During the meal, Li Jia asked Bai Xue: "Xue'er, have you read the boss's blog in the morning?" Is he planning to start writing again? It's been a long time since I've seen him write. ”

Bai Xue pretended not to know, "No! "Actually, she had already seen it at noon.

"Why don't you say that he doesn't say everything he wants to say straightforwardly, chewing on words, metaphorizing something, and directly saying that he doesn't agree to break up with you, and it's over when you don't!" Li Jia approached Bai Xue with the tablet and forced her to show it with a smile. "That back in this picture is you, right? When was it filmed, it seems to be taken on Binjiang Road, right? ”

Bai Xue only cared about eating, but in fact, the emotions in her heart were completely written on her face. Even if he quarreled and hadn't forgiven Han Yi yet, he would still be happy knowing that he cared about himself.

It was the last happy gathering before they began to quarrel and contradict, and they traveled to Chongqing at night together, which was taken on the night they met Xia Bo.

"Don't mention him, if you do this again, I'll go back!"

Bai Xue said, and Li Jia quickly slipped away from her and sat opposite her.

"Die to save face and live to suffer······" She muttered quietly, then suddenly proposed, "Will you take me some shopping later?" I haven't been shopping in a long time. I just gave a month's vacation, and in a few days I flew to Shenzhen, bought a few beautiful clothes, and went to our two-person world! ”

"Don't go!" Bai Xue refused.

Li Jia raised her injured hand and shook it in front of her, "Don't be angry with me, it hurts!" Oops, it really hurts! ”

"Alright, alright! Take it back! Go, can't I go! This is deliberately making her feel guilty and blackmailing, after all, the injury has nothing to do with her.

Li Jia grimaced and said smugly: "I can't cure you yet!" ”

At this time, Bai Xue was also indescribable, in short, she didn't want to go back and stay alone.

"Jiajia, I'm going to move out of the house."

Li Jia asked in surprise, "Why?" ”

But she actually thought about it, but she just felt that this would make their relationship more estranged and make Han Yi feel uncomfortable.

"Now I live in his house, and it's not suitable to use his car! Moreover, didn't he say that I had not experienced the hardships and hardships of life, and that I did not know the blessings in the midst of blessings, and that he had fulfilled his wish. She smiled, after all, she remembered what Han Yi said.

"It's not easy to find a house now, and it's even harder to find the right one! Also, you are still in the internship stage, how can you have any money to rent a house? Li Jia just wanted her to dispel this idea, but she definitely didn't have to ask her to do this or that.

"Don't worry, you've found it! I made some money from live streaming before, but it has never been useful, and besides, I also made money part-time when I was studying abroad, so you don't have to worry about this! ”

It seems that Bai Xue has already made plans, and even the house has been found.

"Oh, forget it, I don't dare to interfere in your affairs anymore."

After what happened last time, Li Jia understood the relationship between the two of them

, she has always been just an outsider, not to mention the fact that she made things more complicated after meddling, and also caused a rift in the friendship between the three of them.

And Bai Xue just felt that in this situation, he was still living there, and he couldn't say anything with his car, how could he be called separated by the broken threads?

Some memories, the more I want to forget, the clearer they become; Some emotions, the more you want to ignore them, the more intense they become; Some moods, the more you want to bury them, the more obvious they become.

She loves Han Yi deeply, and is even willing to give her life for him, and for countless nights, you will think of him, and even make her lose the ability to love others again.

Now, she wanted to forget him for a while, sleep well, have a dream without him, and no longer wake up in the middle of the night with teardrops, but the more she tried to forget, the more she found something to numb herself, his figure, his tone, the clearer.

Some feelings linger no matter what; There are some memories that it seems like you will never forget. The more she wanted to forget, the more she wanted to forget, to forget him, to stop suffering and suffering, but the memory seemed to be more profound. Some people say that the best way to forget a person is time and a new love, but she definitely can't do it, she still can't let go, like she is stuck in a quagmire and can't extricate herself.

Feelings are often exhausting, and people who have loved for a long time are not forgotten.

In this journey of life, there is always someone who has to say goodbye to you first, and no one can accompany you to the end, so you always have to learn to get along with yourself at a certain stage. Even if there is some pain, even if there is some loneliness, you have to grit your teeth and get through it.

What is more terrible than deep love is habits, those days when she was used to him by his side, those streets they walked together, the songs they listened to together, when they were really separated from him, what tormented her was those endless thoughts.

Habit will make her miss him so much, and forget about him. It is only when the thoughts slowly turn cold like a cup of hot water, leaving only a glass of clear water without temperature, that it all seems to really begin to reconcile with your life. I lost someone, but I also learned to face parting.

"I had you, and it hurts to think about it. I miss you so much now, and I want to forget about you, but if you think about it carefully, maybe this is part of growing up, and one day, I can say these things that make me cry with a smile. This may be her inner monologue at the moment.

