"Are you sure you want to buy this watch?"

When I heard this familiar voice, I was nervous and relaxed a little.

Ning Qiang did not disappoint me, he still dialed the watch again and took me back to the afternoon of March 24, 2019.

This time, how will it be different from before?

Of course, there is a big difference, because I already know a secret that even Ning Qiang himself doesn't know: Ning Qiang has an incurable disease, I'm afraid he won't live this year, and his time in this world is running out!

However, at this time, he should not know about it.

This time, Ning Qiang didn't speak, which made me nervous.

Could it be that he already knew about his condition? Could it be that the doctor didn't keep it a secret and told him the true cause of his illness?

Ning Qiang turned his face and looked at me, and I also looked at him. Tacitly, none of us spoke.

Then, he silently took out his mobile phone, swiped the money, bought the watch, and walked out of the small store without saying a word, bowing his head.

Strange, why is he so quiet? Did he really know that he was going to die soon?

A person who knows that he is going to die will become calm, like those condemned prisoners who are waiting to be executed, and they will no longer panic.

However, I became nervous. Without much thought, I followed him out again.

Perhaps, I should comfort him.

When I walked out of the door of this small shop, I found that Ning Qiang was waiting for me at the door. When he saw me, he smiled.

"I want to smoke a cigarette." Suddenly, Ning Qiang spoke.

"Smoking is not good for your health." I said, but, seeing Ning Qiang's smile, I couldn't help laughing.

It seemed that he didn't know about his illness yet, otherwise, how would he want to smoke?

"But I really want to smoke one." Ning Qiang looked at me with a smile, as if he was looking at an old friend, "Relieve stress." ”

My heart chuckled. Pressure? What pressure? Could it be that he still knew?

But I remembered the doctor's words again.

"If he has any unfulfilled wishes, let him fulfill them."

Ning Qiang just wants to smoke a cigarette now, he rarely smoked before, so let him smoke a cigarette. Anyway, it won't have much impact on his condition.

"Okay then, there's a little shop over there, you can go there and buy a pack of cigarettes to smoke." I pointed into the distance.

Ning Qiang smiled and said, "Forget it, let's go to that café and have a good chat." Oh, by the way, I haven't paid you back the money you paid me yet. ”

"Is it the money for your hospitalization?" I was stunned, "Forget it, it's not much." Besides, that was the last time, and it hasn't happened yet. ”

"No matter how much, that's your money. Even if I advance to you first, lest I faint next time, come, give me an Alipay or WeChat account. ”

"Come less, you want to set my number." I smiled at him, "You'll have a chance to pay me back in the future, and you'll have a chance soon." ”

That's when I made a decision, a pretty amazing one!

Ning Qiang, I will always be with you for the rest of my life!

What do I have to keep about this man in front of me, this past me? If he doesn't exist, will I still exist in the future? Even if I am his afterlife, I don't want to watch him alone and alone.

Forget it, let me fulfill him. At least, when he left this world, he still had a woman of his own by his side!

I'll admit: my decision is a bit crazy. If this had been before, I wouldn't have dared to think about it.

But now I'm out of the way. I want Ning Qiang to find true love in his last life, that is what he has in mind. Everything that Yuting can't give, let me give it!

Ning Qiang looked at me, as if he didn't understand the meaning of what I said just now, but in fact, I may not understand it myself.

However, he didn't ask much, but made a gesture, a gesture of a man asking a woman to wrap his arm.

"Let's go, have a cup of coffee, and talk while we drink." Ning Qiang winked at me, "Is that okay?" ”

What's wrong with him? I froze.

However, Ning Qiang did not change his movements, but looked at me with a smile, "Didn't you say it, do you like me very much?" Why, isn't it good to be my girlfriend? ”

No way? You, you really want me to be your girlfriend?

Actually, the moment I made that decision, I already wanted to be his girlfriend. But I didn't expect happiness to come so quickly?

Isn't it really funny that I'm willing to be the girlfriend of myself in the past?

However, I have unconsciously fallen in love with this self, and he seems to be no different from other men, a man who is completely independent of me.

This Ning Qiang has his own independent thinking, desires and character. Although I know him well, at the moment, he and I are two different personalities.

Both I and he seem to have a desire to become one, although this thought was only hidden at first.

Perhaps, people love themselves in the first place? Why are so many couples so similar because they just find each other according to their own appearance! In their bones, what people love is always themselves!

So, what's wrong with me falling in love with my past self?

You are me, I am you! Ning Qiang, I will accompany you to the end of my life! From now on, you will never be alone again!

