The question of how important it is to fall in love for the first time is always self-evident, and it is difficult for both boys and girls to forget their first love.

Just like some girls feel jealous or resentful when they learn that their boyfriend is close to his first love, they will say: I can compare to your ex, ex······ But you will never be able to compete with your first love.

Some people say that love must be talked about at the age of seventeen or eighteen to be called love, and if you talk about it later, what you experience is wrong.

When Han Yi first heard this sentence, he was 21 years old, and he had just tasted love, and at that time his heart was full of Zhong Yinger, and he was very dissatisfied with this sentence. He feels that it is fate to meet the right person at the right time.

It's not that love is already powerful, and it's useless to talk about anything if you're immature, how can a little kid know what love is.

At that time, he felt that he was mature enough among his classmates, after all, he studied late, and he repeated a year in high school, and he was generally two years older than his classmates.

Looking back now, in the matter of first love, he was simply weak and naïve, so in the campus relationship with Zhong Yinger, he tasted all kinds of bitter tastes in love.

What was he doing at the age of seventeen?

At that time he loved to learn, and learning made him happy. Of course, this may be due to the influence of the general environment, and his parents, teachers, and classmates are forcing him to study hard.

What was he doing at the age of eighteen?

Shut up and lowered his eyebrows and walked across the campus without looking at anyone, without even carefully understanding how many girls were in the class and who was the best-looking in the grade······

At that time, he was an insulator of love, and if he had to say that he had moved his heart, he secretly had a good impression of a certain girl, but he never spoke. Some time ago, I received a card from that girl, and when I learned that she had a family, a child, and a happy life, he smiled when he saw the card.

Girls at that age, no matter how reluctant they are, will still admit that they have tasted love in the most youthful days, and it seems that when facing emotional problems, they can start from the sensuality more purely, and those who are sunny in love for the first time will be more relaxed when they enter every relationship.

And the emotion of "why did you come after waiting for so long" inevitably carries some resentment.

She wants him to take him to play all the plots that have been rehearsed in his mind, to find all the vacancies in his soul in the past few years in a person, and it is not easy enough to do anything, and he seems to be sensible, but it is a mistake to study it carefully.

Han Yi was 24 years old when he was with Bai Xue, and young people like Zhou Pei and Nuan Nuan jokingly called him uncle, but at that time he was very happy and felt that Bai Xue was a light in his dark life.

He said that those who are in love do not grow old. However, the real youth seems to be the youth of biological age, the youth who has never seen the world, and the youth who does not need to be in a hurry to be responsible for themselves.

When I was young, I liked shallow and faint love in my youth

It's not a very serious thing, you get started early, learn quickly, you can afford it, and you can put it down.

People who fell in love when they were teenagers seem to be able to enjoy the sweetness and fantasy of intimate relationships more freely.

Because the world is very small, love is bigger than the sky, and there are so few people who have seen it, and the people in front of you are very simple.

There is no need to face too many hardships and pressures in life, there is no great helplessness and no bitterness and hatred, separation is not so much like or like others, sadness is to cry and complain that you will never love again, vent is over, and then open and simple, into the next life.

Obviously, Han Yi and Bai Xue were no longer really young when they were together.

The strength that the first love provided to him, the belief that he confirmed, the light that he emitted, or the one who made him unable to hold his head up, who felt that he was not worthy of it, and who did not dare to admit that he could not accept it, were all written into the road of his future and became his one by one, the signpost of déjà vu.

Like childhood, like parents, like teachers, like friends, the first emotional experience is the same, it will be a place that I want to come back to see every time I fall in love.

The taste of the first bite of cake is hopefully sweet before you have eaten the delicacies of the mountains and the sea. The comfort brought by the first toy is best just the companionship of a teenager, not a life-saving grace.

Han Yi's first love object was Zhong Ying'er, so she did have a different meaning in Han Yi's heart, which he couldn't deny, which was why Bai Xue always regarded her as a rival in love.

If seventeen or eighteen-year-old love is the purest and most beautiful, then Han Yi has indeed not experienced it. At the same time, he also rejected Bai Xue, who was eighteen years old at the time, and let her taste all kinds of bitter tastes.

Han Yi, who is now 28 years old, seems to find it difficult to feel and experience the feeling of being in love anymore, more about the sustenance and long-term companionship of the heart.

After so many years, Zhong Ying'er, who still can't cook, cooked a bowl of instant noodles for Han Yi.

"I tasted the food you cooked when I was in college, so don't dislike this bowl of noodles!" Zhong Ying'er took about seven or eight minutes to bring Han Yi a bowl of instant noodles, which was too badly cooked, with a few slices of green vegetables and a poached egg that was a little messy and not like a poached egg.

"How can you live in the mountains like this? Isn't it possible to order takeout there? Han Yi was unforgiving, which also made Zhong Ying'er a little worried when she looked at this bowl of instant noodles.

When she was about to leave, she was snatched back by Han Yi, he looked at the disappointed expression on Zhong Ying'er's face and said with a smile: "Let's make do with it!"

At this time, Zhong Ying'er's heart was also mixed, and all the heartwarming memories that Han Yi had done for her came up one after another.

"Remember to eat breakfast in the future, otherwise you will have stomach problems after a long time."

Zhong Yinger's concern made Han Yi suddenly think of Bai Xue, which was what she told him when she went to study in the UK.

"You ······" Han Yi stopped as he spoke, although he and Zhong Ying'er were no longer lovers, but at this time Bai Xue was mentioned

It's stupid. "Don't worry about it, I don't have any stomach problems, okay! But you, who used to have stomach medicine around you, are you still like this? ”

Do you remember? Zhong Ying'er didn't say such things, but that inexplicable relief still controlled her mood.

