Bai Qingyan went to Li Fu's room to look for him after eating, but the room was empty, Li Fu seemed to have never come back, Bai Qingyan went out to look for him, but found him sitting on the roof in a daze.

Bai Qingyan also went up, looking at the starlight in the sky, she felt that her mind was full of infinite reverie, she sat next to Li Fu, but it took a long time for Li Fu to find that she was sitting over. Li Fu didn't know what to say, but he felt very uncomfortable in his heart, he saw Bai Qingyan coming over, and knew that she had good intentions, and she must be worried about him.

"What's wrong with you, you've been unhappy since you came back today, and you've been unhappy until now. Didn't you say that you would get better after meeting the madrigal? Why is it not good now, it is getting worse and worse. Bai Qingyan asked worriedly, she thought, maybe Li Fu was really caught in it.

"I've been really unhappy lately, I thought I would be even happier to see her, but I didn't expect that after seeing her, not only did I not recover, but I got even worse. Do you know? In front of her, I felt clumsy and sluggish, and sometimes I couldn't even speak. Li Fu was gloomy and felt that he didn't know what to do.

What's more, from today's relationship, Li Fu felt from the bottom of his heart that although the two of them had a common language, in her heart, she always regarded him as an outsider, and there was a sense of rejection. It made him feel uncomfortable.

He is also used to walking the rivers and lakes, and he is used to being alone, and he knows that she must be like this, but although he is alone, he is a forced person, and he longs in his heart to have someone who can wander the world with him, this person, since he met the pastoral girl, he has recognized her from the bottom of his heart.

These may feel a little frivolous, but this is the only time in more than ten years that he has been attracted to a woman, this woman is not an ordinary woman, of course he knows, but he is also very confident in his heart that he is not a worldly person.

"If you like someone, you get clumsy! But what can be done? Li Fu, your liking is so obvious that even I can clearly feel it. Bai Qingyan said, "You have only met twice, not to mention, men in this world are eager to courtship after seeing her once or twice, maybe she does not approve of this kind of behavior in her heart, or maybe she is too cautious about her feelings, so she thinks you are too reckless." ”

Li Fu was thoughtful and did not answer Bai Qingyan's words. "Sometimes, women can be very shy. Moreover, if you are so reckless, she will only think that you are too reckless in her heart. ”

"But what I want is that if I like someone, I like someone, so I tell her and let her make her own choice. It was a time when I had never encountered these things before, and then I did encounter them, and I was lost. I didn't have a chance to say that at all. ”

"Qingyan, you say, I look frivolous like this, but if the pastoral girl also likes me, she will naturally accept me and will not care about this." Li Fu sighed, "I know, she doesn't like me. I could feel it strongly. ”

Li Fu looked at the long night, his eyes were dilated, as if they were empty and empty, his eyes seemed to merge with the boundless night, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

His memory went back to that awkward afternoon, when they were listening to a story together, and the storyteller was talking about a love story intensely, and the madrigal girl sat across from him, quietly drinking tea, and sneering at the beautiful love that the storyteller was talking about.

His mind was all on her, and he secretly looked at her in a daze, knowing that after listening to the whole story, he was stunned. But the madrigal girl asked him what he thought of the story told by the storyteller today. Li Fu was stunned in embarrassment, he didn't listen at all.

It's OK. Li Fu lowered his head and said, Muge's gaze turned to him, which made him blush in embarrassment for a while, she probably knew that he had been staring at her, she asked him deliberately, but she did not shy away when she looked at him, and met his eyes directly.

She must have seen the panic in his eyes and the subconscious dodge, it was like a little woman who saw her sweetheart for the first time, and the red cheeks betrayed his heart in an instant, as if his heart was displayed in front of her like that, without concealment.

She must have thought it was extremely funny. She is loved by everyone, there is no need to doubt these at all, she likes to see them shy in front of her, that feeling of first love, she likes to watch, she has had it before, and it is unforgettable. But she just likes to watch it, and doesn't want it to be because of her.

She opened her mouth, and a stifled smile accidentally came out, revealing her heart. "Why did Li Gongzi suddenly blush, could it be that the storyteller's story is too exciting?"

Li Fu felt even more ashamed for a while, "I, I also think the story is too exciting." Maybe it's too hot, and it's easy to blush when it's hot. By the way, Madrigal Girl, I'll go buy some melon seeds or snacks! ”

After that, Li Fu left in a hurry, but the pastoral girl smiled even more happily, isn't this trying to cover up? What's more, today's weather is so cool, it's not suitable to use it as an excuse at all.

When Li Fu came back again, Pastoral had been waiting for an unknown amount of time. Sure enough, he brought a few plates of snacks, melon seeds and osmanthus cakes. He was a little sorry, and the movement was very unnatural when he put things on the table, and he felt that Pastoral's gaze was always on him, but what could he do.

