"He seemed to be telling me about it, but he was accidentally interrupted......."

An Yuqiu said: "Then let him tell you himself, I don't want to reveal it casually." ”

"It turns out that you already know about my family." My heart was mixed, "Then you, don't you reject me?" ”

An Yuqiu suddenly sat up and took my hand seriously. "Little pigeon, a good friend is to trust each other no matter what the situation, not to cheat, not to betray. Besides, it's not a big deal. Defining the bad behavior of parents on children is an idea that only a fool can have, and who said that a murderer's son can't be single-mindedly good?"

"But ......."

"Okay, don't say such things in the future, otherwise, you won't trust me."

An Yuqiu flattened his mouth angrily and gently pulled my lips with two fingers.

"Hahaha, the little pigeon has become a little duck." An Yuqiu chuckled.

She smiled brightly, like a ginkgo biloba in the sunshine on campus.

"What about you...... Don't tell anyone about it. ”

"Don't worry, God knows, you know and I know....... Oh, and Zhang Huaixu also knows. ”

That night, I talked to her a lot, I told her about my previous experience, I told her about my family, and I told her about the cause of my vocal cord damage.

Not being able to sing and being snubbed by my mother is an eternal pain in my heart and a taboo in my memories. But today, I told An Yuqiu all this, and told it like a joke.

At that moment, I was relieved, as if all my grievances and resentments could be vented through plain words.

The secrets of grief are piled up in our hearts, and they will gradually turn into pain, but in fact, it is not as difficult as I imagined to heal the wounds, but sometimes, we take things too seriously and do not want anyone to know our secrets.

At that time, I felt that if anyone knew all my ugliness and was willing to smile at me, then we would be in the same boat from now on.

"Little pigeon, do you like to sing?" Hagaoka asked me.

I shook my head and nodded again.

"I didn't know that at first, my mother forced me to practice vocal music for 15 hours a day, or even longer. At that time, I really hated singing. I don't know how happy I was when I heard that I could never sing again. However, from that day on, my mother began to distance herself from me and no longer cared about me, and other than that, I always felt like I had lost something very important in my life, as if it was like ...... The ship sailing in the sea suddenly lost its direction. ”

"Little pigeon, if you still like to sing, I can help you. How about coming to our drama club? I promise you'll be the lead singer of our group. An Yuqiu looked at me slyly.

"Drama club? Aren't you from the Sports Department? ”

"Oh, it's not because of Mu Xi, he is too versatile, in addition to the Minister of Sports, he is also the president of the drama club......."

I suddenly had a gossip heart like other girls.

Yuqiu's side obviously has a proud son like Zhang Huaixu, a childhood sweetheart, why should he go far?

"Hagaoka, why are you....... Will you like Senior Muxi?"

When this question was asked, Hagaoka's face turned red, as red as a monkey's buttocks.

"Then I'll tell you reluctantly, actually, ........" (She looks impatient.) ）

When I first entered high school, I didn't know how to play basketball, but wasn't "Slam Dunk" popular at that time? The Sakuragi flower road inside is very handsome when playing basketball, especially the dunk. But I can't, so I can only go to the playground and learn from those boys to slam dunk with one hand, and have a good time.

And the day I met him, it happened to be a sunny day, the sun was good, and the breeze was not dry...... Just as I was watching the boys play basketball with gusto, a ball suddenly rolled at my feet.

"Classmate, can you help me pick up the ball?"

That was the first thing he said to me.

At that time, he was a sophomore in high school, cut a small board, wore a headscarf on his head, and wore a red basketball uniform, standing there with Xiang Yang, smiling and waving at me.

I thought to myself, how can there be people in the world who smile so good, like the sun.

"Thank you."

From that day on, I would be guarding the basketball court every day, and sometimes, I didn't even eat. Unfortunately, I never seemed to be able to run into him.

The second time I met him, it was also because I happened to pick up his balls.

This time, I learned his name. His name is Mu Xi. The sun is long, and it is as slow as the sun.

I also asked myself, why do I like him? I can't say why I like it, but I always feel that since I saw him for the first time, there is a voice in my heart whispering to you: This is the person you think is right.

I believe that there is a sense between people, and the people who are destined to meet will eventually meet.

