We all cried? Or hug each other and cry?

"Don't cry, don't cry!" Ning Qiang stretched out his hand and wiped the tears from my face, "I'm sorry, I really didn't want to leave you." ”

Looking at his clumsy and sincere appearance, I finally couldn't hold back and laughed again.

Ning Qiang, you finally know how to coax girls, but why didn't you say such heartwarming words to me earlier?

"Who are you?" I laughed in a coquettish tone and said, "I ask you, you don't really like me, do you?" Do you still prefer that woman? ”

I admit that I'm eating Yuting's vinegar, but I just like to be jealous, can't I?

"I know how much you like me more than that woman, right?" I was determined to tease him a little more, "Otherwise, why would you chase him all the way?" ”

Ning Qiang, don't run away anymore!

Who do you like in your heart, will you not know yourself? Say it, say it! Say it, and I'll marry you!

I have now decided to become a woman completely, a woman named Wenting. Since I can't become a man anymore, I'll just find a good man and marry myself!

Who is this man? I already knew very well that it wouldn't be someone else, it would be him in front of me!

In my heart, I am very sure that even if I am Ning Qiang's next life, but in the next life, I will never see him again!

There was once a saying that in the beginning, there was only one person in this world, a person without gender. Later, God cut him open and divided him into two parts, one for the man and one for the woman. Then, the two parts fell in love with each other, and had children, and thus there was the later human race.

Half of the men are women. Thinking about it this way, even if I married this old self, it wasn't really a big deal. Anyway, isn't everyone very narcissistic and wants to find another person who looks exactly like themselves?

However, if I make a decision, it doesn't mean that Ning Qiang has also made up his mind.

Don't forget, between me and him, there is another woman - Su Yuting!

Faced with the question I suddenly asked, Ning Qiang was obviously unprepared, and he was stunned for a moment.

"Let me ask you again, if the person who died was me and not her, would you also cross over to save me?" I uttered the most weighty and devastating words.

He hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

Ning Qiang, is this your true word?

"Hey, you can't have two women in your world at the same time." In order to test his mind, I sighed faintly, "You better go to her." ”

"No, don't! You guys, I want both of you! Ning Qiang suddenly said such a sentence.

What the? Ning Qiang, you, you want both? Aren't you stepping on two boats?

I looked at him stunned, my lips twitching.

Then, I attached myself to his ear and whispered, "Crossing into the afterlife to love you!" ”

I don't know why I said this, it was as if it came out of my soul. Perhaps, this is Wenting in my body, reading her heart with my lips, right?

"Huh?" Ning Qiang was stunned for a moment.

"It's better to wait for the next life, in the next life, you will definitely love me. In this life, you better take good care of her. I pushed him away and strode forward.

I didn't notice that at this moment, a car was speeding towards me.

"Be careful!" Ning Qiang screamed, rushed over, and dragged me back from the edge of life and death.

The car passed by us, and the driver left behind a curse word: "Don't die!" TMD！ ”

"Are you alright?" Ning Qiang hugged me tightly.

I was a little frightened, but I said, "Thank you, for saving me." ”

"Don't talk about that, promise me not to leave me again, okay? Even if we can only be friends in this life. Ning Qiang looked at me nervously, "In the next life, if there is a next life, I will definitely marry you!" ”

"Next life?" I smiled wryly.

Will you ever see me again in the next life?

"I'm sorry, maybe in the next life, I can't remember who you are." Ning Qiang seemed to realize something, and added.

"What happens in the next life, let's talk about it in the next life. Okay, I promise you, we'll be friends for the rest of our lives. I actually laughed and held out my hand.

It seems that in this life, we are destined to be lost. Okay, then let it be!

At this moment, I suddenly felt a sense of relief.

Do people who love each other have to walk together? Now that Ning Qiang has made his own choice, let him go.

Perhaps, this is fate! I am destined to find no one to love with me, this is fate!

Facing my outstretched hand, Ning Qiang was stunned for a moment, but still held me tightly.

In this world, how many people love each other but can't stay together?

"I want to drink!" Suddenly, we said it in unison, as if it had been agreed in advance.

Strange, why do I want to drink? Is it to get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows, or to laugh at the grudge?

"Okay then, would you like to go to the bar together?" Ning Qiang proposed, "It's so rare that I can know a friend like you." ”

Please, who wants to be your friend? You think: I really just want to be your friend?

