Chapter 82: Red ears and heartbeats
At 8:15 p.m. that night, I arrived at the door of the "Love" bar early.
Ning Qiang hadn't arrived yet, so I could only walk around outside the bar again.
Tonight, I wore that purple dress, paired with black stockings and pointed heels, which looked beautiful and sexy, attracting the attention of many men.
However, when I saw the eyes of those men, I felt a certain tension and embarrassment.
But I knew I couldn't go back.
The spring air is still a little thin, with a bit of winter cold. Even in a dress, even though I had a pair of stockings on my legs, I still felt a little cold in my lower abdomen and knees, and even a little shivering.
Finally, I saw Ning Qiang.
He tightened his shoulders, rubbed his hands together, and walked back and forth, an anxious look on his face.
It seemed that he was also a little nervous, this might be his first tryst with a woman other than Yuting, I can imagine his mood at this moment.
The two of us are like a couple of cheating men and women. I was even a little scared, my legs and stomach were shaking, and I was even going to run away and get out of here!
But if I leave now, will I ever see him again next time? Do we really have to wait for the afterlife?
Unfortunately, even in the afterlife, I will not see him again. Because, in the next life, he is likely to be me!
Those couples who are hopeless in this life can die together and make an appointment to be husband and wife together in the next life. However, he and I can only stay in this life, and cannot wait for the next life!
In this life, there is only this life and this life between us, and there is no next life!
When I think about this, tears flow down my eyes.
Tears fell on his cheeks, and the cold wind blew, rolling up a trace of coldness and soreness.
Traveling through the afterlife to love you? I thought of what Wenting once said.
I finally understood the meaning of this sentence, I finally understood.
This time, can you bear to miss it again?
Finally, I wiped away my tears, cheered up, and walked towards him step by step, towards my destiny!
Seeing my appearance, Ning Qiang was so nervous that he couldn't speak. Finally, he stammered, "You, you're here?" ”
"You, you've just arrived?" Ning Qiang said again.
It turns out that he is looking forward to my arrival so much in his heart? Thankfully, I didn't let him down.
"I'll be here for a while, just walked over there." I turned my face away and didn't dare look at him.
I finally understood: real love is not like me and Yuting at the beginning, but like me and Ning Qiang now.
Unrequited love is certainly beautiful, but only this kind of love that has each other in their hearts, but they can't say it, wants to say it and stops, and half-conceals it, is the most real and beautiful.
"Well, let's go inside." He said.
"Okay." I nodded, but my head was lowered and my hair covered half of my face.
I don't know if I'm shy, or nervous? Perhaps, both.
There was no one in the bar, and it seemed a little deserted.
Ning Qiang walked in front, and he walked towards the corner of the bar, where the lights were dim. That's fine, at least he doesn't have to look at my face.
Are we cheating? No, he is not Yuting's boyfriend at this time, and he is still a bachelor, why can't he date me?
Thinking of this, I emboldened myself.
However, as soon as I got there, the courage I had just mustered turned into embarrassment.
It turned out that in the corner where we all thought it was no one, there was a man and a woman, hiding in the corner, hugging each other and kissing passionately. Especially the man, his hand, still not honestly groped the woman's chest.
Seeing this scene, I was really a little embarrassed, but I inexplicably had a feeling of redness and warmth.
Ning Qiang's gaze swept over, and I was afraid that he would see through his thoughts, so I immediately turned my face away.
He didn't say anything, and immediately went back to the other side, and I had to follow.
Finally, on that side, we found a position against the wall, where there was no one else.
"Let's, let's just sit here." He held out his hand and motioned for me to sit down first.
I nodded, and sat in the back, facing the bar door.
However, Ning Qiang didn't dare to sit directly opposite me, so he sat down diagonally beside me.
After sitting down, none of us spoke.
"What do you want?" After a while, Ning Qiang took the lead in breaking the silence.
"Whatever, you can do it." I didn't dare look at him, and my voice became very weak.
What's wrong with me? How do you look like a shy little girl? However, I am indeed a little girl now, a little girl who is pregnant with spring.
"Is it okay to drink coffee?" He asked.
"Aren't you going to sleep?" I couldn't help but laugh and turned my face, "You never drink tea or coffee at night." ”
That's right, that's what I used to do.
However, as soon as this sentence came out, I regretted it myself.
This is Ning Qiang's little secret, how can I tell it? Will he guess who I am?
However, I quickly dispelled this concern, and Ning Qiang couldn't have imagined that he was actually having a tryst with his past self!
Suddenly, Ning Qiang asked, "Can you tell me, in your time and space, what is the relationship between me, me and you?" ”
I was stunned, and I didn't know how to answer this question.
After a moment's hesitation, I replied, "You'll know in the future." ”
Yes, if you go to the afterlife, or if you travel to the future, you will know what our relationship is. But will we ever see each other again? Never.
Tonight, it is tonight, after tonight, there will be no more!
In the back of my mind, I kept telling myself this. It's as if, today, is my last day in this world, tonight, is my last night!