Later, I also learned that he was the Minister of Sports and played the piano well. At that time, I heard that the women's basketball team was short of people, and Mu Xi was looking for someone to fill the position, so I signed up for the basketball team without hesitation. The drama club and the radio station also participated in this way.

I just feel that he doesn't have to reciprocate my feelings, as long as he needs me and can use me, I'm happy.

"Senior Muxi, this is going to squeeze out your last bit of productivity." Looking at Hagaoka's expression of boundless love, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"You're very slight, I'm talking about my youthful memories."

"Senior Muxi is so good, it's normal for you to like him."

"Little pigeon, just talk about me, what about you? You don't have such a white moonlight in your heart, huh? ”

My mind raced.

"Xiao Ming, who often gives me candy at the table next to the kindergarten, count it as one."

It's the first time in a long time that I've been able to joke so easily.

In fact, at that time, I didn't know what love looked like, I only knew that love was a beautiful thing, but it was dangerous.

Later, I don't remember how I fell asleep, so I listened to An Yuqiu tell stories, all kinds of stories, listened to them, and I fell asleep, and she talked and talked about herself.

That night, I slept very soundly, and my whole body felt as if I was soft in foam..........

Early the next morning, Yuqiu and I opened the door sleepily, only to see Zhang Huaixu with his hands folded in front of his chest, quietly watching us.

A small square table was piled up with anything similar to food. I could barely make out an omelette that had almost been charred.

"Are you awake? Sit down and have breakfast. Zhang Huaixu said lightly.

"Zhang Huaixu, I'm just rubbing your house to live...... You're not going to poison me, are you...... Eighteen years of our relationship, eighteen years, you just let me go. ”

Hagaoka looked loveless.

In order not to embarrass Zhang Huaixu too much, I pulled the corner of Yuqiu's clothes and said with a smile: "Although...... The appearance is not very good, but ...... At least it's fully cooked, and it tastes healthy. ”

When Zhang Huaixu heard this, he nodded with satisfaction.

Yuqiu slapped his head helplessly.

"Little pigeon, you go to the gallows first, I'll brush my teeth first, and say goodbye to my toothbrush......."

As a result, only me and Zhang Huaixu were left in the entire living room.

The chopsticks trembled slightly in my hand, and I couldn't help swallowing when I saw Zhang Huaixu's pure and harmless eyes full of anticipation.

It doesn't matter, it's just an omelette, and it won't be too bad to eat.......

In the spirit of humanitarianism, I tasted it. The taste is simply unforgettable...... I felt like I was eating a piece of charcoal soaked in cooking oil.

"How?" Zhang Huaixu leaned over and asked me.

"Also....... It's ok. I forced a smile.

At this time, Hagaoka finally came out.

"Master Zhang, why did you suddenly return to the rivers and lakes today, didn't you say last time that you will never step into the kitchen again in this life........"

"Since there are people who question my quality, I naturally have to prove my quality. Actually, what I make is not unpalatable, but it is just not delicious. ”

Big brother, is your tongue broken......

Hagaoka's face was full of these words.

"By the way, we need to get to class......"

"It's the weekend."

"Then I have to go to the basketball team to train ......."

"I only trained on Saturday afternoon."

Before Yuqiu finished speaking, he was rejected by Zhang Huaixu one by one.

"Little pigeon, help, stop him......." An Yuqiu lowered his head and kept giving me a look.

I understood, nodded, picked up the soy milk on the table and took a sip.

"Zhang Huaixu, this soy milk..... Why is it green?"

"I squeezed it with beans from the fridge. Isn't soy milk all squeezed from beans? ”

"But, it's edamame........"

Zhang Huaixu's face was still smiling, and the clouds were thick for a moment.

Without saying a word, he emptied all the contents of the plate and sat down on the couch beside him sulking.

"Shall we hit him like this?" I couldn't bear it.

"That can't be helped, if you don't hit him, you and I will be buried here today. It's okay, Master Zhang's heart is strong, and he won't take this seriously in two days. An Yuqiu said nonchalantly.

It seems that the last time Zhang Huaixu gave up cooking, it was also the credit of An Yuqiu.

Taking advantage of Yuqiu's time to clean up my things, I sat on the sofa and looked at Zhang Huaixu.

"Actually......."

"You don't have to comfort me," Zhang Huaixu held a pillow in his hand, turned sideways and turned his back to me, like a big cat who was injured and wronged, "I know I can't do it....."