What is a good relationship? Everyone has a different answer. Some people think that the three views are the same and they don't get tired of getting along, and some people think that they achieve each other. And I think the best relationship is to have someone who understands you by your side.

Lin Yilian's song "Words Don't Reach the Meaning" wrote: We are like a layer of glass, we can see but can't touch, although a few millimeters away from you, you won't know how anxious I am, I sit back and watch unintentionally, tears are dripping in my embarrassing silence.

She sang all the sorrows of facing the person she loved, but she couldn't do anything, couldn't build a bridge of love with him, and couldn't establish a tacit understanding.

And Feilun Hai's "It's Quiet" has a lyric: I'm by your side, even breathing silently, but you understand my every emotion. sang the best state of feelings:

We are speechless, but you understand me.

Understanding is the recognition of concepts; Understanding is the communion of hearts.

The person who loves you must understand you, he understands all your tears and laughter, understands your pretending to be strong, and understands your silence.

True love doesn't need to be said, you know his ecstasy, he understands your strong smile, trust each other, and rely on each other.

Reikas said: The best tacit understanding in the world is not that someone understands what you mean, but that someone understands what you want to say.

Those unspoken words, if someone understands, are the happiest things. When everyone is blinded by your smile, he will see the pain in your eyes.

Because I have a deep experience, I know your burdens and understand your hardships. Because I empathize, I feel sorry for you being misunderstood, and accompany you through every trough.

This person may not be perfect, but he can go into the depths of your heart, can read you, and will always be by your side, protect you, feel sorry for you, and not let you be wronged.

If the heart knows each other, there is no word and tacit understanding; If you are in love, you will pity it if you don't say anything. The best relationship is that both parties understand, but they don't need to say it.

Everyone hopes to meet someone who understands themselves, and I hope that the person who understands themselves will cherish themselves!

His love Bai Xue has never doubted, she just wants to be calm and calm, let herself think clearly, is it okay to ignore those people? I also want to see if Han Yi can handle their relationship.

It's not that they have anything to do with each other, it's not that some people come and go.

It's not a sad feeling, but in the end, they broke up unhappily. Or like some people's fate, they can only go to a certain period, and the rest can only be okay with each other! It's about this time, each taking a step back and leaving a little space for each other.

I've cried, made trouble, been impulsive, and been hypocritical, this is probably what it was like to fall in love when I was young. At that time, the relationship wanted a feeling, and it was often to put the like in the mouth. Because of his youth, he always doesn't have enough patience to understand a person, he always thinks of giving up when something happens, and he tortures the person who loves him in a way that shouldn't be.

She is past that age, she is twenty-six years old, and she doesn't have much emotional experience, but this paragraph is enough for her to taste the ups and downs. In this materialistic society, there are too many fast-food loves, and seeking a sincere relationship has become the most difficult thing.

Someone once said: "Leaving with great fanfare is a temptation, and the real departure has no goodbye and is silent." ”

Indeed, in the relationship, there is no temporary intention, and all departures are premeditated. The person who has been clamoring to leave all day long, the louder he is, the more he wants to be retained, but the person who really wants to leave, under the perfunctory and indifferent again and again, his feelings have faded, his heart has been cold, he will never say more, he will not be tempted, and he will leave quietly.

Bai Xue was able to muster up the courage to say such things to Han Yi, it was by no means a matter of one or two days, but there were too many negative emotions affecting her, but she just happened to say it through that time, she felt that she was not wrong, but as for the consequences, she didn't know

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Many girls will say to boys when they end their relationship: "During the days I got along with you, I was disappointed again and again, and I had illusions about you again and again, but the disappointment eventually turned into despair, and I found that after your endless hurt, I also learned to grow." I'm completely tired of your snubbing, my humble flattery with myself, the promises I once made, all the good things I used to have, all the truth, but then I got tired and tired, and then I drifted away from you, and it was all true. People's hearts are relative, exchanging truth for truth; The feelings are mutual, and the heart warms the heart. No one will always melt a piece of ice for 10,000 years with a hot heart, and no one will always be willing to endure endless indifference and alienation. ”

First Zhong Yinger, then Hao Yali, things happened one after another, Bai Xue was sad, but it didn't turn into disappointment and despair.

Zhang Haochen wrote in the book: "Time is the most deceiving, but it can also make you understand that there is nothing in this world that cannot be lost, and what you leave behind is cherished as much as you can, and what you can't get is not important." ”

painstakingly unilaterally maintained, but still couldn't get sincerity and response, people's hearts will be cold after all, and Bai Xue is also using her own way to solve the problems in her relationship.

Passing by is the scene, and the people who rub shoulders are all guests, why should she put her figure very low, so love is love, and she must be ruthless when she should be ruthless.

She believes that love is fair to everyone, and believes that there is such a person who will never leave her and will never leave! And that person happened to be Han Yi.

This is a test, for myself and for Han Yi.

(End of chapter)