Chapter 32 The world is full of traffic
Since that day, I always feel that Zhang Huaixu is deliberately avoiding me, and sometimes, when I walk up to him, he sped up his pace and doesn't look at me. I wanted to ask him if I had done something wrong, but I still didn't have the courage to say it, and I even wanted to fight him to the end.
In English class, I remembered that he had been shaking his face with me in the past few days, and I felt a little bored.
When I came back to my senses, the book was full of people's names, and I felt like I had been struck by lightning, and I couldn't help but stand up.
"Tan Lige, what are you doing! Do you know what time it is! Get out! โ
Then, I made my first penalty stop.
"Bastard, bastard........" I cursed inwardly.
"Who are you scolding?" Suddenly, a faint voice came from beside me, and when I looked back, a pair of dark black eyes were staring at me intently.
"You ....."
"Go to the bathroom."
"What did you just call me for?"
"I ...... I'm sorry. I don't know what I've done wrong, it's okay if you don't forgive me, please tell me, why are you angry....
Zhang Huaixu turned his back as if he was laughing.
"It's fine." His hand was on my head, "I've forgiven you now......."
If you have to give a pronoun to the life of the third year of high school, it is what hell is.
There are many things, and only by being in them can you understand the sense of oppression.
The people who had to stay in the corridor as soon as it was time for class to get out of school now have no mind, and those who have been studying hard are working hard day and night. The entire classroom, and even the entire school building, quietly seemed to be no-man's. Moving a desk, or walking around the classroom, will be greeted with strange and dissatisfied looks.
Even Zhang Huaixu didn't sleep anymore, remembering the notes of each lesson clearly, accurate to the use of punctuation. Not to mention Hagaoka, whose phone has been confiscated, and she can only make an occasional public call, and the time of the call is getting shorter and shorter.
Sometimes, standing on the balcony, I feel that the sun has been lost for a long time, and sometimes, walking on the school road only to find that the craggy branches are still in the shade at that time, maybe it's not that I didn't observe carefully, but the busyness of life gives me too much inadvertence.
Learning becomes the staple of our lives. Books, we explore and excavate diligently, just to find the true face of jade, for every question in our hearts, we always try to find the most perfect answer, perhaps, only in such a moment, can we feel the joy of conquering difficulties.
The flowers on Mo are blooming, the buildings are green, we bury our heads in the sea of books, and the tide of books in front of the table is higher.
Outside the window, the bare trunks of ginkgo trees have regrown their branches and leaves, and the young shoots have turned into leaves, and they have lost the dazzling luster of their heyday. When the breeze blows, the small fan-like leaves of various colors of the trees shake together, making a "rustling" sound.
Guo Moruo's description is the most expressive: I know that your characteristics do not care that you have this fruit similar to that of apricots, the kernel skin is pure white as silver, and the kernel is rich in nutrients - this is enough for your characteristics without saying it.
A quiet reverie of time seems to be able to eliminate all fatigue. Summer goes to autumn, autumn goes to winter, the countdown page quietly decreases sharply, and the teachers of each subject patted the blackboard to talk about the topic, muttering, "How many times have I talked about this question?" The school's commissary also removed instant noodles and cola. Everything is reminding us that the college entrance examination is coming, no matter who we are or what we are thinking about, it is time to put it down for the time being........
Being able to live such a peaceful and fulfilling life, even though I am tired, I quite enjoy this life.
On December 24, 2009, it snowed so hard in Beicheng that it was almost knee-high.
"Okay, I'll talk about the number series today, and I'll talk about algebra tomorrow."
Zhang Huai sorted out the test papers, exercise books, and textbooks that covered the entire desk.
My empty mind was almost stuffed with these questions, I picked up a test paper, glanced at it casually, and there was a question that I felt quite familiar.
[(n+52.8)ร5โ3.9343]รท0.5-10รn=๏ผ
I already know the answer to this question, and it is not difficult at all to remove the complicated brackets. This kind of topic, that is, it is specially used to scare people, Sayuri said so jokingly when she talked to us about this question.
"Zhang Huaixu, is this question important? You seem to have this question every time you give me a paper. That's it......." I asked him, pointing to the question.
Zhang Huaixu glanced at it.
"It's not important, it's just a question that looks difficult to scare you."
"Then you can't always find the same question, I'm scared and I don't feel it."
"Don't talk nonsense, come and eat fruit."
So, Zhang Huaixu and I sat on two opposite small sofas in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, wrapped in thick coats, sitting cross-legged, each holding an apple in his hand, looking at the traffic outside the window, sitting silently in a daze.
