Some time ago, it was either cloudy or rainy, and Han Yi didn't even want to open the window in his room. Looking around the corners of the room, snack bags and drink cans were everywhere, leftover apple cores and orange peels were still on the computer desk, and the pillows on the bed had fallen to the floor, except for the desk, which was relatively clean. Look at your sloppy appearance, you dislike it. How have you spent the past half a month!

Pulling open the curtains, the sun at nine o'clock feels a little dazzling, and when I open the window, it feels quite warm, it should be spring coming. Look at this pigsty-like room again, I can't bear to look at it! Take out the JBL Bluetooth speaker, connect your phone, put Beyond's "Earth", and start cleaning!

After completion, it is not too much to describe it as neat, clean and orderly, after all, Han Yi is still an expert in cleaning. On a whim, she went to her sister's room and took a bottle of perfume and sprayed it around, and it was estimated that she would have to say a few words when she found out, "Who let you use it like this?" "Why don't you just run out?" "Do you use it as toilet water?" Whatever, she wasn't found anyway!

"How? Clean, right? I just finished cleaning, do you feel sparkling? Han Yi said as he held his mobile phone and moved slowly, taking a short video and sending it to Keiko.

"Okay, I came over a few days ago and was still in the pigsty, but now which tendon is wrong and willing to clean up?" I obviously wanted to be praised, but I was ridiculed.

"How do you talk?! Will you talk well!? Han Yi replied with a wry smile.

"Are you free today? I'll go to the city to buy a few books later, do you want to go with me? After a few seconds, he said: "You seem to be quite idle, I'll wait for you in the square, speed, go early and return early." Han Yi didn't have to answer at all, and didn't give him a chance to say no.

"I haven't eaten it in the morning, please have a bowl of rice noodles!" As soon as they met, Han Yi began to want to eat.

"Yo, you've lied to me, do you want soy milk?" Keiko originally asked Han Yi seriously, but she couldn't help but laugh before she finished speaking.

"Yes, don't do it in vain!" Han Yi looked like a matter of course.

"I really don't pick one! Hurry. As he spoke, he urged Han Yi to hurry up.

"What book are you going to buy? Why don't you call your brother together? "It's also boring in the car, so Han Yi will find something to talk about.

"He went to my dad with his relatives. I want to see what professional books there are, but I'm bored at home anyway and have nothing to do. She replied.

"I think you seem to be imaging, right? Graduate school? I also went to check it out, bought a set of Korean speaking courses, and planned to go back to school to take the level, and the Korean beginner course I bought myself was almost finished. When Han Yi asked her, she didn't forget to show that she knew Korean.

"Well, 6 years, bachelor's and master's degrees." She said lightly, and then asked Han Yi when he would start learning Korean.

"What kind of major is Bai Xue?" Han Yi asked casually.

"What? Why are you still interested in her all of a sudden? You say, why don't you know people at all? You don't know about other things, it's just that she is a girl who sends you a text message every year on your birthday, so don't you greet her politely? Wow, she couldn't stop at all, blaming Han Yi for ignoring Bai Xue.

"Why are you talking so much? I asked her what her major was. Then I'm like this, I had a crush on a girl at that time, and I didn't have the heart to accept someone else······ Well, I did ignore her entirely, I thought it was over after rejecting her kindness, and I was right to do that, right? I don't have her in my heart and don't like her, do I still have to accept it? Han Yi didn't seem to be explaining, and seemed a little angry.

"So, I'm very conflicted about this, you did the right thing, even if you ignore her, I think it's right, if you don't like her and give her hope, it might hurt even more. I just think she's so good! You don't have to say anything about her personality, do you? She is also good-looking, and there are more people chasing her. Still so dedicated! Look at you, what's the point? She smiled as she spoke. I'm still listening to what she's going to say.

"What's wrong with me? Do I have a bad personality? There are a lot of people who like me······" Han Yi's violent temper is eager to explode on the spot in an instant!

"Haha, okay! You should ask me more about her, try to get to know her well, don't think that love at first sight is true love, sometimes you go to contact a person more, and slowly get along for a long time, you will find that her is good, and it is love that is affectionate for a long time. "She is serious and completely regards herself as a love mentor.

"Look, even though I'm single now, I haven't let go of that guy yet. I know what you mean, I promise you, I will never try to accept her and love her because Bai Xue has done so much for me. Han Yi has always taken his feelings very seriously, and he knows whether he likes it or not.

"Yes, if you obviously don't like it, and you still accept someone's sincerity like that, it's not good. Get in touch with her more, I'm sure you'll really fall in love with her, it's just a matter of time. Han Yi suspected that she came to give me emotional guidance on purpose.

"Why haven't you answered my question yet? I asked her what her profession was, why did you say so much? Han Yi looked at her in surprise.

"Pediatrics, she has to study for 5 years······" She suddenly looked impatient, and then said, "Do you want to get first-hand information about her from me?" Don't want my assists anymore? ”

Just such a question, a two-word answer, I just talked for more than half an hour, and talked until I got off!

What's even more pitiful is that she hasn't bought the book she wants yet, and I have found a Korean speaking tutorial. It turned out that she came to accompany Han Yi to buy books, and she was wrong at the beginning!

It was almost 11 o'clock, she asked Han Yi to accompany her shopping, but he sternly refused on the spot! "You know, I hate shopping the most! Why don't you go back to dinner? "A simple and violent refusal, and don't forget to have lunch.

"Then go back directly, come to my house to eat, I guess my mother is not at home, and I have to do it!" What kind of sin have you created, I will accompany you to buy books, and I will also include two meals! Despite her reluctance.

