Chapter 12 Coexistence
When Shen Fu slowly moved down from the bed, she still felt groggy, and when she bent over to put on cotton slippers, she felt that her brain was swollen, heavy and stuffy, and when she straightened up, she felt that her brain was shaking, so she had to drag her steps to the bathroom to wash her face and refresh herself.
When he rubbed the hot water on his face, he felt a "hiss-" sound, Shen Fu stood stunned for a moment, and then remembered in a daze that he slapped his right cheek when he ran out of Fang Lin's house, and was blown by the cold wind for a while.
She thought of something, and hurriedly turned her face to the mirror to look at it, fortunately, she blushed because of the fever, and she couldn't see it if she wasn't careful, but she could still find traces if she looked closely, she quickly loosened her hair and pulled it forward a few times to cover the right half of her face, and she was glad that her mother was worried that she had a fever just now and didn't look carefully. When I turned my head, I found that my eyes were red and my eyelids were a little puffy, and Shen Fu secretly said that it was really ugly!
For dinner, Shen Fu just drank a small bowl of porridge and had no appetite.
"What the hell is going on? Was he wronged, what did the person named Fang Lin do? Shen's mother still couldn't help but ask.
"Mom, I'm not suitable for him, I'm sorry." She was annoyed and even disgusted when she heard Fang Lin's name now, and she didn't want to mention him. I felt that I had said so much in front of my parents at the beginning that Fang Lin was good to win their approval, but now it is this kind of result, so I feel very sorry for my parents, but I can only say that it is not appropriate.
"What the hell is going on? It's okay when you go out in the morning, is there a quarrel? Dad Shen also came to ask.
"It's sister, you can't be wronged and silent, so tell us about it, otherwise your parents should guess there crankily."
Shen Chengan is reasonable, if he keeps hiding it, it will make them feel uneasy.
"Fang Lin used to talk about a girlfriend when he was in school, and then he broke up, and I only found out today......"
"Sister, is he with her former girlfriend again?" Before Shen Fu finished speaking, he listened to Shen Chengan's brain.
"Why- you're everywhere, don't mess around!" Shen's mother patted her son's arm, but apparently she thought so herself, and scolded a scumbag in her heart! Breathless.
"No, it's him...... His ex-girlfriend gave him a baby, and it looks like he can go to kindergarten...... He didn't tell me before. Shen Fu tried his best to control the choking in his voice and said as calmly as possible.
Father Shen suddenly stood up and overturned the chair, and the anger on his face couldn't be suppressed.
Shen's mother was shocked for a few seconds, and then said hatefully: "Why are you coming to you when you have all the children?!" Then he asked Shen Fu again: "You asked him to come today, did he tell you?" Or maybe it's still hidden! No, I have to break off with him, my good daughter can't be a stepmother, and it's not that she can't get married. ”
Shen Fu smiled bitterly, it would be better if he took the initiative to tell him, but people didn't even have plans to tell him, if he hadn't gone suddenly today, I'm afraid he wouldn't have found out.
"Sister, you have to break up with him, my sister is so good, why should she be bullied by him?" Shen Chengan persuaded.
Father Shen suppressed his anger and persuaded his daughter seriously: "Fu Nier, you listen to your mother, don't be confused, stepmother is not so easy to be." I didn't dare to say it when I saw that you liked it before, although your mother and I haven't seen your object, but we are not satisfied. ”
Shen Fu didn't say anything, before today, she would definitely have to give her father an example to explain how good Fang Lin was, but now that she didn't even have a reason to deceive herself, what could she use to convince her father? Besides, she didn't want to refute it now.
Father Shen looked at his daughter's expression and sighed before continuing: "He hasn't been with you for a short time, right?" But he never thought of coming to see us, to gain our approval of him, so that he could give him his daughter. Let's not talk about meeting, I haven't even called to say hello, when there is no existence for us! That alone makes me have no good feelings for your mother, is this what it looks like to be interested in you? ”
Shen Fu was even more sad when he heard it, and said guiltily: "Dad, I'm sorry for you." ”
Shen's mother said again: "You can't be blamed for this, we want you to live well in the future, but this surnamed Fang is not a life, not to mention that there are children who have not graduated, and they have been dating you for a few years, so it can be seen that he is not a responsible person." Fortunately, I found it early, if you get married, you will only know it, you just regret that your intestines are useless, and you must not mix with him again! The more Shen's mother spoke, the more angry she became.
Shen Fu was disheartened, nodded, and said in a dumb voice: "I know, it's my own fault, I don't know people clearly, I won't be in the future, don't be angry." ”
Shen's mother looked at her daughter's appearance and felt uncomfortable, and when she saw that she still had a fever, she hurriedly urged her to take medicine to get a good night's sleep.
Shen Fu lay on the bed thinking about her father's words, thinking about what her sister had said before, and thinking about the bits and pieces of her and Fang Lin.
The hazy feeling of youth is always good, so that it will be beautified and magnified when they meet again after many years, she thinks that when she decides to be with Fang Lin, she wants to continue the expectations and sprouts of each other's youth, but she forgets that people are changing, multifaceted, complex, and social, and getting along with people also requires reason, perception and determination.
She had actually sensed all kinds of contradictions between herself and Fang Lin for a long time, but before today, she had always chosen to try her best to tolerate, understand and wait, waiting for Fang Lin to understand her, waiting for Fang Lin to give her the future he had promised many times, even if it was a discounted future, but he didn't.
Tolerance and understanding are necessary in the relationship, but if the object is an unworthy person, the end of waiting can only be pain and unbearable.
Fortunately, the fever subsided quickly, and Shen Fu planned to start the seventh year of the B City, and she wanted to have an end with Fang Lin.
Fang Lin didn't call her that day, and he didn't call again after that. This is not unexpected by Shen Fu, Fang Lin is a self-centered person, every time they break up unhappily due to cohabitation and intimacy, he rarely comforts Shen Fu, Shen Fu actually wants not comfort, but his respect for himself, but he will be impatient to even comfort......
Oh, there has never been a moment so sober as now, and there has never been a moment like now when I feel the worthlessness of this relationship.
If Fang Lin could be ready to spend the rest of his life with Shen Fu at the beginning, telling Shen Fu that he already had children, he would marry her and be a good husband, and at the same time, he would bear the consequences of being young and frivolous and be a good father; can stick to the bottom line instead of blindly conniving at his parents' misbehavior, then Shen Fu is likely to be willing to continue with him. But Fang Lin is not, he only shirks, conceals, evades and becomes angry after being exposed, which is the main reason why Shen Fu wants to give up on him.
With such an unresponsible person, Shen Fu didn't dare to imagine what he would look like after marrying him.
So, it's time to wrap it up.