Looking at you from a distance of less than two meters, my heart feels like I have found a habitat in this quiet night, calm and safe. I woke up the next day to find you sitting at my computer desk, as if reading something.

"Morning," I said, sitting up and sleepy-eyed.

You seem to be frightened, turn to me and say, "It's still early! It's eleven o'clock. ”

I smiled awkwardly and said, "When did you get up?" Why don't you wake me up? ”

"I've just gotten up, and I haven't washed my face and brushed my teeth yet. I slept so soundly at night, I slept until dawn······" You laughed inexplicably as you spoke. Then he picked up the beautifully wrapped diary on the table and asked, "Is this what you gave me?" I can't bear to take it apart. ”

"Late wishes and gifts, and happy birthday to you!" I said seriously, and then got into the quilt and said: I'll tear it up with you later, you go wash up first, and I'll get out of bed when you're done, and there will be no conflict with each other······

"I didn't see a new toothbrush, where did you put it? Or do you get up first? "You blink at me with big eyes. I don't seem to have any reason to resist.

I got up and got dressed, went to the sink and looked at it, only to remember that my new toothbrush hadn't been put up, and was still lying in a drawer, and then I walked up to you, put my hands on your shoulders and said, "Get up, open up!" "You took two steps back, pretending to fall down and holding on to the edge of the viagra table, I looked at you with surprised eyes, and thought that I had practiced the unicorn arm, how could I still have such an operation without strength? You looked at me with an aggrieved face, but I didn't expect me to say, "Touch the porcelain, right?" You "ah", and then couldn't help laughing, probably to say that I don't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade.

I took my toothbrush apart, soaked it in some cold water with hot water from the water dispenser, and then handed it to you and said, "Brush your teeth!" ”

"The scrubbing table is so big, let's go eat after washing early, I'm hungry!" You seem to be giving me an order, and I have no right to refuse, so just pull me to the sink. The sun is shining outside the window, even a little dazzling, looking at us in the mirror, there is an indescribable beauty. Naughty you, imitate my every move, learn to brush my teeth, rinse your mouth, wash your face, wipe your face······ And I, pretending to completely ignore your existence, you angrily draped the towel over my head, as a silent protest, I didn't give the slightest chance to be presumptuous, grabbed you, gently pinched your face on both sides with both hands, and asked you to beg for mercy and apologize, and your unyielding eyes told me that if I didn't let go of you, you would let me know how to write the tragic words.

After the fun washing and grooming, I move the pull-out sofa to a place where the sun can shine by the window, let you sit down, and then hand you the two gifts I am holding. It seems that I have entered the mood in an instant, and I am about to start a true outpouring of feelings. And then, no. "Since I met you, this is my third birthday, and I have always wanted to have such a sense of ritual to be able to say to you in person - happy birthday. I finally waited for it, although it was two days late, but the words and gifts I wanted to say were written and prepared in advance. You know, I'm a little nervous when I see you, so it's hard for you to hear any sweet words from my mouth, and everything I want to say is already written in this gift. Hope you'll like it! "That's what I probably said, but I can see that you know me.

"You don't need to look at the tablet in this bag, but what is the tightness of this bag? It's about the same size and shape, can't both of them be flat plates? "You asked me curiously. I said let you take it apart and see if you like it. You carefully unwrap the outer wrapping paper, and inside is a wooden box with a delicate starry sky pattern, and inside the box is a letter and a thick diary. You look at me and say, "I have a heart, it's beautiful, I like it!" Then he pointed to my bookshelf and said, "How do you have so many beautiful diaries?" The two books you gave me earlier are also very good. I replied ruefully, "I didn't give it to you, you asked me to give it to you." I don't want to give it to you, but you have read the diary written in it. Before you were angry, I hurriedly continued: "This diary is for you, I hope you can record the bits and pieces of your life, whether it is happy or sad, write it down, as if you are telling me, I also hope that this place can be full of memories about me." "You asked me what was written in the letter, and I said let you read it when you were alone. You said that the diary was accepted, but the tablet let me keep it for myself, of course I tried my best to refuse, and said angrily: "Birthday gift, the first time I gave it to you in person, you have no right to refuse, and besides, you have to use it often in the future to contact me, video with me, let me know that you are all right, and you can't disappear for no reason." "Every time you reveal your true feelings, I always have a very uncompetitive voice with a little twitching, as if tears may be shed at any time, you put down the diary in your hand, hugged me, and whispered to me, "Got it!" Then he said loudly, "I'm hungry, let's go eat!" Both of us were talking about the end of the conversation, so I had to be embarrassed and polite to say, "Okay, let's go, let's eat!" ”

