Bai Xue and Han Yi broke up unhappily after seeing each other rarely, and when they got home, they had no intention of tidying up their work, and sat in front of the living room window and watched the night.

How beautiful, the sparkling stars shimmering in the endless gray sky, and there was a very quiet feeling. How much she wanted to lie quietly in the arms of the night, enjoying the gentle wind, the faint moonlight, everything, had nothing to do with her. She only hopes that she will fall asleep slowly in this silence and live up to all this beauty!

The cool breeze is blowing, the fragrance of flowers on the roadside is slight, and you can vaguely see the people in the community pavilion enjoying the coolness. The flickering fireflies, the lights in the distance, the almost dry artificial lake is dotted with stars in the sky, the water reflects the clouds in the sky, the high pavilion is leaked, and the fireflies are counted, rippling everything in the heaven and earth, and the flowers are not flowers.

This also made Bai Xue fall into her own lonely world, the world she had long been accustomed to, a world of one person.

Liu Xiyao, who was about to go out, greeted her, but she didn't seem to hear it, and continued to be in a daze.

Liu Xiyao saw that she was worried like this, so she stopped and asked more: "Sister Xue'er, are you okay?" ”

And Bai Xue just glanced at her with a light smile and didn't answer.

"Sister Xue'er, that, will you go out for a walk with me?" Liu Xiyao was worried about her, walked up to her and took her hand, with a bright smile on her face.

Bai Xue looked up at her and smiled forcefully, "I'm fine!" You're not going to the bar, go ahead! Don't be late. ”

She immediately stood up, put her hands on Liu Xiyao's shoulders, and pushed her out of the door.

"Don't, don't chase me! I'll be with you tonight and play games with you······"

Isn't it, Bai Xue, as a top student, the only hobby and strength should be games, so Liu Xiyao wants to find such a reason for her to accept. But Bai Xue still ruthlessly refused, she still wanted to stay alone.

"Drink less, come back early!" Bai Xue looked at her with caring eyes like a big sister, and then squeezed out a smile.

Liu Xiyao was inexplicably "kicked out" of the door, "Sister Xue'er ······"

She sighed faintly and turned to leave, she still had to go to the bar to work part-time to earn money.

Actually, Liu Xiyao is quite incomprehensible, with Bai Xue's conditions, and Han Yi who loves her, how can they have so many troubles when they are together?

She is still a (poor) college student, but she has to rely on herself to earn tuition and living expenses, and even has to subsidize the living and education expenses of her younger brother at home. If she didn't know Bai Xue, she should think that she was moaning innocently, too contrived, right?

Bai Xue leaned against the door, the empty room, so quiet, there was a slight change between her eyebrows, and tears slid down her cheeks in an instant. Maybe it was because of Han Yi's lies and deception, maybe it was because Ammy answered the phone, and she pretended to be strong and her emotions exploded after Liu Xiyao left.

Laughing and laughing and crying, crying and laughing and laughing, no one can understand what kind of mood she is feeling.

Perhaps, there is no one in this world who does not work hard, but there are people who do not cry out in pain. Such as Liu Xiyao, also like white snow.

Everyone has moments when they don't want to talk and are helpless, everyone has moments when they are sad and have nowhere to tell, and everyone has moments when they are sad but dare not vent.

Throughout our lives, we are trying to learn how to fight against difficulties, learning how to overcome our weak selves, not crying out in the face of pain, and laughing at life with an optimistic and positive attitude.

Yu Hua said: "The strength to live does not come from shouting, nor from attacking, but from enduring. To endure the responsibilities that life gives us, to endure the happiness and suffering, boredom and mediocrity that reality gives us. ”

People who have never cried for a long night are not enough to talk about life, on the road of a person's lonely growth, pain is always normal, there is nothing to complain about, we must learn to digest those grievances and loneliness by ourselves in pressure and anxiety.

From crying and crying pain at the beginning, to now smiling and bearing, those hardships that cannot be told to others can only be borne silently, and those emotional breakdowns or extreme moments can only be slowly survived by yourself.

As Hayao Miyazaki said, "No matter how hard the road ahead is, as long as you go in the right direction, no matter how bumpy, you are closer to happiness than standing still." ”

What I have experienced now is really nothing, and after crying, I will go on strongly, believing that every step I take is an accumulation, and the dawn will always triumph over the night.

After experiencing thousands of disappointments, everyone hopes that in the future, they will be their own sun, illuminate their own future, taste all the ups and downs, and carry all the joys, sorrows and sorrows by themselves.

I'd rather run up and be tripped countless times than follow the rules to go through my life; It is better to accept the trials of life a few times than to give in to suffering.

Life will inevitably be a little busy, a little messy, a little annoying, and a little tired. Life is always a mixed bag, and anything can happen.

Like Bai Xue, getting used to and knowing how to be alone is actually a sign of maturity.

The environment in which she grew up and her personality gave her this insight: In the world, everyone comes and goes in a hurry, and no one will always be by your side.

