Chapter 342: Ammy's Love Past

After returning home last night, Xu Zimo was extremely curious and gossiped about Ammy and Han Yi.

"Some time ago, you sent me a message, saying that you still can't forget your ex-boyfriend in your heart, and you want to talk to me about relationship problems! I'm too busy with work to ignore you! What's the matter, it doesn't seem to be more than two months, and you just walked out? Xu Zimo tilted his head and stared at Ammy's eyes and smiled sweetly, a little self-blame in his heart.

At that time, Ammy was very persistent, saying that she was waiting for Xu Zimo to finish her work, and when she was done, she told herself. Then, Xu Zimo was very busy, because she had only returned to China to work at that time, and it was not very smooth, and when she remembered it, it was already a few days later.

As if she had a heart, just as she was about to send a message to Ammy, she asked Xu Zimo on WeChat if he was done.

Xu Zimo remembered it very clearly, and sighed at that time and said, "If there is any problem, say it!" ”

Because she was also in a very bad mood at the time, when she spoke, her tone was not very good. She is very clear about Ammy's relationship, and feels that since they have broken up completely, there is no need to talk about it again. In her opinion, the person who left such a good girl as Ammy was not worth mentioning at all.

Not long after Ammy entered college, he met a senior who was a year older than her, because Ammy met him by singing near the subway station, and he didn't know that Ammy was the daughter of a rich family at the time, and the two went back and forth, and soon established a relationship.

Ever since she fell in love, Ammy has basically been in this relationship. She has received traditional Chinese education since she was a child, and because Yi Yang was uninhibited at the time, she was messy all day long, so her grandfather put all the love on her. She also grew up under the care of her parents since she was a child, and she is not good at many things, but she is kind by nature and will not be pampered and arrogant.

She is very attentive and takes care of her boyfriend, and the only thing she doesn't do well may be that she never tells her boyfriend about her family history.

At that time, Ammy was completely immersed in her sweetness, and Xu Zimo, as her classmate and best friend, communicated more.

She will report to Xu Zimo every day what she did for her boyfriend yesterday and what they experienced together······

The theme of every time she looks for Xu Zimo is basically "He is about to have a birthday, what do you think I should give him?" "Next week is the first anniversary of our acquaintance, what do you think I should surprise him?"

Maybe Xu Zimo is rational by nature, and in her constant telling every day, she soon felt that something was wrong

She asked Ammy, "You do this for him every day, so what does he do for you?" ”

Ammy said: "He cares about me very much, he calls me every morning to say good morning, he calls me at noon, asks me what I have eaten, and in the evening he cares about whether I have many classes, whether he is busy, whether he is tired, whether he wants to go to the library in the evening." Every night before going to bed, he would say "I Love You!" to me. ”

Ammy told her with a happy face that her boyfriend is a very delicate and considerate man, who will remind her to wear more clothes when the weather is cold, remind her to remember to wear sunscreen when the weather is hot, persuade her to rest when she is tired from work, and give her countless care every day.

Until his junior year, Xu Zimo continued to ask: "Then what did he do for you?" ”

Ammy said innocently: "What I just said was what he did for me, do you think how many men can do what he does, many men don't make a phone call to their girlfriends a day?" I often hear girls in my class complain about their boyfriends like this. ”

I don't know if it's naïve or stupid, that's what she thinks is good.

Two or three years have passed, and nothing has changed in substance about her answer.

Xu Zimo resisted the urge to roll his eyes, if there was the words of Teacher Jin Xing at that time: "When my daughter grows up, I will tell her!" If a man feels sorry for you squeezing the bus, complains that you don't eat on time, keeps reminding you to drink less and hurt your body, tells you to pay attention to safety when you get home from work on a rainy day, and sends funny text messages to coax you when you are sick······ Please ignore him! Then talk to the guy who can drive you, accompany you when you're sick, take you to dinner, pick you up from work, and tell you, 'Don't do your paralyzed job!' Come home with me! 'People together! No matter how good you say, it's better to do a practical thing! We're all past the age of hearing about love! ”

Xu Zimo will definitely throw it to Ammy and let her take a good look.

But she also knew that even if she said this, it couldn't change Ammy's thoughts, her insistence. To be honest, Xu Zimo felt that Ammy's mother did too well and rightly, although it didn't seem so good in Ammy's eyes, but let a man who was not worthy of Ammy leave completely.

Ammy happily bathed in the sweet words of the other party, feeling that she had met true love, and was full of anticipation and confidence for the future.

In all fairness, Xu Zimo never felt how much her boyfriend loved her, and she didn't even feel loved, but a woman who fell in love for the first time and in love is irrational at all.

She reminded her how many times she didn't care about things bluntly or tactfully, reminding her that she should look at people more attentively, not with her ears, but Ammy couldn't see her saying that her boyfriend was not good, and tried her best to defend it, Xu Zimo was not a bitter character, and when she saw her reaction, she gave up. She even wanted to go to Ammy's boyfriend and ask him to leave Ammy, but she couldn't and didn't dare to do that, because then her friendship with Ammy would end there.

