Chapter 099: Love to Fulfillment

Han Yi chose to ignore both girls, because it would be endless sentimentality to talk about either one. What's more, it's snowy, and it's still in a foreign country, even if you want to meet again, it's so difficult. And after Li Jia listened to Han Yi's heartfelt words, she wanted to ask Qin Yue about Zhong Ying'er's news.

Even if Han Yi didn't say it, Li Jia wanted to be able to help Zhong Ying'er do something for her when she needed help, so as to save him from worrying. Han Yi is undoubtedly her and Feng Zhiyao's Bole, not only has he helped her all the time, but now he can be regarded as bringing Feng Zhiyao's career back to life. Sincere and loyal, for Han Yi, for the boss in her mouth.

Keiko is also strange, Han Yi didn't question her, and he didn't see her when he returned to Shanghai, as if he was deliberately avoiding her.

"Didn't you go well to Shenzhen?" Keiko asked Qiu Lang, who was lying next to him reading a book.

Qiu Lang put down the book, hugged Keiko, and said with some concern: "It's going well!" But Han Yi seems to have invested most of the liquidity on hand in Fu Bo's company and his mobile game this time, which may be more stressful, and he basically only slept for four hours in Shenzhen for a few days······"

"Then why did you pay so much money and sign a bet with him! In the past few years, he has made a lot of money for you and the old man! Keiko suddenly sat up and blamed Han Yi.

Qiu Lang really spoiled her to the sky, and he didn't mean to quarrel with her at all, "Ouch, he took the initiative to mention it, I could have voted more, but he didn't agree, you also know that he has a good face, and he doesn't want me to be difficult." If it takes another twenty days or so, the other shareholders of the company will definitely be willing to vote, but Han Yi said that he can't wait, he has seen all the data in those days, and he is more professional than the people I brought! ”

He pulled Keiko to lie down in his arms, "Actually, I agree with his point of view, don't say twenty days, even if it's ten days, there are too many variables, it has been on the shelves before, once it is preempted by others, there will be no market for Fu Bo's game." You haven't seen Fu Bo, his current ideas and techniques are probably only seen in movies. To be honest, if it were me, I would have voted, whether it was in terms of work or feelings, there was no problem, and the preliminary assessment was passed. ”

"Looks like you're underestimating him! He also said that he wouldn't spend money, but he didn't expect to get tens of millions out at once. Keiko suddenly thought of turning him into a partner at the beginning, "When he was asked to do Yihui with me, he still refused. Look what's going on now, you can't get down after you go up, so you can't let it go! ”

Qiu Lang had a serious face: "I'm going to talk about you!" Why do you have nothing to do to find Zhong Ying'er? It's nothing, you've become a bad person in anyone's eyes! And there are some things you don't know, so don't get involved. ”

"Who are you talking about! Say who is blindly mixed! Keiko pretended to have a fierce expression and pinched Qiu Lang. I also want to ask him why he went to England and didn't meet Bai Xue? ”

Qiu Lang was silent and did not tell Keiko about the scene Han Yi saw in Cardiff. First, he agreed to keep it a secret, and second, he felt that there might be some misunderstanding. If she had told Keiko, her temper might have caused some kind of mess again.

Han Yi and Li Jia went home after eating, and this should be the first night he lived in. Zhong Ying'er and Qin Yue both moved away, and the house was cleaned up again, leaving no trace of anyone.

Like every night in Chongqing in previous years, when I returned home, I would think of Bai Xue, and after taking a shower, I would take out a diary to write down my thoughts about her. Then when I thought about it, I picked up my phone and wanted to call her and message her. But he didn't practice it in hesitation, because Bai Xue said that he should not disturb her, and don't wait for her to delay himself, forget her when he meets the right one, and if not, wait for her to come back and continue.

And now in Han Yi's view, without ifs, his waiting has become wishful thinking.

Thinking of the heartache, tossing and turning and unable to sleep, he sat in the living room and turned on the TV, and then got to work. He was used to the sound on the TV, which didn't affect his work at all, and the sound on the TV just made him feel that he was not alone in the house, and it was so frighteningly quiet.

At one o'clock in the morning, the mobile phone rang, it was the voice of WeChat, he looked at it, it was a message from Bai Xue: "Didn't you really come to Cardiff to look for me?" That morning I saw a man in a long black coat with a stunning image of you! ”

Han Yi wanted to say: Yes, it's me! I came to see you on purpose, and I came over as soon as I saw the note you left. I'm sure, it's you that I love, I'm sure!

But so what? Tell her that she still loves her, then she will break up with someone else? Is that still the snow he knows?

He didn't hate Bai Xue for falling in love, but hated that he had lost Bai Xue for so many years, and now he had the feeling that he could never get it again.

