us didn't know how much we drank, but in the end, we hugged each other and left the bar like a couple.
Along the way, he and I were like a couple, no, we were real couples tonight.
We have only one common goal, and that is our home, our common home.
As soon as we opened the door, the two of us fell on the bed, and the smell of alcohol was everywhere in the room.
I felt a little hot, and it wasn't the heat in the house, it was the heat coming out of my body.
I kicked my heels under the bed, and then, with my arms outstretched, my legs spread out, and I lay on my back on the bed.
My heart was beating fast, probably due to the effects of alcohol. My breathing was also rapid, and my chest was heaving violently.
Ning Qiang, where are you? Ning Qiang, I need you!
Although my consciousness had become blurred and I couldn't lift my eyelids, I didn't lose the last thought.
At this time, I smelled a scent, the kind of smell that only men have.
Ning Qiang, is that you? Are you by my side?
"Hold me tight! Don't leave me! Half-asleep, half-awake, I spat out the words.
Then I stretched out my arms and hugged his shoulders tightly.
Yes, it's not a dream. Here he is, exactly like in his dreams. Now, that dream has become a reality within reach! It's true! All of this is actually destined to happen, just tonight!
In that case, why should I run away? Give up the resistance and remove all disguise and armor.
I felt a little hot, I had something in my throat that I wanted to vomit but couldn't, and my body was getting hotter and hotter.
Then I heard a voice, a man's gasp.
I opened my eyes, and finally, I saw Ning Qiang clearly.
His gaze became misty, he gasped, and the shirt on his body was already soaked.
Suddenly, I hugged him tightly.
I saw it, right behind him, the one opposite, like an eye, staring at our window.
See, this time, I won't run away anymore, so let's see enough of you!
I'm drunk, it's real intoxication······
A gust of cold wind woke me up.
I woke up only to find that it was still late at night.
I didn't sleep long before I woke up again. This night is destined to be sleepless.
Ning Qiang and I still crossed the last line of defense, but I don't regret it.
At this time, I found that Ning Qiang's watch was left beside the bed.
So, I walked over and slowly picked up the watch.
Isn't this the amazing watch I want to get day and night? With it, can't I go back to 2037 and get out of this cycle once and for all?
I looked up and looked out the window, the gray wall on the other side, and the open window.
I suddenly felt a little ashamed because I didn't have a single piece of clothing on yet. So, I put on my bra and shorts, walked slowly to the window, and looked at the watch by the moonlight.
Can this watch really change the fate of me, Ning Qiang or Yuting?
Flip back, and I'll go back to March 24, 2019, but that doesn't mean much to me. Moving forward, I can reach 2037, which is 18 years from now, and return to my original world. For me, going to the future seems to be the most correct choice.
However, what about Ning Qiang? I'm gone, and he's left here alone, but he can't see me, what will he think?
I looked at Ning Qiang, who was still lying on the bed, he was holding the quilt, probably thinking he was hugging me, right?
I looked up again and looked at the sky.
In the night sky, the moon hangs high.
At this time, I suddenly thought of a person, a legendary person - Chang'e. Of course, she is now considered an immortal.
Legend has it that Chang'e flew to the Moon Palace because she secretly took the medicine of immortality, leaving her husband, Hou Yi. However, apart from loneliness, she no longer experienced the joy of immortality.
Presumably, Chang'e at this time is also regretting her original actions, right?
However, another thought also came to mind.
Don't you want to save Ning Qiang?
Ning Qiang has an incurable disease, and it is likely that he will not survive this year, is there a way to save his life?
No matter how long I can walk with him, I don't even care if the person around him is me in the future, at least, I have to let him live?
But what should I do?
I hesitated, and even though I got the watch, I didn't know where I was going next.
By the way, in 2037, Hao Ming told me: Ning Qiang is missing. In other words, Ning Qiang did not die. If he really died of a terminal illness, why can't he even find his body now?
Could it be that Ning Qiang is not dead? Am I wrong again?
Thinking of this, my eyes lit up, and when I looked up, the moon seemed to become much brighter.
Yes, I should have gone to the future to see if I was missing something important.
To find out what's happening now, to find out what's going on in these 18 years from now, I'll have to fly into the future and see for myself!
However, what should Ning Qiang do? I can't bear to leave him here alone?
However, I quickly found a way to get the best of both worlds.
The watch is in my hand, and last time, I was in the future world, and I could go back to 2019. Now, I can also travel to the future of 2037 first, and when I figure out something, I can dial back this watch, and then go back to the past, and then I can get it, right?
I looked at Ning Qiang, who was still lying on the bed and was asleep, and smiled.
Ning Qiang, dear, you wait, wait for me to come back!
I'll definitely be back! Borrow this watch from me first!
So, I tossed my watch and turned it clockwise forward.
The hour hand was turning forward rapidly, and my heart was beating with it.
In the future, in 2037, I'm back······