Xu Zimo didn't want to be chased by her every day and asked, "Do you think he loves me very much?" ”

She was used to it, her ears were calloused, and for her, if a man only talked and did not act, she would never believe that he loved her.

A woman like Xu Zimo is not a reality, after leaving the campus, she is not as good as society, and she now has a deep understanding!

Many women finally understand the logic in this: if they are willing to do a lot of things for you, no matter whether they are good or bad, they absolutely care about you in their hearts and really want to be good to you; I only know how to move my mouth every day, even if the words are beautiful, if there is no actual action to cooperate, it is just a game under the guise of love.

Ammy spent three years happily in her boyfriend's sweet words, and had to start facing a real problem, the true face of a man should have been faced by herself, but her mother was willing to be this bad person, so maybe it would make her feel better.

She didn't mention her big family, but her boyfriend never asked, does it mean that she didn't care about her at all? I don't care about her affairs at all, don't care?

For Ammy, whether or not there is a real action does not prevent her from believing that there is true love between the two, but when it comes to meeting her parents is her weakness, her concept is very traditional, and she feels that it is time to let her parents and grandfather know. So, she began to ask her boyfriend when she would go home with her to see her parents, but her boyfriend was hesitant, avoided answering, and doubled his sweet words.

What "Baby, don't worry, we will definitely be together in this life, I am lucky to meet you in my third life!" "Don't be so anxious, my dear, you haven't graduated yet······ How can you be so hasty when you see your parents, let's communicate slowly! "I swear, I will definitely marry you in this life, you are the only woman I want to marry!"

Her ex-boyfriend is a native British, and she doesn't understand Ammy's traditional conservatism, he doesn't understand how important it is for her parents to know that she is in love with a man for life, and to put it bluntly, he's just playing.

When Ammy and Han Yi were listening to the song on the side of the road, she sang the song that reminded her of her ex-boyfriend, thinking how good he was, and finally let her mother ruthlessly break up.

In the other party's reassurance and vows, Ammy went through her college years, and slowly she matured more or less, unlike a few words that could be passed like at the beginning.

No matter how stupid a woman is in love, she will have a natural intuition, and Ammy feels that the other party is slowly alienating herself, and she is no longer calling her every day as before. It's just that whenever she asks, the other party will tell her categorically: "Fool, don't think about it, how can I ignore you, I've been very busy with work recently, I have to do a good job, we have a better future, you have to understand me and support me!" ”

When helpless and confused, Ammy thought of Xu Zimo.

She asked Xu Zimo: "Do you think he loves me?" "Just like I asked her three years ago.

Xu Zimo sighed and said: "No matter how I answer, you will not be satisfied, if I say love, you will ask me why he makes you sad and confused." If I say I don't love, you'll give a lot of examples to disprove my opinion, so ask yourself this question. ”

But Ammy insisted on her answer, Xu Zimo still said before: "The answer is obvious, if you ask yourself what he has done for you over the years, in addition to sweet words, you will understand everything." ”

There are often many girls who are complaining about how beautiful and touching their love is, but now they are about to break up, and love is too fragile.

And Xu Zimo only had one feeling after listening to it: "Girl, I believe that you are really for love, and you have also paid a lot for "love", but in fact, it is just your own love, the other party has never entered the role, you moved yourself in your own love, but you don't know that it is just the love you imagined, and it has nothing to do with real love." ”

How many women cry bitterly when they fall out of love, remembering their past feelings, and constantly asking: Why doesn't he cherish the relationship between us at all?

That's because they think they have met true love, but in fact there is no such thing, and they feel completely different about this relationship. If you really love someone deeply, how can you leave easily? Because she has never entered his heart, he can be so chic when he leaves. What exists between you is not love, but an inexplicable need.

It was Ammy's confusion that made the mask she had been pretending to be in front of her mother fall off, let her mother know about her relationship with the boy, and finally ended Ammy's love in her own way.

Now, in the face of Xu Zimo's curiosity and gossip, Ammy has revealed the face that smiled so brightly because of love.

"It's all gone! I don't hate him, and I don't think of him anymore. She smiled sweetly, obviously thinking about Han Yi in her heart.

Xu Zimo didn't know what kind of person Han Yi was, so she didn't comment on it, she was very happy to see Ammy smiling like this.

"Beloved, you must understand that if a man can bear to watch you suffer and remain indifferent, if he sees you broken and sad, and knows what you want but does nothing, then he must not love you······ No matter what, Sister Xiyan and I will stand by your side and accompany you! ”

"Don't call me sister! They all call me old! Mo Xiyan looked unhappy, and he didn't admit that he was four or five years older than the two of them.

Ammy and Xu Zimo continued to ignore Mo Xiyan and smiled at each other.

Sometimes, the so-called good memories and pure love are just the illusion of love created by oneself alone, and there is a difference between true love. Whether it's a girl or a boy, you have to feel it with your heart and see it with your eyes wide open!