Snowflakes fell all over the sky, like goose feathers, one after another. Gently and gently on the roof, on the grass, on the mountain. In a moment, the earth was snow-white, as if the whole world was silvery white and sparkling. Heaven and earth are connected in a line, blurring the borders, blurring the heaven and earth, only the string of footprints, like a small flower, embellished in a corner of the earth, become a quiet commentary.
In the hustle and bustle of the city, it is quiet.
After entering the third year of high school, we haven't stolen a little bit of our leisure time and enjoyed life like this for a long, long time.
This city is so empty, and this memory is so fierce
This street is full of traffic, who can I hug against
This brow is so heavy, this longing is so strong
Can this person meet again?
This happiness is the same as this sorrow in a thousand ways
..........
"This world is full of traffic........ I couldn't help but sigh.
"What?" Zhang Huaixu asked.
"Li Yu's "Looking at the South of the River" still seems to be in the old days; The car is like a dragon. My favorite poem. "I proudly told him that there was a kind of secret joy in getting back a game.
Zhang Huaixu glanced at me disdainfully, and his eyes were full of words: The villain has a will.
I recalled that when I was in the class today, many people received peace fruits, and the deserted classroom was finally lively, and Zhang Huaixu's desk was piled with many colorful apples, and I was not cared for by anyone in comparison, which made my heart extremely unbalanced.
Although, Zhang Huaixu does have the capital to be received from Apple........
"It's Christmas Eve today, and I don't have any gifts?"
"Is the young set suitable for us? It would be nice to peel an apple for you to eat. What else do you want, three years of college entrance examination and five years of simulation?" Zhang Huaixu glanced at me, "If you want to eat, there are so many on the table, wash them yourself." โ
I knew that if I continued to fight without saying a word, Zhang Huaixu's mouth would only get worse and worse, so I simply stopped fighting with him.
"You will lose it, when you wait for the society, I will definitely buy you an insurance, lest you be beaten to death......" I scolded quietly and walked away.
There are two rows of dark blue cans Pepsi in the refrigerator, and the neat appearance makes me a little reluctant to take off the cans, for fear of ruining the harmonious beauty.
Ice Coke in winter, like ice cream, has an indescribable deliciousness, what a strange hobby.........
When my fingers touched the cold iron tin, my body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
The phone kept vibrating in my pocket, and I turned it on, only to see a line on the bright screen: "Merry Christmas", from a contact I hadn't contacted in a long time..........
The lips touching the tin can were slightly upward, and the coldness felt on the lips became more and more profound, but the excitement in my heart was difficult to calm down for a long time.
I threw my head up and took a sip of iced Coke, and my consciousness suddenly cleared up, and when I looked back at the phone screen, the message was still there.
My heart is overjoyed.
Walking out of the kitchen, I shouted: "Zhang Huaixu........"
He stood in front of the windowsill and waited for me, holding a black and white dotted box in his hand, and when I got closer, he put his hand on top of my head, patted it gently, and said to me, "Merry Christmas." I don't know why you girls like to give gifts at Christmas........"
I took the box from him, bit my lip, and shook it in my ear to listen to the sound.
"You didn't put a bomb in there."
Seeing that his eyes widened, I immediately shut up.
I don't know, what did he give me........ My heart was beating faster.
"What's that? Empty?"
When I saw the white cardboard at the bottom of the gift box, my head was also white, I turned it upside down and shook it twice, and there was really nothing.
"You're kidding me."
He clenched his hands into fists, put them in front of his lips, and snickered.
"Alright, I won't tease you, take it."
He rolled something into a straight tube and slapped it on my head.
"What is this?" I spread it out, "Five-year college entrance examination three-year simulation"? Did you really buy it?"
I think that if Zhang Huaixu didn't have this face, if he continued to live like this, he would have to be alone for the rest of his life sooner or later.
"Okay, okay, for the sake of my good mood, I'll take it." I rolled up the exercise book.
"Thank you, Master Zhang."
"I didn't ...... It's nothing. Zhang Huaixu sat back on the sofa, looked at the mountains in the distance and blended with the night, and took a sip of espresso in the white porcelain cup.
He gently held the coffee cup, his slender fingers touched the mouth of the cup casually, his lips were tinged with a faint cherry blossom color, and he just put on a white sweater casually, wearing it on him still had a kind of princely dignity. The eyes are deep and full of sophistication.
I tightened the book to my chest, and a warm feeling rippled in my heart, and such a quiet time was a happiness I had never experienced.
Back in my room, I spread out the diary and carefully recorded the appearance of the next young man.