Chapter 100: Lovesickness

May is the end of spring and the beginning of summer. It is like the gentlest smile, neither the cold of the beginning of spring, nor the impetuousness and laziness of the midsummer. Gentle but not light, warm but not restrained, the sky is calm, and the grass and trees are happy.

Han Yi arrived at his alma mater at almost noon, sat in the stands of the basketball court, and waited for Zhou Pei to come over.

The sound of slapping the ball came and went, and the boys were full of passion, dodging left and right, and the fierce battle was in full swing. A few students who had a good time simply took off their clothes, went shirtless, shouted and roared, and dodged back and forth. After running, it was another three points, and then there was excitement in the perseverance on his face, and he looked relieved. Then he threw himself into the next attack, the scorching sun was roasting, and the boys' hair was flashing with beads of sweat inside and out, shining, and the sun-red backs were dripping with oil, and they were shiny.

Zhou Pei, who used to be an obedient small ministry and called "minister" one by one, has become the editor of the provincial publishing house that signed Han Yi's works.

Zhou Pei ran to Han Yi and sat beside him: "Minister, why don't you call me over to pick me up?" I'm so scared of you! ”

"Why don't you dare to call the old minister in front of you! Isn't that what it's called in WeChat? Han Yi said and slapped her lightly on the back of the head, "I'm here to take revenge on you!" ”

Zhou Pei stood up with a smile and pulled Han Yi, "Let's go, invite me to dinner!" I rushed over before I got off work when I received the call, and I didn't have time to eat! ”

"Are you mistaken! It's rare for me to come back and you, as the host, can say such a thing! Where is the conscience? Han Yi chased after Zhou Pei and wanted to teach her a lesson, but Zhou Pei ran away. When the two of them returned to campus, it was as if they had become one of them, frolicking and full of youthful energy.

Han Yi still couldn't forget the various delicacies in the canteen, so he rushed into the canteen without hesitation. When you go in, you're hungry, and when you come out, you're satisfied.

"How many days will you come back this time?" Zhou Pei looked at Han Yi's outfit, "Why are you dressed like a student and carrying a backpack?" ”

"I don't stay for a day, I just stop by the school to have a look. I'll go see your aunt later, and then I'll talk to you about things, and I'll fly back to Chongqing in the evening. ”

Han Yi's schedule was full, so he went home from the UK and rested for more than a day, rushed back to Shanghai, then went to Shenzhen, from Shenzhen to Shanghai, then to Wuhan, then to Chongqing, and then to Chengdu after a few days in Chongqing, which is simply a superman in the sky.

"Sister Jiajia had already talked to the main investor when she came last time, saying that you made a request as the original author and investor, and recommended Nuan Nuan to participate in the role of the second female in it. We have all been in contact, and the crew also feels that her image and temperament are very in line with the characters in the original book, and we are very satisfied. And the voice of the second female character on the Internet is actually on par with the heroine, I am afraid that she will overshadow the limelight of the protagonist, so I am now discussing the modification of this role in the script. ”

"Anyway, I'll leave this matter to you, I have already communicated with your publishing house on the phone, and you will negotiate with the publishing house and investment on behalf of me as an author." Han Yi hurriedly walked in front of Zhou Pei, eager to speak without pause, "Now take me to buy something and visit your aunt." I won't go to your publishing house, and I'll take me to the airport. ”

Sitting in the car, Zhou Pei complained: "You are in too much of a hurry, just tossing me back and forth for a few hours for your meal!" "Complaining is complaining, just because Han Yi can have a meal with her in such a hurry, which already makes her very satisfied.

Although the reunion was short-lived, it still felt like yesterday. At least I felt very relaxed at that moment on campus, and the meal that was less than ten yuan was still very fragrant and delicious.

When he arrived in Chongqing and was picked up at home, it was already more than nine o'clock in the evening, and he returned to the first house he bought, and the starting point of Bai Xue's first memories.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he arrived home, he received a call from Keiko, Han Yi hesitated and didn't want to answer.

"Still angry?" Keiko knew that she shouldn't go to Zhong Ying'er, but she didn't regret it, but she still had to act a little guilty in front of Han Yi.

Han Yi was tired from flying around, and he didn't want to talk much, but he couldn't help it, after all, it was all for his own good. He knew that even if Keiko didn't look for Zhong Ying'er, he wouldn't be able to keep her by his side all the time.

"I just got home and I'm tired. If you have anything to say, hurry up, I have to go to the company for a meeting tomorrow. ”

Keiko said hesitantly: "I know you have nothing to do with Zhong Ying'er, but why did you go to the UK to see Ali, but you didn't go to see Bai Xue?" ”

"Don't ask! It's just going to travel for a day. I came back early because of the company's affairs, and I didn't have time to see her. ”

He didn't want to tell Keiko that Shirayuki had changed, or to make him look pitiful by saying what he saw.