"Don't think I'm saying thank you! But you called me. Han Yi wanted to be very serious and serious, but he really couldn't help it.

When she returned to her house for dinner, Keiko invited Han Yi to Chongqing Medical University to play with her, saying that there are many delicious and fun places in Chongqing, and when Han Yi came over, she would be a tour guide for him, and emphasized that Quan Dang was to comfort Han Yi from being dumped and falling out of love. As far as her thoughts, Han Yi probably wanted to match me and Bai Xue. Han Yi said that when he went back to school and finished the missed course, he could only determine the time by looking at the class schedule.

"Then don't be too late, don't wait until May and June are hot, you must know that Chongqing is similar to Wuhan, the summer is too hot, I don't want to take you to the sun!" Preferably in March or early April. She said this so that Han Yi did have the urge to go out for a walk, so it was better to take it as a distraction.

When I returned home, I thought that no one was at home, so I walked directly to my room. When I got to the door, I heard the sound of music, and when I opened it, I found my sister moving his little sofa to the window, and she was sitting in the sun.

"Why are you turning the music up so loudly?" Han Yi walked in the direction of the stereo and lowered it slightly, then said, "Why don't you stay in your room?" ”

"I'm back to the sun over there, and you want to chase me again, right?" She didn't look at Han Yi at all and replied very leisurely, then pointed to the bottle of perfume on the table and asked him, "You used it, right?" In fact, most of the bottles were used and only a few drops were left. You didn't spray it, you poured it directly, right? Seeing her calm look, she didn't seem to be angry, and Han Yi didn't think it would be.

"I never use perfume, huh? At most, use the Rokujin Flower Water. Maybe my mother spilled it. Han Yi quibbled and threw the pot to his mother.

"Come on, you smell the smell of your room, use it as an air freshener, right?" Seeing that she was still very calm, Han Yi's unconvincing excuse must not work.

"I'll give you another bottle when I get back to school." Han Yi replied.

"No, I want the right to use your room during the day for the past few days, and you can't drive me out! It's nice that you've cleaned up, and there's no sunlight in my room all day long······" She was complaining, she wanted to use this as an excuse to occupy Han Yi's room. Since they all spoke, it is impossible for him to refuse.

"Yes, no problem." Even if she didn't use this as an excuse to mention it to Han Yi, he would also agree.

"I just watched your CD player and Jay Chou's latest album, listen to it, I'll take it back to my room." It seems to be a bit of an inch, but looking at her pleading eyes, how can Han Yi refuse. Just sent her away, and he played a game of fun.

"Take it, but don't think about taking it and not returning it, remember to use it up and put it back in its original place." Saying that, Han Yi had already sat down in front of the computer, ready to play a game, as if he hadn't played for two or three days.

The online saw that Bai Xue was also there, and left him a message, saying that he would call her together when he wanted to play. Han Yi was afraid that she would just hang up, and the person was not there, so she tried to invite, but she didn't expect her to follow up on the game when she was invited, so she happily played two dota games.

The weather is very good, and there are friends with you, this day is finally good, and it can be regarded as the most energetic and energetic day in the past half a month, does it mean that you have begun to accept such a fact?

It's just that at night, Han Yi thinks of the night that made him feel embarrassed, the name that disgusted me. September 2, 2011, that day was deeply imprinted in his mind, I don't know why I suddenly remembered again, as if he was being targeted again, and he was afraid that someone would appear in front of him and say to him, "Do you know she has a boyfriend?" ”

He felt like a curse. For a time, he thought he was wrong! But he's just a person who doesn't know!

He can't tolerate betrayal in his concept of love, it's okay not to love him, he can't reject him directly, he won't entangle, he would rather let this love rot in his heart than take a step beyond the thunder pool, and deception can't! He does not deny that until now he still likes Zhong Ying'er in his heart, longing to be affirmed by her and get her promises, even if it is wrong, it is in the scope of his principles. He is not a saint, nor is he noble, but he just wants to hold on to what he loves in love. I didn't have it before, I can't get it now, and the future is extremely slim. Since he still ignored him as before when he threatened not to reply to his messages and would not contact him again, it may have come to an end.

Han Yi took this as his own words, maybe he had been living in a lie, not only Zhong Ying'er deceived him, but he was also deceiving himself. I mistake being stupid and naïve for love and attachment, living in my own world all the time, whitewashing memories, escaping reality, and always insisting on just memories that I don't want to forget when I mention them, and deceive myself.

He used to want to hold on to the 1,000th, 2,000th, 3,000th day······ Now it seems that they are just vows at the beginning of the relationship. Even though I have a thousand words in my heart to say to her at this moment, I can't say anything about her heartlessness and ruthlessness. He couldn't let her be as immersed in memories as he was. I don't want to be a burden to her sincerely, so I learned early on to hide the true love that I haven't forgotten for a long time.

He didn't know how long it would take to face up to this emotion that didn't belong to him, and he didn't know how long it would take to forget those unforgettable memories. No one can live without anyone leaving, he understands the truth, he can also comfort himself and say that one day in the future, I will also meet my own happiness, I will not suffer from gains and losses, I don't need tears and pain to temper myself, but slowly warm to heal the wounds of the past!

On the 680th day, at this moment he wanted to draw an end, she was no longer the heroine in Han Yi's diary. He didn't know if Zhong Ying'er would appear in front of him again a month or two later, and he acted as if nothing had ever happened.

It's just that now he mistakes confusion for injury, or does he turn attachment into sadness in the end? I tried to draw her outline, but I couldn't get the shape I wanted. In the corridor of time, I am left in vain, covered with green words, and I am still thinking about it!