After returning to the campus and quietly being alone for a long time, Bai Xue's mood seemed to have adjusted a lot, and when she was about to get up and go back, Yi Yang appeared.

"How are you?" Bai Xue hesitated for a moment and then said sincerely with apologies: "I'm sorry! Just shouldn't be"

Yi Yang immediately smiled and said, "Why did the mantra change from thank you to sorry?" All right! I wasn't reassured. I can see that you are in a bad mood, so I have been following you and not daring to disturb you. ”

He's been following me? Bai Xue thought to herself, why didn't she realize it all along?

Saying that, Yi Yang handed her the car keys, "Here you go, the car is repaired!" ”

It may be that the appearance of a certain person at a certain time will soothe the wounded heart at that moment. Bai Xue looked at the car key in his hand, thinking that he was silently worried about her, and followed her for three or four hours, and a feeling of emotion arose in his heart. The previous rejection of Yi Yang disappeared in an instant, and he felt that he didn't seem to be as "bad" as Keiko and Li Jia said, so he was released from guard.

She sat down slowly, her eyes fluttering but extremely sad and melancholy, as if even the air around her had become like this, and Yi Yang also sat down beside her silently, silent.

"More than two weeks ago, a five-year-old, very cute little girl lived in the yard," Bai Xue showed a smile on her face that was immersed in memories, "She looks very, very bad, but she has a smile on her face all the time, and I can see the pain hidden behind her smile!" I wondered, how does such a little child endure all this? ”

Bai Xue stared straight at the emptiness and darkness in front of her, she didn't know what she was looking at, Yi Yang glanced at her secretly, and seemed to be able to feel her mood.

"Later, I heard from the nurses that the little girl had leukemia and had been coming to our hospital irregularly since she was three years old. I had a bone marrow transplant a year ago, but the recovery after surgery was not good" Bai Xue said as tears fell drop by drop, drop by drop, "She was discharged from the hospital ten days ago, I remember very clearly, her parents looked so sad, and she smiled and said thank you, even if her face was as pale as paper"

She was silent for a long time, choked up and said, "Today I learned that she is no longer there." That was the last time I saw her smile."

A person's illness is far more than just a person's thing, let alone a child, it is the pain of a family, two families, and three generations.

Why did the little girl keep smiling when she was suffering from illness? Maybe it's because she saw the worried and melancholy faces of her parents, saw them arguing with her avoidance, and saw the tears of her grandparents and grandparents all the time

She thought about thousands of possibilities, when she was discharged from the hospital, did the little girl already think about death?

Yi Yang didn't know how to comfort Bai Xue, he felt that listening was more important at this time.

He looked up at the stars, and he hadn't looked at the stars in years.

"Look!"

Bai Xue wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and glanced at Yi Yang with her peripheral vision, she didn't want others to see her tears.

Seeing Yi Yang looking up at the sky, she followed Yi Yang's line of sight, and only then did she notice that the sky was already full of stars at this time.

"When I was a child, I heard my grandfather tell me a story about how when you die, you become stars in the sky. Grandpa said that it was something that everyone would experience, and he smiled kindly and calmly. I didn't understand at the time, what it meant to die, and it wasn't until after my grandfather left that I really realized that I would never see him again" Yi Yang has never been so serious, and he has never told anyone about his grandfather.

"You

Look at that one! The one that flashed in the light and darkness was my grandfather! He smiled slightly.

Bai Xue didn't feel naïve, she just looked at Yi Yang and looked at it suspiciously.

"Are you trying to ask how I know?" Yi Yang smiled: "Actually, I don't know! After he left, for the first time, I remembered the story he told me about turning into a star after death, so I looked up at the night sky, and I focused on a star I don't know if it's the one I saw at the beginning, but it doesn't matter, I think it is, it is, I think of my grandfather when I see it, I think of what he said to me, and that's enough! You also said what kind of pain that little girl endured and yet behaved so strongly, I think she should be very sensible, maybe for her it is just the end of all the pain, the beginning of happiness. I don't know! But I believe she has become one of the stars in the sky, and if you look for it, you will find it! ”

Bai Xue and Yi Yang looked up at the starry sky together, thinking about the little girl's smile before leaving, maybe it was really as Yi Yang said, just the end of all the pain and the beginning of happiness.

"Thank you!" Bai Xue looked at Yi Yang and said, "Thank you for appearing at this time, thank you for what you said!" ”

"Here we go again, here we go again! Didn't you say thank you again! Yi Yang approached Bai Xue's side and said, "Here! There's a shoulder here, do you need it? ”

After Bai Xue released the suppressed emotions in her heart, her mood seemed to be much better. She also seems to be able to get Yi Yang's jokes, but she thinks that others are not bad and can be treated as friends, but they are not so good as borrowing shoulders.

Yi Yang got up and said, "Let's go, the school may have to close later!" I'll take you back to the hospital! ”

"Hospital?" Bai Xue asked.

