Because of Zhong Yinger's strange behavior, this winter vacation left a deep imprint on Han Yi!

It has become his habit to see if there are unread messages on WeChat before going to bed, maybe he still has fantasies. He constantly restrains himself, telling himself that everything will pass, stop thinking about it! Don't dwell on it anymore! But after all, he couldn't be so free, he would think of her in a casual moment, and then those thoughts grew wildly in his mind at will! The persuasion and comfort of his friends only temporarily made him feel that his senses were dulled, and after a little relief, he became like this again.

saw Bai Xue post a dynamic in the circle of friends: "Love that is not for the purpose of possession will not be painful because of loss, but will only be happy because of love, even if love is a trivial thing that is ignored by the person you love, it can still become an earth-shattering event that illuminates your own life." ”

He thought about it for a long time, and felt that it sounded familiar. It turned out that he was not the only one who lost sleep due to love in this quiet night. Suddenly, he would feel a little sorry for Bai Xue, he had never felt this way before.

Han Yi never felt that she should like him for granted, so he could ignore her feelings. But this moment made him feel that he turned a blind eye to Bai Xue's liking and did nothing, just like Zhong Ying'er did to him.

He clicked on the chat box with her, and the last time he chatted was on Han Yi's birthday more than half a month ago. In addition, there is a blessing text message that Bai Xue sent to him on Christmas Eve when Han Yi was hospitalized.

"Shall I talk to her? But what to say? Han Yi thought for a while.

"You don't sleep so late?" He typed out these words as if he had run out of words.

"yes, I can't sleep a little, why did you suddenly remember to talk to me?"

Looking at these words, he didn't know how to reply, but the other party kept typing. "I booked a ticket to return to school on the 27th, when are you leaving?" Bai Xue then continued to ask Han Yi.

"I'll go back to school the day after tomorrow." He didn't reply until he saw the second message. Then he explained: "I rarely take the initiative to talk to someone unless I have something to say. ”

"Say it!" Han Yi didn't understand what it meant and was about to send a question mark, and then saw "Hahahaha, what do you have to say to me?" ”

It turned out that he was unresponsive.

"It's okay to talk to you, can't I? I just saw the circle of friends you posted, so I want to hear if you have any emotional frustration, and say it to make me happy and happy as a sad person. ”

He probably wasn't very good at chatting, or maybe he was just knowingly asking and trying to get each other to say more with his self-righteous sense of humor. Then he then asked, "Does the person you like know that you like him?" Look at the meaning of your sentence, it feels like a crush? Aren't you tired? Isn't it uncomfortable? ”

He thought, "I'm crazy! "I regretted it when I sent it out, and I immediately revoked it, because he had a crush on someone for three years, and he could understand exactly what it was like.

"It's okay, why do you want to revoke it? Are you still afraid that I will be sad? ”

He saw that this was a point, "Did you mean that I had broken her heart?" Or are there some complaints that I never cared about her? ”

Then Bai Xue continued: "I don't think he should know, he used to feel very uncomfortable, he often missed him but didn't have the courage to tell him, he wanted to see him but was afraid of causing him trouble, to be honest, sometimes he thought of heartache." But after a long time, I don't feel so uncomfortable······"

Han Yi didn't finish reading a large paragraph of text she sent, but felt that she was her former self and her current self.

"Am I stupid, even a little cheap?" Seeing this, Han Yi felt sorry for her inexplicably.

"What do you say! Don't talk nonsense, stupid is stupid, but that's infatuation! And you've never hurt anyone, only yourself! Why didn't you tell him? Maybe he has feelings for you, too? He was like an outsider, asking these strange questions.

"I'm a step late, he has someone he likes, so I said I'm a little cheap." She seemed to have completely opened up the conversation to Han Yi, and she answered him quickly when she asked him.

"I'm curious about who he is, what kind of person can make you think about it so well, and be fascinated!" Han Yi pretended not to know everything, saying these things that couldn't be faked, and even felt a little despicable!

"What the hell am I doing? Do you think this will make people feel better? Will it make her miss me more? Or did I not know that my heart was close and I was trying to force her to tell me she liked me? Han Yi also had mixed feelings in his heart.

"Don't talk about me, there's not much to talk about, I want to hear about you, I didn't say anything last time I asked you why you were bothered, Wu said that you are trapped in love, is that girl Zhong Yinger? What's going on? She also hid it very well, and didn't show any clues to Han Yi at all, calmly asked questions and answers, and asked him about things.

Han Yi didn't say anything more, but just roughly said that this was not a love affair at all, and said that she was like she was out of love, and she kept comforting Han Yi.

In fact, Han Yi has empathy, when he says this, maybe she is really sad in his heart! Listening to Han Yi talking about his love with others, how beautiful he is and how much he likes her, but she doesn't care about him. She felt that while Han Yi was humble, she was even more humble than him.

For three years, the snow has been like distant air, ignored and indifferent. Han Yi realized this, so he didn't say anything and hastily explained that the current relationship between him and Zhong Ying'er is not in name only, but a relationship that does not exist in name and reality, but he has not let go yet.

What Han Yi is afraid of now is that he has unconsciously begun to hint at Bai Xue, hinting at her: I am alone now, give me some time to forget Zhong Ying'er.

He hadn't thought of it that way, but why did he say that? Maybe he's already doing it subconsciously. He was afraid that he would hurt Bai Xue, who was sincere to him, because of his despicable behavior that he had never even noticed, but he seemed to have begun to want to understand her, before he let go of Zhong Ying'er.

Such a conversation seems to have been a mistake in the first place, and it is unfair to Bai Xue. Han Yi originally just wanted to fully understand her, or to give her some comfort.

To end this conversation, Bai Xue sent the word "good night". Han Yi is very unaccustomed to saying goodnight to someone who is not a lover or family member. The person who thinks he says good night is someone who is very close.

He never said a good night to Bai Xue, and the end of his conversation with her was to say "goodbye", even when she said good night, he did the same.

But this time, Han Yi typed "good night" first, and she replied to him with the same two words.