It is said that the world is emotional, but in the middle of summer, the white porcelain plum soup, the broken ice hits the wall. The love in the world is tribulated, but the Sanjiu black tile and yellow lotus are fresh, and the sugar heart is hard to say.

Today's Gu Chu's heart is like falling into an ice cave, as if something is in his throat and there are words of suffering.

On July 17, Gu Chu drove to the alley of An Ruo's house in City A. There is money in this world that can make ghosts grind, although the process was a little troublesome, and finally Gu Chu found An Ruo's address.

By the time I arrived, it was late at night, close to the early hours of the morning. The pace of life in City A is slow, and there are hardly any passers-by on the street at this point.

"Pop" Gu Chu lit a cigarette, the lights in the car were not turned on, and the flame of the cigarette butt flickered with flickering light.

His eyes looked at the mouth of the alley without blinking, as if he could stare at An Ruolai in this way. With the car window half-open, he slowly spit out a roll of smoke rings, blinding his vision, as if his heart had been covered with dust after An Ruo left, like a lake on the verge of death.

His figure was hidden in the darkness, raising his hand to broadcast his mobile phone.

No one answered, and a woman's cold voice sounded slowly; "Hello, I'm An Ruo. I can't answer the phone right now, please leave a message if you have something. ”

The voice broke, his finger pressed on the screen a few times, and a woman's voice sounded: "Mr. Gu, I love you." I love you so much. ”

The loop was played, and the soft voice of the shallow language filled the entire carriage, and finally returned to calm.

In the car, Gu Chu buried his head in the steering wheel, his voice choked, and he couldn't hear it in the night. "I was wrong, will you come back?"

The only thing that answered him was a few cat meows in the alley, which seemed quite lonely in the night.

Once upon a time, he could have imagined that the two of them would be in such a situation now.

Hearing the footsteps, he turned his head, and Qian Yuan had already opened the door and got into the car and sat in the co-pilot. "Eat some, you haven't eaten all day today."

What was handed over was a local specialty, and it was fragrant when I opened it. Gu Chu stared out the window for a while, didn't answer, and didn't answer.

He hadn't eaten for a few days, but he felt very full, the kind of bloated fullness. This is the place where she has lived since she was a child, and it is naturally a holy place for her inner cultivation. With her parents and friends in her hands, he believes that her spirit can gradually recover.

There was wind pouring in from the car window, and Gu Chu looked at the long street, strange but very kind. Once... He also fantasized about marrying An Ruo home from this quaint alley with great fanfare, and their faces must have been happy and sweet at that time.....

The weather was a little cloudy, Gu Chu was a little worried and asked lightly, "Will tomorrow be good weather?" ”

Qi Lie buried his head in nibbling on the dried vegetable cake and muttered vaguely: "I just checked the weather here, it won't rain tomorrow, and the sun will come out at noon." ”

That's good, she's a sunshine person, and rainy weather can affect her mood.

......

An Ruo had a long talk with An's mother at home at night, and the conversation was mostly about school, life, and feelings.

Most of the time, An Ruo just lowered her eyes and smiled gently, talking with An's mother lightly.

Mother An was very worried when she saw it, and shook her head: "You used to be like this, everything was indifferent." Your dad and I were really happy to go home for the Chinese New Year, because at that time you were happy and lively and did everything with anger, and we all felt that it was right to send you out to practice. But now..."

Mother Ann didn't say anything more, just sighed. An Ruo pursed her lips, she naturally knew what those unspoken words were.

Love seems to be the nutrient she relies on for survival, she has never been in contact with it and is naturally not alive, but with love watered by her, she is not the same beauty, everyone has a soft smile, and her eyes are full of refreshing warmth. It's not like now, there are no waves in the eyes, there is no look, and the dark eyes are filled with lingering sadness.

An Ruo wanted to comfort An's mother with a smile, and the corners of her mouth hooked, the arc was stiff, full of bitterness. Seeing her like this, An's mother mourned in her heart and stretched out her hand to hug An Ruo; "You have to know that these are the six flavors of life, and when you experience sweetness, you naturally have to try bitterness. God is fair, it will not be kind to anyone, and naturally it will not be kind to you, and the good is behind. So my good daughter, cheer up, there is light in the future, do you see? He stretched out his hand to pick up the broken hair that was scattered between her forehead, and spoke lovingly.

An Ruo thought, is there light in the future? Why could she only see a black fog, a thick fog that couldn't be removed. Now that her heart is shattered and her body is in tatters, how can she start over with her appearance of not being a ghost or a ghost? She hated to bury herself in the dust and be isolated...

She said: "I used to always say that the moon under the sea is the moon in the sky, and the person in front of me is my sweetheart, but now I know that the bottom of the sea can't be fished, and my sweetheart can't reach it." If you dream like a phantom moon, if you are like a flower. ”

I still remember that he once said that he loved her, she thought that he did not love her, but just enjoyed being liked and remembered by her, the so-called love is just an illusion, it is afraid of suddenly losing the vanity of being loved, just like the owner will follow behind him and call his name after the dog runs away.

