"What?" Hearing my words, Ning Qiang was stunned again.

"The first way, now, you follow me back to Jiangnan City." I looked up at him.

"No, I'm not going back, I'm not going back!" Ning Qiang said loudly, but his confidence seemed to be a little insufficient.

"That's fine, second way, now, you can dial back your watch and go back in time again." I didn't want to embarrass Ning Qiang, so I still gave him a second option.

Ning Qiang, when you go back to the past, I hope you don't run away again, Hao Ming? Is it really interesting to hide like this?

Even if I'm just using a delaying tactic, it's better than the current result, right?

"Back in time?" Ning Qiang's face looked very solemn, this was indeed a very difficult choice.

"That's right." I nodded, "That way, you can avoid hearing bad news about her." ”

"Why should I go back?" Ning Qiang's gaze was a little dull, and he asked rhetorically.

At this point, I didn't know how to answer him.

It seems that Ning Qiang will not choose to go back at this time, this is not his character.

What to do? He doesn't take either way, but he wants to hide here for the rest of his life? How can I convince him?

He and I were silent, and it was as if we had all fallen into the mire, and neither of us could move, because it would only sink deeper and deeper.

"Then let's wait together." I broke the silence.

"Wait, wait for what?"

"Wait for Yuting's news. She still can't get over today. I said.

"Nonsense, you nonsense!" Ning Qiang shouted.

This sentence immediately attracted those passers-by on the street.

"Look at what? What's there to see? Ning Qiang's voice became louder.

Could it be that he is emotionally out of control?

However, I found myself out of control.

Unexpectedly, now, he is still worried about Yuting's safety? I thought he had forgotten about her, but I didn't expect him to care about her so much?

Suddenly, I felt a little sad, I really shouldn't have appeared in front of him, wasn't it boring for myself?

Thinking of this, I raised my head and stared at him, but did not speak.

Ning Qiang, have you ever worried about me? In your heart, have you ever worried about my safety?

This idea does not seem to be mine, but is hidden in my body, and belongs to Wenting's own thoughts. At this moment, I seem to feel that Wenting in my body is crying!

Ning Qiang didn't notice my expression, he turned his face away and stopped paying attention to me.

Suddenly, Ning Qiang, who was standing opposite me, covered his chest, and then, something spat out of his mouth.

What is that? Ah, that's a ball of blood! Ning Qiang, he actually vomited blood!

Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my chest!

My memory came back, that's right, it was this day, the past me, Ning Qiang, fell to the ground after spitting out a mouthful of blood.

I immediately rushed forward and grabbed him, who was already shaking.

However, he stubbornly pushed me away. However, probably because he used too much force, he also used up the last bit of his strength. He fell, and fell before me·······

"What? Lung cancer? Or is it late? ”

In this hospital in Jiangbei City, when the male doctor standing in front of me told the cause of Ning Qiang's illness, I was stunned.

"This, how is this possible? He was only so young, why, how could he get such an incurable disease? "I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

In the past, I was Ning Qiang, but except when I had a cold, my cough was a little more intense, and it seemed that I didn't have any lung discomfort in the past? I don't smoke either, I don't live in a smog city, so I can't just because I coughed up blood once that I have this incurable disease, right?

Of course, this "me" is not the current me, but Ning Qiang, who is still lying in the ward.

"I can understand your feelings." The doctor took the test report and said slowly, "However, we have to believe in science, your boyfriend is lung cancer, or is it advanced." ”

"No, I don't believe it, I definitely don't believe it!" I shook my head.

"If you don't believe me, then you can go to another hospital and find another doctor to have a second look." The doctor said.

I was silent, but I didn't believe that Ning Qiang would get this disease, he was so young and healthy, how could he get such an incurable disease?

"Doctor, could I be mistaken? My boyfriend doesn't usually smoke, isn't it only those who smoke that get this disease? "I'm still not going to give up.

"So he's always smoked second-hand smoke and third-hand smoke, right? In addition, it is not because a person smokes that he or she can get lung cancer, but also because he or she does not smoke. ”

I thought about it, and that's the reason.

"So, doctor, can he cure him?"

The doctor shook his head: "It's too late, maybe there is hope for information earlier." He, maybe it's three months. Of course, you can also give it a try. However, to be honest, those late-stage treatments are only comforting, only to alleviate the patient's pain, but they do not mean much to hold the patient's life. ”

"Three months?" I froze.

So, Ning Qiang may not survive this year? 2019 is his last year in this world?

I can't accept this result anyway, I always thought that the person who needed to be saved the most was Yuting, but I didn't expect that the person who should really be saved was Ning Qiang, who was me in the past!