The more he disguised it, the more unnatural it became, the more embarrassed he felt, the more uncomfortable he felt, and he felt fine beads of sweat already appearing on his forehead, all due to being too embarrassed.

The two of them sat for a long time, and in Li Fu's opinion, it was almost as long as the earth was desolate, and finally the pastoral girl was happy, and the two of them began to go back, but when he was about to send the pastoral girl back, he was resolutely rejected by the pastoral girl.

Although Bai Qingyan didn't know what happened to them, she guessed most of it in her heart when she saw Li Fu's expression, but what could she do, the most complicated thing in the world was emotional things, and the most difficult thing to explain clearly was emotional things.

In the end, she is just an outsider, and these things cannot be forced. "Li Fu, if you really like it, you have to overcome your fears, and don't care if you can really be together in the end, just do what you want to do." Bai Qingyan said.

Li Fu nodded and agreed, he had no emotional experience, so he could only obey Bai Qingyan. And, deep down, he felt that he wanted to be with her, but she didn't want to! A person, the rivers and lakes are not just strangers, but if you can be with the person you like, you can make the world your home. What's more, this place of peace is my hometown.

"Qingyan, have you ever liked someone so much that you want to be with him forever. Whole-heartedly? Li Fu asked at night, he couldn't see his face, so naturally he didn't know what his expression was.

And in the dark night, Bai Qingyan's face couldn't really be seen, she remembered some of the past, some of her stupid years, right? "Never." Bai Qingyan said coldly. Naturally, those don't count, she doesn't care anymore.

The two of them were in a daze on the eaves, looking at the boundless night, looking at the invisible wind, and the stars in the sky, like small eyes embedded in the sky, shining, flashing little eyes. There are also thousands of lights that do not belong to them, and finally as time goes by, they are also extinguished one by one.

If you have seen the night, the stars in the sky, and the lights of thousands of homes, and finally realized that even if there are thousands of lights, nothing has ever belonged to you. So, will the hope be extinguished! But in Bai Qingyan's heart, those things are burning more and more! And it's hard to be extinguished anymore.

"Go back to sleep! Li Fu, you should also go back and rest early! Some things will be like that whether you want it or not. ”

Li Fu agreed, and the two of them went back to the room. Bai Qingyan felt that today's day was a mixed blessing, while feeling very happy to meet a new friend, but on the other hand, he was entangled by Li Fu's entanglement.

After she returned to the room, she lay down on the quilt, and after drinking some wine today, she had a faint headache, thinking that she must have a good night's sleep, but when she really lay down, she felt that it was difficult to sleep.

I don't know why, she actually began to worry about the pastoral girl and Li Fu, if there is really a lover who can finally become a family, then they can't be together! Li Fu is just an unrequited love on his side.

The moonlight quietly climbed up the treetops, and at this time, Bai Qingyan had already fallen asleep, she slept unsteadily, and always felt that her consciousness was half-awake. Qiao Changfeng came to her room at this moment.

He was passing by, really just passing by, passing all the way from Qiao's mansion, he didn't have much time to stay here, he just wanted to come and see her, but she was already asleep, so it was not good to disturb. Qiao Changfeng had no choice but to use his housekeeping skills. He took out a long tube and put a little powder in it, which was white and tiny.

Put it to his mouth, blow it gently, the whole room spread, Bai Qingyan's breathing at this time has gradually become stable and balanced, Li Fu opened the door gently, and entered the room lightly.

Bai Qingyan's stable face was exposed outside the quilt, and some happiness and some sorrow could be seen between her eyebrows and eyes, he didn't know what had happened these days, but in his heart he saw that she was not so haggard and let go of his heart.

I don't know how to share her worries and solve problems, and I am already too busy to take care of myself. Qiao Changfeng sat next to her, staring at her face, with joy in his heart. This joy is almost incomparable, and these days, he worries about her all the time.

One glance is enough, one glance is enough. Don't ask for too much. Qiao Changfeng left quietly, hoping that she could sleep well, and with her own good sleep, she would definitely have a good night's sleep.

Qiao Changfeng went out, closed the door quietly, and was about to leave but was stopped by a child who was short in height and looked strange, Qiao Changfeng looked at the child, and the more he looked at it, the more he felt that this child had a feeling of being ugly and cute.

But it looked very fierce, Qiao Changfeng asked him in a low voice, but the child didn't speak, but asked him who he was and why he came to his master's room. Qiao Changfeng smiled, "I'm here to visit a friend, I'll go back now." You don't have to tell her I've been here. ”

"Look at friends? Then why did you come to see it in the middle of the night, and besides, my master is a girl, and you are a man, why do you go in and out of a woman's room at will? Han Yue said and was about to go up and do it, but at this time, Li Fu came and stopped in time.

Qiao Changfeng said goodbye to Li Fu, and his last words were to take care of Bai Qingyan for me. As soon as he heard this, Li Fu instantly understood. However, he also said that he wanted to keep it secret for him, so Li Fu had to keep his mouth shut.