"Otherwise, I came with you, the car is still parked in the hospital, you can't pick it up, you live a little far, it's convenient to drive yourself!" Yi Yang urged Bai Xue to get up, and then walked side by side with him.

Along the way, Yi Yang used his unique sweet words to make the charm of the girl pickled up, all kinds of fancy jokes or something, which made Bai Xue laugh constantly.

And it's been a long time since she's laughed from the bottom of her heart.

She drove down the road, frowning at the thought of a certain patient; She sat in the break room, struggling with paper material; She locked herself in her room, thinking about Han Yi and his bad things, tossing and turning, and sleepless all night; She has been running around and avoiding on the road, unwilling to pay attention to the unreasonable interference of her parents, unwilling to listen to the persuasion of her best friends and friends, and her face is full of gloom

She is often worried, she can't laugh, she feels so much pressure, she can't laugh, this is a time when everyone is anxious.

Successful feel that they should be more successful; The rich feel that wealth is still not enough; Ordinary people are worried about housing prices and soaring prices; The anxiety of going to work has not been raised, promoted, and the body is getting fatter and fatter

It seems that everyone is complaining about suffering, everyone is crying tired, and Bai Xue is no exception.

Sometimes she thinks, what the hell do we want?

We always feel that we have too little; We always feel that if we succeed, we will be happy; We always feel that when we are rich, we will laugh all the time.

So, we desperately sought more. If we ask for it, we laugh, but if we can't ask for it, we will be distressed.

But have we forgotten the essence of life? Forget what our original intention was?

Life didn't need so much, we gave him too many external conditions.

Originally: Dressing is to keep warm and cover the body, not to be popular; Eating is for hunger, not for a luxurious meal; Housing is meant to shelter from the wind and rain, not to enjoy comparison; The car was originally for generation

The steps are convenient, not to show off than cool.

Song Dandan once said in an interview: We originally only wanted a hug, but accidentally got a kiss, and then you found out that you need a bed, a suite, and a certificate. Then there's the constant demand. Finally, I remembered that you only wanted a hug.

Yes, a lot of our troubles are that we "ask" too much.

The Buddha said: There are eight sufferings in life: birth, old age, sickness, death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, and can't let go.

Since life is "inherently bitter", and people pursue happiness from suffering all their lives, how can they be happy?

Dale Carnegie said, "What makes you happy or unhappy is not what you have, who you are, where you are, or what you are doing, but what you think about it." ”

So, happiness is a state of mind.

"Life is like a mirror: if you cry at it, it cries at you; You smile at it, and it smiles at you. When you feel depressed, it's because you're living in the past. You feel worried and anxious because you live in the future. But when you are content, happy and peaceful, you are living in the moment. Don't think about the past, don't be afraid of the future, just live today. ”

Eliminate the troubled mentality, don't worry about the sky, cherish the current good life, and every day should be meaningful.

At the age of 100, Mr. Yang Jiang said: We were so eager for the waves of fate, and in the end we found that the most beautiful scenery in life is actually the calmness and calmness of the heart; We have been so anxious for recognition from the outside world, only to realize in the end that the world is our own and has nothing to do with others.

The Buddha said: Life is created by oneself, the phase is born from the heart, everything in the world is the phase, the heart does not move, everything does not move, the heart does not change, everything does not change.

Happiness is a day, and unhappiness is also a day, so why not be happy every day?

This is the case, but everyone's situation is different, and their ideas are different. Birth, old age, sickness, death, love, resentment, parting, and separation all bring different feelings to everyone.

After picking up the car, Yi Yang took Bai Xue to eat a roadside snack, still laughing and laughing.

After Yi Yang finished paying the bill, he sat opposite Bai Xue and suddenly said, "That's right! I also learned about that guild, don't worry, no one will come to harass you in the future! ”

"I wonder how they can have my mobile phone number and find my place of work! It's been really annoying in the past two days, I've received more than a dozen calls, and Li Jia also said to help me deal with it, but hey, don't talk about it! ”

Bai Xue thought to herself, she would have to go to Li Jia and talk to her when she got home later, but she actually forgot about her question.

"Li Jia has been very busy these days, and it is estimated that she is still working overtime in the company at this time! I just asked her what the situation was and she said it was dealt with! She signed your backstage account to Han Yi's guild, so that no more guild people will come to you in the future! ”

Han Yi! Han Yi! Han Yi should be with her at this time, but he is fine, he doesn't make phone calls, he doesn't send text messages, it's been two days, and he hasn't heard from him!

"It's not too early, I'll go back first, thank you really for today!" Bai Xue may have heard the word Han Yi, and she had an inexplicable feeling in her heart.

Yi Yang hurriedly got up and said, "Shall I send you?" ”

"No need, I'll just drive back by myself!" Bai Xue smiled slightly, waved her hand and left.

Yi Yang didn't force it anymore, although he really wanted to stay with Bai Xue for a little longer.

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