"Bar?" I shook my head, but suddenly I felt a little nervous again.

"Oh, by the way, the bars haven't opened yet." Ning Qiang thought for a while, "Then it's night, I want to have a drink tonight, are you coming?" ”

This time, it was my turn to be silent.

"It's right next to my house, there's a 'Loveless' bar over there. I'll be waiting for you there at half past eight in the evening, and you must come. He continued.

Lost in love? Isn't it time for us to love?

Suddenly, a terrible idiom came to mind - drunk promiscuity!

My memory suddenly became clear again.

Oh no, that night, it was in that "love" bar that we were all drunk! Yes, that's me and Wenting in the past, we got drunk in the bar, and then, we got home, and then ·······

The image in my dream came to the surface clearly.

On a bed, Ning Qiang and I were both naked, and I was crushed under him. Just behind his smooth, muscular back was the open window. On the other side of the window is a pair of windows that open like eyes.

It was the window of the hotel opposite, which seemed to be staring at us with a hideous, eerie smile.

No, I can't promise him! If we go to that bar, we will never go back······

However, no matter how much I tried to struggle and resist, everything seemed to be going according to plan, and every detail was intact.

I knew very well that if I continued like this, I would really come to the most important crossroads in my life!

What to do? What to do? What am I going to do?

"What, you're scared?" Ning Qiang smiled, "Don't worry, my character is fine, and I won't drink and mess with sex." ”

Drunken sex? How did he say that? This is really a pot that can't be opened.

I didn't know how to answer him, I could have refused, but this time, I chose to remain silent.

Seeing that I still didn't speak, Ning Qiang continued: "Then it's decided, tonight at half past eight, I will meet at the door of the bar, I invite you." ”

After hesitating for a moment, I nodded inexplicably, and then, turned around and left.

Strange, why am I nodding? What am I doing here?

Wenting, why don't you refuse him face-to-face? Don't you know what's going to happen next? No, I don't want to go there, please let me go back!

However, there is no turning back.

Fate, mercilessly, pushed the two of us into a bottomless abyss······

To survive or to perish, that's the question!

I have reached a crossroads in my life, a crossroads that will determine where my future will go. However, I hardly had any choice.

Ning Qiang invited me to drink at half past eight that night at the "Unfinished Love" bar. Of course, he didn't know what was going to happen, but I remembered that it was going to be a shy, tangled, and unforgettable night.

Should I go?

No, I can't go!

Once I went, there was no turning back. I will inevitably become this Ning Qiang woman, his real woman!

However, should I call Ning Qiang now and tell him that I am not going? Or did I just leave her without even making a phone call, and leave the city and never see him again?

However, I was surprised to find that in the depths of my heart, instead of wanting to run away, I wanted to get closer to him and become his woman, just tonight!

Why should I run away? Why should a person who falls in love with another person run away from this emotion? Why can't we be together when I fall in love with him and he falls in love with me? What can stop us from being together?

Perhaps, when the two of us are really entangled, he will completely forget about the woman Yuting, right?

Also, his days in this world are numbered. Should he leave this world alone, and never even taste the real kind of love between the two people?

Without love, all life can only become humble and unwilling.

I remembered the last time, in Jiangbei City, Ning Qiang was a lonely person at that time. If I hadn't come there, he would have died of illness in a foreign land, and I am afraid that no one would have accompanied him. However, last time, I left the hospital in a cruel heart, abandoning him in a foreign land.

This time, if I leave him again, what will he think, will he be heartbroken?

No, I can't leave him anymore!

"I've lost her, I can't lose you anymore!" Ning Qiang's words, like a needle, pierced my heart fiercely.

In the end, I didn't choose to run away again, I decided to go with the will of God.

Standing in front of the mirror, I carefully combed my hair, every movement was so slow and so elegant.

Behind me, on the bed, lay quietly a purple dress that I had bought for tonight's date.

Purple, which is the color that represents mystery and romance. Half of it was the fiery red of the flames, and the other half was the deep blue of the sea. Compared to the unchanged black dress that I have always worn on my body, this dress seems to better express my complex and contradictory mood at this moment.

In the bathroom, I washed and washed, but even so, I still felt a little dirty somewhere on my body.

I'm like a woman about to come out, perhaps, this is not Wenting's first time. However, for me, it was the first time.

It won't be long before my first time is coming, tonight.

Tonight, tonight······