Chapter 2 A Day in November
I almost don't remember much about the wine I drank with Lu Xu, as for the old professor, I naturally don't care about it, I don't believe in those unnecessary things, if you are sick, you will be cured, anyway, it doesn't affect my life much, just get used to it.
Lu Xu later prescribed me a lot of medicine, which is said to be a proper noun for treating hallucinations, and I don't understand, in order to live up to his good intentions, I decided to be a dead horse and a live horse doctor, eat and eat, maybe it really has an effect.
At that time, I was really unhappy, but I also graduated from the famous brand 985, and it was not a matter of minutes to break into a career?
However, when I first joined the company, when the leader had a meeting, I saw a lot of people in the conference room, walking back and forth, and my colleagues did not have any abnormal reaction, I knew that I was sick, and tried to control myself to focus on the leader, until a strong man passed through his body, and I couldn't help but let out: "Xing, Xingxing." ”
The leader was talking about it, and I scolded him like this...... Yes, I was notified of criticism.
What you do, what you don't do, what you don't win, it's all about me. The director also came to me for tea because of "attitude problems".
I complained to Lu Xu that his medicine didn't work, but made me more serious, which really helped.
Lu Xu said that I broke up with my girlfriend, which caused mental stimulation, so my condition was aggravated.
"If you don't take medicine, you probably have to jump off the building and commit suicide, you have to thank me!" This is Lu Xu's original words.
As for whether to jump off the building or not, I never dared to tell him what happened that day, for fear that he would arrest me and go to the research institute to be an experimental subject.
At that time, I had just graduated from Beijing and returned to C City to work, my girlfriend who had been dating in Beijing for two years, originally said that I would go back to my hometown with me, let me go back first, get ready to get married to meet her, and happily decorate the new house, although it is not big but it is also full of warmth, the style is according to her preferences, and she is waiting for her lover to come together, and one day after I came back two months, she really came.
It was November 18th, Saturday, before dawn, I woke up, thinking that my dear Rongrong was about to come to spend the rest of my life with me to start a better future, so I was so excited that I couldn't sleep more, so I simply got up early.
Coincidentally, there was a voice message sent to me by my colleague Sun Liucheng in WeChat the night before, and I was drunk when I heard it, "Yangzai~ You don't participate in the dinner!" You can't run away next time! ”
Do I think it's important to have a girlfriend or a dinner? Also have a dinner party...... I didn't reply to him, packed up, and prepared to go to the airport.
Just as he was about to go out, Rong Rong called.
Listening to Rong Rong's tone, it seemed to be very low.
"Yang~ I'm in City C, I'll send you a location, you can come directly."
This shouldn't be, how can Rongrong have arrived?
"You've arrived? Why is it so early? ”
"Don't ask so much, just come here. Hurry up. ”
I didn't know why, so I drove to the agreed place as soon as possible.
After driving for a while, I felt that something was wrong, what was this I drinking? I raised my hand and glanced at the things I was holding in my hand, when did a large cup of Starbucks Americano appear, and the weather was so cold with ice?
When I was surprised, did my illness worsen again, and now I even have hallucinations of taste?
After pondering, I arrived at the Lao Ba Cafe. I wanted to see that Rong Rong was already looking forward to it, and rushed in as if he was flying.
"Rongrong!" I was really excited.
Rong Rong raised his head and was wearing an off-white wool coat with a pink and white chiffon shirt inside, which looked very good.
She didn't speak, but watched me sit down.
"When did you arrive? Why didn't you tell me in advance? How nice is it to go straight home? ”
"Oh, I arrived yesterday and I don't want you to pick it up, I want to feel the city for myself."
I was surprised, and just wanted to speak, Rong Rong continued: "Yang~ I came to tell you face-to-face......"
I had a hunch that something was going to happen.
"Tell you about it to your face...... We...... Let's break up. She lifted her eyes and met mine in the eye, firm and unspoken.
It was so sudden that I couldn't come back to my senses for a while. I reached over the table, grabbed the hand next to her coffee cup, and said with a smile, "Don't make a fuss, Rongrong." Come home with me, I've got it all renovated. Follow your preferred American minimalist style. ”
Rong Rong didn't withdraw her hand, which made me even more uneasy, she held me with her backhand, "Yang~ I came just to see you and see your city." I'll keep that in mind. Won't forget. But I'm going abroad, and I don't think I'll be coming back again. We don't have a future, let's get together and disperse! ”
The later things were similar to those in the bloody drama, I went from not believing it to being helpless, and finally pretended to accept the truth in a chic manner, and then sent her to the airport and went home in a mess. He slept almost upside down, for a whole day and a night, until dawn the next day.
