"Tell me, why are you so happy today? When I came to my company with your brother yesterday, I was still depressed, and I didn't dare to ask. ”

Ammy couldn't stop savoring the food at the table, "You're still amazing!" Nothing escapes your eyes! Don't ask, don't say if you ask, just be happy anyway! ”

She doesn't have to go back to the UK for the time being, of course she's happy! As she ate, she asked, "Do you remember the last song I sang?" ”

“《ChristmasinMyHeart》。” Han Yi replied without the slightest hesitation.

Ammy gave a thumbs up, "What a good memory!" "I feel a good feeling in my heart, I think Han Yi is still very interested in her.

"I really like this song, and I used to listen to it a lot. Looking at what you sang at the time, it felt like tears might burst out at any time, is there any story? ”

Han Yi didn't eat much, he kept watching Ammy gobble up, completely ignoring his image, which matched the lively dining atmosphere.

Ammy was quite surprised, Han Yi was not as arrogant and indifferent as he seemed on the surface, but he was delicate and observant.

"My first love in the real sense ended at Christmas, and after more than half a year, I often think about ······" Ammy's expression was very relieved, with a hint of bitterness.

She didn't say that this relationship was discovered by her mother, and then forcibly separated them by extraordinary means. First love, the process is always so beautiful, even though the boy chose money between money and her, she doesn't resent it anymore.

Han Yi smiled and sneered: "Yo, I can't see it!" At a young age, he experienced emotional wounds, and he had a deep look, as if the whole world had collapsed. ”

"What's the matter, I'm fine now, I'm quite happy every day, it's like the whole world has collapsed!" Ammy put down his chopsticks and retorted with a solemn face: "And! I'm not small anymore! You're two years past your legal age for marriage! Don't always teach me like an elder, you're only six years older than me, what kind of sophistication are you pretending! ”

Seeing this situation, Han Yi hurriedly admitted his mistake, "Okay! Good! Good! Am I wrong? Hurry up and eat it, don't waste it! ”

He seems to have practiced it from Bai Xue, and he regarded Ammy as Bai Xue, and it was right to admit his mistake as soon as he was unhappy. Ammy also cooperated to pick up the chopsticks again and continued to eat with a great appetite. Han Yi likes to eat with this kind of girl who doesn't pretend to be elegant, and it makes people awkward, which makes people very appetizing, Bai Xue, Li Jia, and Keiko are all like this.

Han Yi feels that girls like Ammy, who seem to be big and happy on the surface, often need more care. Say relieved, how can it be so easy, and happiness is only for others to see.

"Just be happy! Let it pass in the past, don't think about it anymore, don't be sad anymore, don't sing that song again in the future! ”

It's easy to say others, but it's hard to do it yourself, in short, what Han Yi said is quite good

Relaxed.

"I told me about my feelings, and in exchange, you can tell you about yours too." Ammy looked like he was rightfully impressed.

Han Yi couldn't cry or laugh, "What kind of logic is this?" Isn't that what you're going to say yourself? When did I promise you to exchange feelings? I don't say! Hurry up and finish eating, and take me to your brother! ”

"Let's hear it, if you don't say it, I won't take you to see my brother!" Ammy was holding Han Yi hostage.

"Why are you like this, backtracking! You asked me to invite you to dinner, but I didn't say that I had to tell you about myself! Don't cheat! ”

Looking at Han Yi's angry appearance, he must not eat this set, if it is hard, it will be soft.

Ammy quickly said, "I can't find him now." ”

She looked at Han Yi's face that turned black in an instant, and then looked at her watch, "I heard him say in the morning, at about half past eleven in the evening, he will go to the bar with a few friends, and I will send you there when the time comes!" ”

"It's pretty much the same, if you dare to lie to me······" Han Yi looked at Ammy evilly, threatening her, "Don't blame me for not giving you the face of this life-saving benefactor, I will ······ when I see you in the future."

"What about you?" Ammy was just joking, but he didn't expect Han Yi to take it seriously, and he was inexplicably a little scared.

"I'll be away from you." Han Yi laughed helplessly as he spoke.

Ammy thought to herself, why doesn't this Han Yi eat hard and soft?

"Last night, my brother and I heard that you also broke up with your girlfriend, I just wanted to comfort and comfort you, I didn't expect you to be so fierce!"

She did come to Han Yi for this reason, but it was more to deepen their understanding of each other. His falling out of love is actually a good thing for her.

"No, you don't!" Han Yi refused, "But thank you for your kindness, only you know about your feelings, it's not that you will be fine if you say it, besides, we are only temporarily separated, and we will be reconciled." ”

Ammy's heart was half chilled by that, but she still had to pretend that nothing happened. I still muttered in my heart: "Say anything about the past, let it pass, you can't do it yourself!" ”

Everyone has a hidden side, just like Han Yi and Ammy at this time, they are not sad or happy on the surface, but they have some indescribable injuries in their hearts, and Ammy just didn't expose him.

"I'm quite confused now, every day except for work, I neglect my family, I neglect my friends, and I owe my lover. The poetry I once longed for and the distant life are getting farther and farther away from me, and to be honest, I don't even know why! Han Yi smiled lightly, confused, helpless and bitter.