As always, I went to explore the road first, and found that the aunt in charge was not there, and it was estimated that the aunt on duty on duty had not yet arrived, so I hurried up to tell you the good news, and I could go out generously without pretending. You said that you like the feeling of being in school so much, the ground is always so clean, the trees are shady, the sun is shining, and the whole person feels full of energy. As we walked, we discussed what to eat, and I couldn't help but laugh at the sight of you as you ate all the food lists in your mouth. You said that my dormitory is close to the first canteen, so I chose to go there nearby, and then go to the second canteen in the evening, saying that I want to eat all the delicious food I can think of. The first floor is mostly breakfast and buffet, you lead me directly to the second floor, let me find a place to sit with peace of mind, you go to order, don't let me rush to pay. If you insist on this, of course I can't resist you. Watching you walk back and forth through the various windows and carefully looking at the menu, it didn't take long for you to come over and tell me, "What you ordered, you can't say it's not delicious!" I was about to say why you are so domineering, but you hurried to the first floor and bought two bottles of Vitasoy, put them in front of me, sat down across from me, and said, "This is a good treat today, right?" I said "It's normal", but in fact, I already had a heart in my heart. Every time I see you eating, it makes me have a great appetite, as if you can also eat the delicacies of the mountains and seas with light tea and rice. You said that it feels best to eat in the cafeteria, and going to the restaurant outside is not as good as eating a simple meal in the cafeteria for two people.

After the meal, walk side by side in the sun, leisurely. The weather is so good, I thought that the afternoon schedule will be on campus to take pictures of you, there is a small SLR and a digital camera in the dormitory, it is estimated that they are covered with dust. Although I like to take pictures, I don't like selfies and I don't like people who let people take pictures. Although you are very aggressive, you still have a strong sense of the camera, quiet as a lady, moving like a woman's nerves, and your ever-changing personality can be switched at will. I've known you for so long, and I've only taken a profile photo of you, but today I took the opportunity to take a few more. We walked to the pavilion on a hill less than 100 meters away from my dormitory and sat down, obscured by dense trees, and could only see the sporadic sunlight falling on the ground. I'll let you wait for me here, and I'll go back to the dorm room to get the tools to take pictures. When I came back, I wasn't surprised to find that you were gone, and I must have gone to hide. I'm not going to call you, I'm just sitting quietly waiting for you to show up. It's only been less than a few minutes, and you walk up to me angrily and say, "It's boring! If you don't see me, don't you look for me or call me to ask me? "Witty as I am, I have long seen through your tricks. But the smiles we can't hide from each other seem to have betrayed ourselves, maybe this is our tacit understanding, obviously caring about it but sometimes pretending to be indifferent. Anyway, when I am with you, I am in a good mood, and I will laugh and laugh constantly, whether it is angry with you or ridiculing you, but the premise is that I miss you and like you.

"Why did you get two cameras? Showmanship, huh? You pointed to my innocent camera and said to me. I hurriedly explained: "This camera was used by me when I took pictures in the general activities of the press corps, it is easy to carry and easy to use, this SLR has just arrived, and the photo effect will be better, but I am still in the exploration stage······ You interrupted me while I was still explaining, and said, "Who listens to you!" It's a show! In that case, I had no choice but to admit defeat and reluctantly say, "You won!" With a victorious smile, you said to me, "It's good to know!" "Why is a girl so strong? That's what I'm going to do with you.

We went to the library to take pictures of your tireless appearance wandering in the sea of books, went to the teaching building to find an empty classroom and photographed you pretending to listen carefully, went to the stands of the stadium to photograph your passionate shouting, and many of the ways you inadvertently looked back when you walked, and I have to admit that I have fallen in your various appearances. The whole afternoon, although it was tiring, but it was enjoyable. By the way, I went to the second cafeteria for dinner and went back to the dormitory. In the evening, we looked at these photos on the computer and sorted out a lot of photos for me to send to you, although I promised to do so, but I thought I would not send them to you. You keep complimenting yourself in the photo, and while I agree with you, you're a bit too narcissistic.

After reading the photos, after washing up like last night, I sat on the sofa together and watched two episodes of "Love Apartment", even if I watched it, I would still be amused by the laughter in it. Just as I was about to go to bed, I did the same trick as if I were kissing you on the cheek for the first time, pointing in one direction to distract you, waiting for you to turn my head and kiss the corner of your lips quickly, and then crawl into bed as if I had done something bad. We talked about the good and bad memories of the past, the days when we weren't with each other, and the reverie that we didn't know what the future would be. I can't remember exactly what we talked about, but I just said good night with a sense of love and fell asleep, with you and me in my dreams.

—Diary, January 22, 2013