......

The next day was a good day, the sun was shining but it didn't feel stuffy. An's father has gone to work, and An Ruo and An's mother are ready to do a big cleaning.

Because it was Saturday, Xiangxiang also ran over to help.

The help of one more person really made An Ruo a lot easier.

When Xiangxiang washed the sheets, his hands were full of foam, and the children in the courtyard were naughty, reaching out to hold the foam in the basin in the palm of his hand, and blowing vigorously with his cheeks.

Small bubbles floated above their heads, and several of them stood or sit, looking up, all smiling on their faces.

This kind of joint housework is no different from the past. She will still laugh, make trouble, be lazy and coquettish and say that she doesn't want to move.

And Xiangxiang and An's mother will still look at her dotingly on the side, complaining, but they don't let her do any more work, at this time, it will be even more if Jiayi is there.

Thinking of Jia Yi An Ruo, it occurred to her that her mobile phone had not been taken care of since she took it home, and it was casually thrown in the corner.

Near noon, An's mother stayed at home for dinner, and the feelings of the neighbors for many years naturally did not treat her as an outsider. So when Xiangxiang spontaneously went to the kitchen to help, An Ruo didn't stop him. I grabbed an apple on the coffee table and nibbled on it.

There is a TV in the living room, and An Ruoyi turns on the anime channel and is playing Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf.

An Ruo seemed to be in Gu Chu's apartment in a trance, and the two of them were childishly arguing about what program to watch, grabbing the remote control board.

"The Pleasant Goat and the Big Big Wolf are very good, and the little people can also set off the big truth. Why can't you watch it? The words are full of grumbling and incomprehension.

Someone snatched the remote control board in a serious way, and said, "As a law student, you should be self-disciplined. In normal times, I watch more legal programs and learn from real cases. ”

"My Teacher Gu is not in school now. Can't you just let me relax? "An Ruo's head is full of black lines.

"No, watching childish anime will also make your brain very childish."

"Don't you think it's naïve to fight back and forth with me for the remote control board?"

“......”

Of course, the winner of that remote control board competition was naturally An Ruo, as a punishment, she dragged Gu Chu to sit on the sofa for two and a half hours to watch the Pleasant Goat and the Big Big Wolf, and those two and a half hours can only be described in four words for Gu Chu.

How sweet the two were at the beginning, how bleak they are now. In the picture, the gray wolf was beaten back to the sky again, and went home to find the red wolf with a bruised face, and he was greeted by a frying pan, An Ruo looked at the gray wolf in the picture without complaint and smiled when he came to the red wolf, the corner of his mouth raised a smile, the smile became bigger and bigger, the laughter was brisk, and after laughing, his face was full of tears, crying grief and despair, covering his heart with one hand, tearing his heart. The apple in his hand took off, fell to the ground and rolled three times, sliding to An Ruo's feet.

"What's wrong?" The two people in the kitchen didn't have time to take off their aprons, one ran out with a dish and the other with a knife, and the scene was funny.

At this time, An Ruo seemed to cry out all the suffering of the past few days, sobbing and unable to say a word, Xiangxiang wanted to come forward to persuade him, but was pulled by An's mother beside him: "Let her cry, she presses me so much, I am more worried, it is a good thing to cry." ”

This lunch, Xiangxiang ate very sadly, she had never seen such an An Ruo, before exposing all her grief, she always thought that she was a child insulated from tears, and now it seems that the greater the sorrow in the heart of the child who is used to forbearance, once it erupts, it will be out of control.

She lowered her head to eat, and she didn't cry in front of An Ruo. People who are sad in their hearts are easily affected by other people's emotions, and now An Ruo's physical condition is not good, and it is not appropriate to be stimulated anymore.

In fact, she wanted to cry for a long time, the moment she saw An Ruo, her tears almost poured out, she had a lot of things to say to her, but when the words came to her mouth, all the thousand words became speechless in the next second.

She can't imagine how An Ruo has come over these days, only to find out that everything is just a complete scam after overturning all the delivery sincerity, if it were her, she would probably go crazy...

After the meal, An Ruo sent Xiangxiang out, Xiangxiang's eyebrows twitched, and he took a deep breath and said, "Where do you want to go in the afternoon?" I'll go out for a walk with you. ”

"No, I'm a little tired."

Seeing the tiredness between An Ruo's eyebrows, Xiangxiang didn't say more, only left the sentence "Contact me if you have something, turn on the machine 24 hours a day" and turned around and walked away step by step.

An Ruo smiled, true friends seem to be like this, always caring about you unconditionally.

Back in his birthplace, Ah Sheng's mood gradually stabilized, and if he didn't think about many things, there would be no other emotions.

The elders in the box are getting older, and they often get together to chat before and after meals, and An's mother sometimes pulls Ah Sheng out together, she just sits quietly on the sidelines and listens to them chatting about those trivial pieces of life.

An Ruo will listen to it very happily every time, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth, the years are passing away, adults are getting old, and children are beginning to grow up. will slowly understand that such a trivial and peaceful day without twists and turns is the best.