So he still replied: No. I've been to England, but I haven't been to see you.

Bai Xue thought that he was staying up late again, did he often stay up late like this?

But she didn't ask this, and she wasn't surprised, because when they were together, they often stayed up late to work like this. What she was puzzled was, "Why?" Why didn't you come to see me when you came to England? Did you choose Zhong Yinger? Or are you already in love with someone else? ”

What the hell is the problem, she wondered. sent a sentence to Han Yi: Why?

These few sentences were the longest conversation they had in three years. Because since there is no way to prevent the breakup and leaving from happening, put away the love and choose not to disturb each other.

"Why?" Han Yi thought about why she could ask, "Why?" ”

"It's obviously the breakup you said at the beginning, and now that you're with someone else, why do you need me to find you? If I had made it clear and made it clear that I had to wait for three years, I would have waited for you to come back without hesitation, but ······"

He didn't let out what he was thinking, and what he had in his mind was the image of her holding hands and hugging others. He was angry, but he replied without even a tone of symbol: I won't blame you, and I won't pester you. Take care of yourself and wish you happiness.

Bai Xue looked at this message and cried, "What do you mean? Don't you love me? She struggled to recall, "What the hell am I doing wrong?" Is there some misunderstanding? Or have you already moved away? ”

Other people's love talks vigorously, but she has always been as plain as water with Han Yi, and the relationship is only at the stage of kissing. Although the feeling of being in love is very comfortable, she sometimes hopes to be able to fall in love with Han Yi vigorously, even if it is a quarrel, saying that she will break up and then reconcile.

Tears slip down, flow down the cheeks, stay at the corners of the lips, and only after chewing can you know the saltiness of the tears. Only when the heart-wrenching thoughts, the lingering looks, and the parting that end up will they begin to look for their own loneliness and loneliness, and will they try to find a person's leisure and indifference. She even regretted that she had broken up with Han Yi at the beginning, did she believe in Han Yi too much?

And Han Yi was also crying in his heart, he didn't lose his temper with Bai Xue once, he didn't even speak out loud, he loved her very much, he always kept it in his heart, and he didn't let anyone replace him. He thought about the restaurant he opened for her, for a Western meal that he had never forgotten. Thinking of the scenes where I have fantasized about proposing to her countless times, thinking about getting married and having children, and even all the time in the future, it seems that my dream has been shattered at this moment.

How difficult it is to fulfill a thing, let go of her lover's hand and let her run to the arms of others, who can really do it?

He flipped through the hundreds of photos on his laptop, looked at Bai Xue's expression of joy and sorrow, and thought about the scene where each photo was taken at that time, like a movie about memories.

Looking at the sports watch she gave him in his hand, he has been wearing it for three years, although he has been ridiculed for it, he doesn't care, in his eyes it is far more precious than those tens of millions of watches.

Han Yi, who was sitting on the bed, took out the necklace that was given to Bai Xue from the box and returned it to herself when she was leaving, and asked herself, "Can I still wear it for her again?" ”

"When did you fall in love with someone else?" "Why didn't you tell me?" "Will you come back?" "Can I hold you again?" ”······

He had countless questions in his heart that he wanted to ask Bai Xue and what he wanted to say to Bai Xue, but there was only one lonely self in the room.

He is accustomed to hiding alone and being vulnerable, unwilling to let others see his wounds. When there is only one person, I suddenly want to cry, but I can't cry sadly.

Sometimes, in the dead of night, I suddenly feel that it is not that I can't sleep, but that I stubbornly don't want to sleep.

Sometimes, when I walk through a familiar street corner when I get home from work and see a familiar back, I suddenly think of Bai Xue, and even want to go forward to confirm whether it is her.

Sometimes, I have a lot of things in my heart that I want to say to her, but I don't know how to express them.

Sometimes, you feel like you don't have anything left, and then you feel like you have nothing.

It's really just that sometimes, even though I have a lot of friends around me, I still feel lonely. How many times, he really wanted to indulge himself, wishing that he would go crazy hysterically once, just like getting drunk and unconscious in a bar with Qiu Lang and Fu Bo.

Sometimes, suddenly I can't find myself and I lose myself without a trace. In the confusion, a tired mood suddenly appeared in my heart for some reason, and then I felt that I was very tired and tired, so I fell asleep.

is obviously two people who love each other, but they don't dare to speak for the sake of their little self-esteem. obviously trusts each other so much, but can't help but doubt it.

In Han Yi's eyes, Bai Xue has a new boyfriend. But why is she so sad that she tears because of Han Yi's words, she obviously loves Han Yi.

There must be some misunderstanding in this!