In many cases, you only learn how to get along with yourself alone, so that you will not be easily defeated by the difficulties in life. In this process, there will inevitably be sadness and helplessness, but as long as you can walk through it strongly, it is the best growth.

Even on days when no one is there to accompany you and no one is to ask for warmth, you can eat alone, go to work alone, walk home alone, and no longer fantasize about who will accompany you for the rest of your life.

Sometimes, even if you are eager to have a companion, you will get used to it; Even if the heart is fragile, it will pretend to be strong; Even if you have a lot to say, you can digest it alone.

Because, everyone has their own path to go, and no one can accompany you all the way; Everyone has their own things to do, and no one can protect you for a lifetime.

In this world, the person who spends the most time with you and knows you best is still yourself.

So, you have to know how to settle down your time and take care of yourself when there is no one to shelter you from the elements.

In fact, the most important thing in life is not how many people accompany you, but whether you treat yourself well.

Her experience taught her: when you are alone, even if you will be sad, you must work hard to live a serious life, do what you want to do, go where you want to go, and don't always let those dispensable worries disturb you. When you are alone, even if you will be lonely, you must face everything positively, give yourself more encouragement, think more about happy things, and don't always let yourself carry too much heavy baggage. When you are alone, even if you will be helpless, you must have the courage to take every step forward, even if the road ahead is difficult, don't give up easily.

Life is your own, and it deserves to be treated with the utmost sincerity.

When you are tired, you can rest; When the heart is tired, empty yourself. Don't be afraid of the loneliness you have to endure alone; Don't panic about the path you have to walk alone.

After crying, you still have to face it with a smile, because tomorrow there is still a lot of way to go, there are still many people to meet, and there are still a lot of joys and sadness to experience. Learn to live peacefully with one's time, believing that your future will be full of hope and sunshine.

This should be the reason why she is so good now.

It is undeniable that for so many years, her love has been Han Yi, because she loves deeply, she can't tolerate the slightest lie and betrayal.

A lot of people say that love is what I just need, and you happen to be there.

Every girl is soft, but life forces them to live harder and harder.

They seem invincible, and they always say that they don't need love, but as long as they meet the right person, they will feel that the wait for so many years is worth it.

The stories played in the TV series are not all fake, there are people in this world who will try their best to make you happy, not to make you sad, and do their best to be good to you, for fear that they will not give you enough. He will prove to you that as long as you love someone, then he will always have time, and he will come to you whenever you need it, even if it is across thousands of mountains and rivers.

Many people feel that they may die alone?

They have long had no expectations for love, and they can only rely on their own savage growth, face the wind and rain single-handedly, and make themselves stronger and stronger in the process of rolling and climbing.

Bai Xue may also be such a girl, she is used to doing everything by herself, she never relies on anyone, as if she has spikes all over her body, she does not allow anyone to approach, she has been single for many years. If there is no Han Yi, she can be called an insulator of love.

Just like Keiko met her other half, Qiu Lang, she remembered that there seemed to be a word called "one thing descends one thing", and at this time she was willing to take off her mask and become a little girl, no longer tense, but gentle.

Just like Li Jia met Feng Zhiyao, although he is not handsome and not very rich, compared to those who only talk and play ambiguously and say that they like her, Feng Zhiyao will appear as soon as she needs it, help her solve the problem, and give her the company she needs at the moment.

In fact, there are many reasons to like someone, Keiko chooses to be with Qiu Lang, she is surrounded by love every day, and the former prodigal son collects his heart for her and treats her wholeheartedly as a treasure. Li Jia chose to be with Feng Zhiyao, she said, because every time I see him, I have a very safe feeling in my heart, maybe this is a feeling of being needed.

So why did Bai Xue identify Han Yi so firmly in the first place?

Is the arrogance in his bones, or his sincerity?

Bai Xue used to regard love as too extravagant, and in the four years she had a crush and waited, she once thought that she would never meet again.

A girl like Bai Xue habitually wraps herself in a hard shell, can only allow herself to be hard to face the outside world, and has never revealed the softness in her heart to anyone, the moment she was attracted to Han Yi for the first time, it was as if someone had taken a thorn to penetrate her hard shell and pierced the softness of her heart fiercely.

At the moment when Han Yi confessed, she suddenly felt aggrieved, as if she had discovered the secret in her heart for the first time, and cried aggrieved like a child, even if she was all moved at that time. Maybe the other party didn't have any rhetoric, didn't say that he would stay by her side and take care of her, but the still fresh memory of "Jin Se years, spend time with you" has broken through the last line of defense in her heart.

Now, it seems to have returned to the original crush, lonely and heartache, and even too much.

"You weren't there when you needed you most, and you don't have to be there afterward. At that time, you will finally understand that the diligence after this cold heart has become meaningless, just like the padded jacket in summer and the pampas fan in winter. ”

Love is the companionship of obscurity, but also the careful care along the way, is to tide over difficulties together, is when I need it, you reach out at the first time, and then you will tell me, even if the world is turned upside down by heavy rain, and I will always give you the warmest embrace.

So, is the love between her and Han Yi still there?