So, although I hesitated, I still stretched out my hand and grabbed Ning Qiang's right arm.

At this moment, I feel really happy, perhaps, Ning Qiang will feel the same way, right?

In this way, he took me by the hand, and I followed him, slowly walking forward.

Along the way, none of us spoke. Perhaps, in the eyes of passers-by, we are like a couple. No, actually, from the bottom of our hearts, we are already a couple.

Then, the expected thunderstorm fell. Ning Qiang seemed to have been prepared, took off his coat and covered my head.

I looked at him, and suddenly, a warm current surged through my heart.

I don't care who he is, all I know is that there is someone in this world who has ever truly loved me! That's it!

So, I leaned my head on his shoulder, like a bird.

Ning Qiang did not refuse my intimate action, which was tantamount to acquiescing in my presumptuousness.

In fact, from this moment on, my fate and his fate have been firmly intertwined, and no one can separate them.

"Is my fate destined to be unchangeable?" In the café, Ning Qiang asked.

When I heard this, my happiness just now immediately vanished.

I didn't speak, I lowered my head, looked at the coffee in front of me, and fell silent.

Could it be that I was wrong just now? Ning Qiang actually doesn't love me at all, he's still in love with that woman?

Jealousy, like a terrible viper, haunts my heart.

"It's her fate, not yours." After a while, I finally looked up and said.

Ning Qiang, it's time for you to be sober, she doesn't deserve so much from you, you should care about your own fate!

"Isn't hers mine? I'm her husband. ”

Ning Qiang's words pierced my heart fiercely.

"Husband for only one day." You're welcome, and coldly retorted.

"Am I just going to watch her die?" Ning Qiang shook his head, "Even if I'm not her husband, I can't watch her die like this?" How old is she? ”

"In this world, there are many people who die at a young age." I said lightly, "It's just that she is Su Yuting, not someone else." ”

Ning Qiang, you don't know yet, you are so young, and you are about to die! You still care about Su Yuting, forget it, care about yourself!

Ning Qiang was stunned, not knowing how to answer me.

"People always have to die." I continued, "Even we ourselves can't prevent death, and you'll know when you're going to die. ”

I meant that to him, although I didn't want to say it.

"I don't know." Ning Qiang shook his head.

"Then would you be afraid of dying yourself? Especially if you don't have any hunches? "My words mean something else.

He was stunned for a moment and nodded.

"Do you believe that people have an afterlife?" I asked.

"Why are you asking this question?"

"Why, don't you dare to face this problem? Are you also afraid that when you die, everything will become eternal darkness? ”

I saw Ning Qiang's expression, he seemed to feel fear, the fear in his heart······

"I hope that people will have reincarnation and an afterlife." I sighed and said.

If there is reincarnation, I hope that in the next life I will not suffer for love anymore, but can this be done? Perhaps, in the next life, I will only suffer more.

"I don't believe it, it's just superstition." Ning Qiang didn't seem to believe this.

"Superstition?" I shook my head.

"I can believe that you are the one who has crossed over from the future. Time travel, maybe this is a kind of science. However, I don't really believe in reincarnation. Ning Qiang explained, "You don't need to comfort me, I understand what you mean, you mean: Yuting is no longer saved, anyway, she has an afterlife." However, even if she had an afterlife, I couldn't watch her die like this. Isn't it only this life? ”

He clearly misunderstood what I meant.

Ning Qiang, have you ever wondered: who will your own afterlife be? Could she be the woman sitting across from you?

I stopped talking, it was very quiet.

"Also, how can you be sure that she will die? Didn't you also encourage me to do everything I could to save her? Ning Qiang raised his voice, "As long as there is a breath left, I will reverse my fate, the fate that I share with her." ”

I still don't speak, but my heart is sad.

"There must be a way to change this, but we can't find it yet." Ning Qiang continued.

"I'm sorry, it's you, not me and you." I corrected unceremoniously, but I still didn't fully release my inner emotions, "However, I still admire your persistence." ”

Do I really admire? Maybe, but I'd rather you hold on for me, for yourself, than for that woman.

"Thank you. I wondered if something was wrong. yes, we, oh no, I need to look carefully for the details of the whole thing, which must be something wrong. "Ning Qiang thought that I really wanted to help him and Yuting.

Actually, I just want to help Ning Qiang, as for Yuting, my feeling for her has become weaker and weaker, just like facing a passerby.

"What's the problem then?" Even so, I tried to pretend that I wanted to help them.

Now I seem to be much more cunning than I used to be. Perhaps, it's not me who is cunning, but the Wenting in my soul who is cunning.

Women are a hundred times more cunning than men······