If I am still Ning Qiang, then I am the one who should get sick? In three months, I will also follow Yuting to another world together?

It was a shocking but frustrating result, and I could never have guessed it.

I thought that if I mastered the watch, I could change my fate, but I didn't expect that fate would be so cruel and ruthless.

However, another thought came to my mind.

By the way, why don't I turn on the watch and turn back the clock? Perhaps, I can save Ning Qiang's life again. Even if it's a cycle, it's better than watching him die now, right?

Yuting is gone, I can't be without Ning Qiang anymore. If Ning Qiang died, then, what about me, what about me now? What will I become again?

Thinking of this, I am not afraid, even in the face of death, I have a way to deal with it!

"If he has any unfulfilled wishes, let him fulfill them." The doctor said, "I'm a doctor, but I don't recommend that you waste any more money in the hospital. This disease, except for spending money in vain, is not of much use. ”

"I see." I stood up, "Thank you, doctor. ”

When I got to the door, I thought of something again and turned my head.

"Doctor, please don't tell him about this." I said, "Even if he asks, please don't tell him the truth, I'm afraid he won't be able to think about it when he finds out." ”

It was in this year, 2019, that Ning Qiang disappeared, and I used to think that he was always because he traveled through time, but it seems that he is dead, and even, I suspect that he may have committed suicide.

But why did he choose to commit suicide? Could it be that Yuting's death made him desperate? Or is it because he knows that he is terminally ill and has not long to live, so he simply ends his life early?

I don't know exactly what happened after August 24, 2019, anything is possible.

"Okay." The doctor nodded, "But, sooner or later, you'll have to tell him too." ”

"I know, but not now." I bowed deeply to the doctor and left.

That night, Ning Qiang finally woke up.

At this time, I have been with him for a long, long time.

Although I feel a little tired, as long as I can be by his side, I can feel a little more grounded.

I didn't take the opportunity to take his watch, it would be unfair to him, he is a weak person at this time, and I need to give him an explanation. Besides, even if I go back to 2037, what about him, am I just going to leave him here and die?

No, I can't go yet. To restart time, it must also be restarted by him!

"What time is it?" This was the first thing Ning Qiang said to me when he opened his eyes and saw me.

"A little." I looked at the clock on the wall.

"One o'clock in the afternoon?"

"No, it's one o'clock in the evening, one o'clock in the morning on the 25th, to be exact." I bothered and said.

I was really tired and physically and mentally exhausted.

"It's the 25th, August 25th?"

I nodded, stood up, and walked towards the door of the ward.

Now that he's awake, it's time for me to leave for a while. Of course, I didn't really want to leave, but I didn't dare to face his gaze.

It seems that he still cares about Yuting very much, but the person he should really care about is himself.

"Wait!" Ning Qiang stopped me, "Why have I slept here for so long?" ”

"It's okay, you just passed out and slept for a long time." I said lightly, but my heart was a little sour, "It's only ten hours." ”

"Ten hours? So long? Ning Qiang was stunned, "Is Yuting okay?" ”

Sure enough, he still had that woman in mind!

I stopped talking and stared at him blankly.

"You, you speak!" Ning Qiang was anxious, but the more he was like this, the more uncomfortable my heart became.

"The outcome can't be changed." There was a good pause for three seconds before I came up with this sentence.

"You, you're saying she's dead?"

"I don't know, perhaps, you should call and ask your classmates instead of me." I replied coldly.

Ning Qiang, I really don't want to play this embarrassing role anymore!

Why should I answer your question, who am I? Am I really your girlfriend? Why am I telling you about another woman? You can go and ask someone, I'm sorry, I can't be with you anymore!

I walked straight out without looking back.

Originally, I wanted to be with him again, but I knew I didn't need it anymore.

Ning Qiang will not die for the time being, since he still cares about Yuting so much, he will still flip his watch and go back to the past again. In this way, he himself will not immediately reach the end of his life.

But what am I, then?

I don't belong to this world, this year, 2019, I, Wenting, may not have been born yet, right? Yes, I'm still in my mother's womb, and I don't even count as a "person".

It's time to go, it's time for me to go, and it's time for this plane to end!

After leaving the ward, I also saved Ning Qiang's medical expenses, which was enough for him to buy some nutritional products after he was discharged from the hospital.

However, I also know that he will not stay in this parallel time and space for long, and with his personality and his love for Yuting, he will return to March 24, 2019 sooner or later.

As for his incurable disease, the doctor would not tell him, and the disease would not threaten his life for the time being. Because, as long as he travels back in time, time is there.

There's still time, so let's wait slowly.

Well, but, for me, it's another boring cycle······