"Didn't you want to come here for a drink? Why did you switch to drinking coffee again? It's a bar, not a café. Seeing that he still looked confused, I decided to divert his attention.
"Drinking?" Ning Qiang touched his head.
Oops, why would I take the initiative to ask him about drinking?
However, this is a bar, and if you don't drink, can we just watch it with big eyes and small eyes here?
Now I really need to give myself some alcohol, otherwise, I am really afraid that my heart will not be able to stand this stimulation, and I will really be tempted to tell him all the truth in the end.
But once the glass is opened, can I go back?
Ning Qiang seemed to be a little hesitant, he seemed to be more nervous than me tonight.
What are you afraid of, it's a big deal to drink to death! At this time, a voice shouted in my heart.
Yes, since they have already decided to come out to drink, why do they have to hold back when it comes to the end? Can't you be braver? Can't we both be braver?
"Come on, I'll give you some, today, I'll treat you." I simply turned against the customer and shouted, "Waiter! ”
The waiter came, and I didn't find a way out for myself anymore, but ordered two kinds of wine, both of which were my favorite beer in the past, and peanuts, which were also my favorite appetizers when I used to drink with Ning Qiang.
Although the part of the memory about Ning Qiang in my mind has become more and more blurred, it seems that I have not completely forgotten these living habits.
"No, how can there be a reason to let the lady have a treat? Since I asked to come to this bar, of course I came to treat you, but this is my home field. "This time, Ning Qiang didn't do it.
"Can't you treat me like a man?" I looked up at him, "You can just treat me as one of your buddies, since I'm a buddy, why do you have to pay attention to so many clichés?" ”
I still cherish the days when I was a man, the days when I drank a lot of wine and ate a lot of meat.
Tonight, let me experience this feeling again!
Wine is really a good thing, after a few glasses of wine, I slowly put aside the initial nervousness and shyness, and the distance between me and Ning Qiang was also shortened.
There were more people in the bar, and the music was playing, and in the midst of that pervasive sound, there seemed to be something that could stir at the most sensitive nerves in the depths of people's hearts. Coupled with the effects of alcohol, the chances of making mistakes are greatly increased in this place.
Tonight is not destined to be a quiet night.
Ning Qiang also drank too much, and the way he looked at me was a little wrong, and he became bold and hot.
I know what he was thinking, in the face of a stunning beauty like me, how could he not have the slightest idea of belonging to a man?
This time, though, I didn't avoid his gaze, instead, I kept smiling at him.
Alcohol wouldn't let us go, and soon both of us were getting drunk and talking a lot more presumptuous.
"You say, do you like me? Say it quickly. I looked at Ning Qiang and said with a smile.
This is the one thing I want to know the most, although I vaguely know a little, but I am still not convinced, I want Ning Qiang to say to me in person, confess to me!
"You, you've drunk too much, you've drunk too much." Ning Qiang, stretched out his hand and put his arm around my shoulder, like I really was his buddy.
He breathed on wine and said, "If I say I like you, will you marry me?" ”
"Haha, marry you? I didn't think about it, never thought about it. I threw my head up, took another sip, and smiled even more.
It seems that I was still not fully drunk, otherwise, I would have said to him: "I think, I want to do it very much!" ”
"What?" Hearing this, Ning Qiang seemed to be annoyed, "If you don't marry me, then who are you going to marry?" You don't want to marry me, so why did you come all the way to Jiangbei City to find me last time? ”
This time, I was even more excited. However, I still pretended to shake my head and said, "It's not suitable, it's not suitable." ”
"What's not appropriate? Do you think I don't have any money? I'm telling you, I have money, and I can make it as much as I want. ”
"Hahaha!" Seeing his madness, I laughed.
"Also, buddy, my body is also very good, even that aspect can satisfy you." Suddenly, he came up with such a sentence.
I was stunned for a moment, and then I couldn't help but spit the beer in my mouth onto him.
God, Ning Qiang, I didn't expect you to be so thick-skinned today?
I laughed, unbridledly. In this laughter, there is a kind of relief, and there is also a kind of madness.
I laughed, and everyone around me turned to look at us. However, I don't care about those people at all, anyway, I'm not from their world, and what you think of me has nothing to do with me.
Ning Qiang was sprayed by me, and he seemed to be a lot more sober. He stared at me blankly, and I just smiled at him, like him
Hu regretted what he had just said and lowered his head.
I didn't intend to let him go, but leaned into his ear and said something that even I felt my ears warm and my heart beat.
"Can you do it?"
Ning Qiang was stunned for a moment, raised his head, and collided with my gaze.
"Look at you? Hahaha! By the way, do you want to say: no, why don't you try it, and you'll find out? Before he could speak, I provoked again.
What's wrong with me? Why did you become a different person after just a few glasses of wine? Is this still me, isn't this obviously just an experienced?
"I, I didn't say that! I, I don't know! Ning Qiang became a little slurred.
"Don't you men, all want this?" I snorted, "You're no exception, aren't you?" ”
Oh my God, how could I say such a thing? Is that what I said?
No, no, that's not what I said!
This sentence seems to be another person, Wen Ting's soul is saying to him······