"It's so much better now!" Zhong Ying'er knew that Han Yi liked spicy food, even if he stuck out his tongue while eating this hot and pulled instant noodles, he still ate it with relish.

She poured Han Yi a cup of cold white water, touched Xiaobai's head, and then asked seriously, "Are you really here to entrust it to me?"

Han Yi drank the residue soup of instant noodles and said with a smile: "I don't see that you are unemployed and bored, and you twist your foot and have nothing to do, you are alone, let it come over to accompany you!"

"Such a big boss is like he hasn't eaten for a few days, and he doesn't even let go of the soup residue!" Zhong Ying'er laughed and teased Han Yi, and then said a little angrily: "I solemnly declare that I took the initiative to resign, how can you say that I am like being fired!" Plus, it's the first time I've heard you talk about asking for help so justifiably and so heartbreakingly! ”

Han Yi didn't explain why he sent Xiaobai over to let her help take care of her, or as he joked, he was afraid that she would be bored, or used it as an excuse to visit her. In short, no matter what, Zhong Yinger would definitely not refuse such a cute and docile puppy.

"I'm full, it's time for me to go! If I can rush back before you leave, I will organize a trip for you, and it just so happens that Fu Bo is also ······"

Han Yi said that the phone rang suddenly, and when he took it out, he was surprised that it was actually a call from Bai Xue! He was overjoyed, and all the happiness was written on his face, but at the same time, he was a little worried.

He eased his excitement a little, "Good morning! There was meaning, joy and laughter in the words.

In fact, he wanted to say: You are finally willing to call me!

Han Yi called her, but she didn't answer, and sent her a text message, but she didn't reply. That's why Han Yi is so excited at this moment.

"Are you at home? I asked Nuan Nuan to bring you some vitamins B, C, D, E, K, and I have a set of recipes, you eat them on time, and find an aunt at home to help you cook the dishes on the recipe, which is good for your body······"

Bai Xue's sudden phone call was full of love, which made Han Yi a little flattered.

Zhong Ying'er on the side saw Han Yi's happy expression, smiled indifferently, and led Xiaobai to open the door for Han Yi with a gesture in his hand, asking him to go back quickly, otherwise he would not be able to go back before nine o'clock in the traffic jam during the rush hour at work.

At this moment, in Zhong Ying'er's opinion, Qin Yue's saying that he broke up with Bai Xue had indeed become a rumor, and she also knew very well how much love Han Yi and Bai Xue had between them.

"Please!" Holding his mobile phone, he whispered to Zhong Ying'er and left.

"Please?" Bai Xue asked coldly, "Are you talking to me?" Did you hear what I was telling you? ”

Probably

Li Jia's words had an effect on Bai Xue, or maybe Han Yifa's circle of friends stimulated her.

Yes, she is very entangled in Hao Yali's affairs, but at this moment, another ammy came out, if it was really like Li Jia said, when she pushed Han Yi far away, she was picked up by others, and it would be a big loss!

At this time, Han Yi will definitely not say that she is talking to Zhong Ying'er, even if there is nothing invisible between them, with her understanding of Bai Xue, she will definitely be jealous, although she doesn't say it, but that is Zhong Ying'er, Han Yi once loved the person who died and lived, she has always regarded it as a rival in love! Then, as you can imagine, she hung up the phone quietly.

"No, no, no ······"

Bai Xue completely took the initiative, "What? You didn't listen to all this I said? ”

"Not ······" Han Yi seemed to be carried away by this unexpected joy, so happy that he couldn't even straighten his tongue.

In the past few days after the quarrel with Bai Xue, he seems to be nothing on the surface, but the melancholy and pain in his heart are flooding all the time.

"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have been hiding it from you in the first place. ”

It's been so long, and it's been a few days since they quarreled, Han Yi just said that he was calculated by Hao Yali and Lao Liu, and all this was not what he wanted to see. However, she didn't really think about how cruel and unfair this was to her from Bai Xue's point of view, and it was not long after she agreed to Han Yi's marriage proposal.

The words "I'm sorry" may not have been heard by Bai Xue from Han Yi's mouth, but since he can say it from the mouth of a stubborn person like him, it shows that he really looks at this matter from her point of view.

"Say no more!" Three simple words are enough to express Bai Xue's love and hate at the moment.

After Han Yi got into the car, he asked hesitantly, "Aren't you angry with me?"

"It's a beautiful idea!" Bai Xue didn't show a good face to Han Yi on the phone, although the cold and fierce tone was forced by her to pretend, but anyway, it was also the truest thought in her heart. "Don't say I'm too entangled, because in my opinion it's not a trivial matter, I feel like she'll come back, even with your child, what do you say we'll do then? Is it possible to deny all this? ”

This should be what Bai Xue is most worried about! Han Yi, who had been busy with the messes of Shengshi Group and his own company, never seemed to have thought about this, so when Bai Xue talked about this, he became speechless.

"I don't want us to go on like this forever! Yes, I admit that I hate you very, very much, but I can't hide it from myself, I love you even more······"

Han Yi could clearly hear Bai Xue's slightly sobbing and choking breath, in fact, she was very similar to Han Yi, and she rarely said meaty words about love and love. After loving for so many years, how can you say let go and give up, and give up when you say give up?

She only said the words "I love you" to Han Yi, because she didn't easily hang it on her lips, so this love was also extraordinarily deep and heavy.

"Me

I'll be back looking for you when I get back from New York! "Why not Han Yi? He wanted to be by Bai Xue's side right now and take her into his arms.

"Well, we'll have a good talk when you get back."

It seems that everything happened too suddenly, they condemned, shirked, angry, quarreled, and did not have time to sit down calmly and have a good chat, and did not trust each other as firmly as before to get through this emotional crisis.

(End of chapter)