It may be true that this blow is a bit beyond my bearing, and everything on the second day is too unbelievable.
When I opened my eyes again, it was 6 a.m. Thinking that it was Sunday, I could continue to sleep lazily, but I couldn't sleep, the fact that I had lost my glory seemed like a dream, unacceptable, and my heart hurt terribly.
Lying on the bed and not wanting to get up, I glanced at my phone and there was a WeChat voice.
Well? It's Sun Liucheng again, isn't this kid having a crush on me, right?
clicked on the voice, and the drunken tone came out again, "Yangzai~ You don't participate in the dinner!" You can't run away next time! ”
Well? Isn't it new? Why prompt? I've heard it, what kind of bug is this?
I didn't think about it anymore, my mind was almost mush, thinking that no matter what, I had to find something to do today, and when I stayed at home, I guessed that I would be cranky, immersed in the pain of falling out of love.
However, he still lay down, cranky, and did not act.
At this time, the phone rang, and I jumped up with a spirit, it was Rongrong.
Call me at this time, do you want to get back together with me? No, I was already on the plane yesterday. Could it be that you care about me and want to ask me if I'm okay?
It's very tangled, I know my own destiny, obviously I just can't let go, if I get involved in a bunch more, it will hurt each other a lot. Yesterday was already a good break, and it shouldn't be contacted again. Yes, no.
The brain is very rational, but the hand is cheap, and the ghost is sent to the gods, and I found that the phone has been connected.
"Hey." I try to keep my voice as calm as possible.
"Yang~ I'm in City C, I'll send you a location, you can come directly."
"You're back?! Good! I'll go right away! "I couldn't suppress the excitement in my heart, and my voice must have been like a child.
The location is still Lao Ba Cafe, it seems that Rong Rong really likes his coffee.
On the way, I couldn't control my cranky thoughts, I rushed over like this, on call, it was really faceless, it was her who said that she broke up, and now she ran back to me, this is really my spineless character, but as long as Rong Rongis willing to come back, it will make me lose face for the rest of my life, and it is worth it.
At that time, it was indeed the idea, and the most beautiful thing was to find it after it was lost.
When I arrived at Lao Ba Coffee, I suddenly thought about pretending to be B, after all, everyone is back, and the possibility of leaving again is very small, in order to maintain my little bit of poor self-esteem, I pretended to be calm and sat opposite her, did not speak, and waited for her to speak first.
This breakup was mentioned by her, and she should have said it.
She didn't look at me either, probably because she was shy, and I couldn't bear it for a while. A girl's house, that's embarrassing to speak! Just let me come and give her a step.
Just as she wanted to speak, she spoke.
"Hmm...... Yang ~ Actually, I arrived yesterday. I didn't tell you because I wanted to feel the city for myself. ”
I suddenly felt that I couldn't react to this for a while, came yesterday?
No, didn't I just send her away yesterday morning? Could it be that he is back in the afternoon?
Before she could figure out how to pick it up, she continued.
"I'm here to tell you face to face...... Tell you about it in person. We...... Let's break up. ”
For a moment, I didn't know what was going on, and all kinds of emotions came flooding up at once.
Doubt? Disappointed? Painful? At boiling point!
You tossed for two days, just to say that you broke up twice? Eldest sister, are you afraid that I will forget?
If it weren't for the fact that the person in front of me was Rongrong, if I hadn't known that I had a problem, I might have flipped the table directly.
I wondered if I was going crazy again, which was aggravating my condition.
It's too unlikely that Rong Rong will come back twice on purpose, but what's going on? Is Rongrong also having a problem and starting to lose his memory?
Rong Rong saw that I didn't speak, so he quickly reached over and held my hand.
"Yang, I'm here just to see you, to see your city. I'll keep that in mind. Won't forget. But I'm going abroad, and I don't think I'll be coming back again. We don't have a future, let's get together and disperse! She looked into my eyes, and there was tenderness in her eyes that no longer belonged to me.
I was terrified and my mind went blank.
"Rongrong...... Don't you remember, these words, you already told me yesterday? I asked her cautiously.
She looked puzzled and felt inexplicable. "Yesterday? I told you? What are you talking about? Where did I tell you? Phone? ”
I didn't think she was joking, and I felt a chill in my heart.
What the hell is going on!
Being broken up for the second time is no longer sad, but instead it is the torture brought by the mystery.
On the way to the airport, she said she was thirsty. With my mind full of things, I parked her in front of a Starbucks and she got out of the car to buy coffee herself.
When I came back, he handed me a cup of Americano with ice.
I was in a cold sweat, and my hairs stood on end.
As if he had figured something out at once, he took out his phone tremblingly and glanced at the date.
Saturday, November 18th.