Ammy said: "Everything is not static, we must learn to enjoy the normality of life with an unchanging normal heart, be an ordinary person, live an ordinary life, and be quiet and safe in the waves of time." ”

Han Yi looked at Ammy in great surprise, he really didn't expect that she would actually say this.

Ammy laughed, "Don't look at me like that! This is what you posted on Moments a year ago, how about it,

I memorized it word for word. ”

She finished reading Han Yi's circle of friends, although there were few news throughout the year, there were still a lot of photos and essays he took when he was in college. I asked a lot about Han Yi from Yi Yang, and learned about his past through other channels, only to find that I liked him more and more.

It's not easy! Han Yi met Ammy a few times, but every time his eyes lit up, and something happened every time.

"I remember it was posted at night, that is, I worked late, I was very tired, I was very anxious, and I wanted to change my lifestyle. A year has passed, and it seems to be the same, and there has been no change at all. ”

It has to be said that when a person reaches a certain age, his mentality changes as he grows older. From the young and ignorant childhood, the arrogant and uninhibited teenager, the young man who pursues his dreams, to the middle-aged who has stepped into the threshold of confusion, the whole person is constantly changing, and he can't help himself.

Perhaps, it is the living environment that affects the state of mind, becoming uneasy about the status quo, from calm to restless, and then from restlessness to calm, but what is obtained at different stages is just the opposite.

"It's just that you don't feel that there has been a change, besides, it's easy for you to change what you want, put down the work at hand, go to live your so-called poetry and distant life for a while, maybe in a few days, you will miss the current full and passionate work state."

Ammy is actually right, Han Yi is only twenty-eight now, how can he really want to live a plain life? It is the age of his struggle and adventure, how can he be satisfied with the status quo. It's like when I was a kid, I wanted to take a vacation when I went to school, and I wanted to go to school when I was on vacation.

"That's easy! Naturally, I can't compare with your brother, he can treat his interests as work, and he can do what he wants without hesitation, instead of obviously not liking and sometimes having to accept it. The company's monthly expenses are a number that I couldn't have imagined at the beginning, and I have to find a way to earn it back, make it break even, and make the company profitable······ In short, I can't let my guard down, and if I don't pay attention, everything I have now may be in vain. ”

Han Yi's pressure is not unreasonable, he has to think about and pay much more than ordinary people.

"Well, my grandfather once said something similar to me, he couldn't let go of the company's affairs when he was seventy years old, and he said he didn't dare! At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand it at all, he had that status, and he was so old, why did he have to work so hard? He said that he had to keep the original mentality, and when he felt that he was a character, he was nothing, so he could not let up for a moment. I guess when my brother can think like you, my grandfather will really be relieved. ”

Ammy wanted to persuade Han Yi to have a better time, but she could better understand his difficulties or the "ambitions" of young people.

"The closer life is to the ordinary, the closer the heart is to the gorgeous. Something that is too hard and too ostentatious must be bluffing. And inner peace is the real peace, it is cleaner and purer, my grandfather said!

”

They chatted very well, chatting while eating, and even talked about what kind of ordinary life they lived when they were in their seventies and eighties.

It is like a tree, standing in the posture of eternity, without joy and sorrow. Half in the soil, half in the wind, half in the shade, half in the sun.

True peace is not to avoid the hustle and bustle of cars and horses, but to cultivate fences and plant chrysanthemums in your heart. Although the past is still the same, every day is still the same, as long as we eliminate our obsessions, we can be quiet and peaceful.

The clouds are light, and the water is light. The things of the world are disturbed, right and wrong are gained and lost, and it is difficult to find perfection. If you want to be happy in everything, you will be stuck in the quagmire of scheming and cannot extricate yourself.

When the flowers bloom in one season, people live for a lifetime, and if you are happy, you will be more relaxed. The good or bad external circumstances are not the root of happiness and suffering, but the real initiator is our heart. I want to smile naturally, and I will definitely put it down when I see it through.

In every quiet heart, there is a most beautiful scenery. Despite the complexity of the world, the heart is still the same, and the feelings are still the same; Despite the bumps and drifts, the footsteps are still the same, and the pursuit is still the same; Despite the vicissitudes of time, the world remains and life remains.

When we look back, it may not only be the memories that have been precipitated, but also those wind-like past, those song-like years, all drifting away in the dark thoughts.

is no longer an ignorant age, nor is it a dream season, the years of shuttle have written the past of displacement. The gurgling river of life, the journey of flowers blooming, ups and downs, bit by bit, bloomed a piece of duckweed in the heart lake.

In life, there are always some people who come quietly, wait quietly, and never give up; There are also some people, as strong as wine, crazy as drunk, but they wake up and have nowhere to look, come and go like the wind, and dream without a trace.

Life is like taking a train, the scenery of the past is so beautiful, you can't give up, but you always need to move forward, you tell yourself, I will definitely come back in the future, but in fact, often you will never go back. The scenery that retreats and the people you meet are gradually drifting away after all.

What we can do is to cherish everything around us, and the future may be better or not. What you have should be cherished, and what you miss can never be recovered!

What Han Yi wants to do is to let his heart be quiet! Think carefully about what you care about and what you should cherish.

(End of chapter)