And Keiko didn't plan to learn anything from Han Yi's mouth, it was too difficult.

"Qiu Lang and I and other shareholders have decided to give you half a month of long vacation, you can rest and rest······"

Before she could finish speaking, Han Yi had already asked like chicken blood, "What do you mean?" ”

"Nothing interesting? Don't think about it! It's just to let you take a break, fly around like this all day, don't exhaust yourself. Keiko was afraid that Han Yi would think that they were going to force him to step down from the position of the company's major shareholder, "Don't worry!" No one is emptying you, if you want, take a break and sort out your mood, and come back to work when you have enough energy. ”

"No, I'm fine! You guys are busy with the engagement first, I can take care of the company's affairs······"

Han Yi didn't accept her kindness, but she already knew it in her heart. Originally, it was just to comfort and encourage him, but that temper was strong, it was useless to say anything, and it could be regarded as helping him if he didn't put pressure on him.

"Then pay more attention to your own rest! I'll come to Chengdu after a while, and you want to come to Qiu Lang's engagement banquet with me! At lunchtime, his father said that you haven't been to see him for a long time. Don't forget! Qiu Lang and Keiko, who are about to become husband and wife, are now preparing an engagement banquet in Chengdu.

Their wedding was also decided to be held in October, and these critical moments were naturally indispensable to Han Yi's participation.

In this house full of memories, the room where the snow is white, he rarely goes in. He would only walk in when he was very tired and extremely lonely.

The house was not big, about thirty or forty square meters, with off-white walls. On the wall where you enter is a large floor-to-ceiling white bookcase filled with books of all kinds. In the middle of the room is a simple black walnut double floor-to-ceiling tatami bed against the wall, a projector and floor-to-ceiling creative lamp next to the bed. Close to the window comes a white vintage creative desk, and a white chair.

During the day, when the windows are opened, the room looks particularly bright. And the wall at the head of the bed and the wall opposite are all photos taken by Han Yi for Bai Xue, all of which are large and small photos framed in the photo frame. Under the wall, there are two starry sky lights, which she used on her birthday.

He had never slept in this house, and he did not allow others to enter it, so he cleaned and sorted it out by himself. The house was for Bai Xue, and he had been waiting for the day when she returned.

After eating a bowl of instant noodles and taking a shower, he took a document bag and a few diaries, turned a pen in his hand, and unconsciously walked into this room.

It took about two hours to read the signatures and pack up the scattered papers, and then began to write something in the diary, which was nothing more than an expression of feelings or venting.

"If I love you, and you happen to love me.

Then when you are sick, I will take care of you and accompany you until you get better.

I'll ask you to be careful when you're riding, and I'll call me when you get there.

When you forget to eat dinner, I pretend to be angry and say, "You're going to worry me a lot."

When your hair is messed up, I'll smile and flick it for you, and then my hand will stay on your hair for a few more seconds.

If you want to cry, I will shed tears with you, although my mood was excited a moment ago.

If you want to laugh, I'll laugh out loud with you, no matter how frustrated I was last second.

In my free time, I will say your name and think about your voice.

I like you, the rest of my life, I just want to spend it with you!

Day 1414. ”

It has been the 1414th day since the day he confessed to Bai Xue. He rehearsed the words he said in his heart for a long time, and even after so many days, he still remembered them and could write them down casually.

Han Yi wanted to return to China on the fourth anniversary of her confession, wanted to surprise her, and even thought about proposing, after all, she was already twenty-eight years old, and she was almost the year of her establishment. His career has been on the rise steadily, and marriage has been included in his consideration.

But how can such a surprise continue? He kept asking himself, "Bai Xue, have you really changed your mind?" How should I deal with you in the future? Can I still love you as much as I did before? ”

seems to have returned to the feeling when Zhong Yinger left him, he has seen many things very openly, but in terms of love, he will always be deeply involved and unable to extricate himself. The two women they love have left for various reasons that they are not aware of, and they feel abandoned.

After Zhong Ying'er left, the appearance of Bai Xue made it impossible to go back to the past.

Even though he now knows that Bai Xue is in love with someone else, he still hasn't stopped loving her. Pretending to bless her, but thinking of her in my heart, wanting to hold her hand, wanting to hug her, wanting to kiss her······

He couldn't let go of the self-esteem, or face, that he had always loved her and felt betrayed. He couldn't say, "How did you get along with someone else?" I've always loved you, can we still be together? I beg you, I can't live without you! ”

He would never be able to say such a thing. If he can really let go of that inexplicable self-esteem, the sentence he is most likely to ask is: "Why did you abandon me and be with someone else!?" ”

If it weren't for the years of work that numbed his senses about love, he might have completely collapsed when he saw her holding someone's hand.