Chapter 5
"I may, again, talk about love."
Avi was a little reluctant, but that didn't stop me from stopping.
Look at that flock of birds
A flock of unknown birds
Fly in the air
Fly and fly and put in formation
Fly and fly away from the group
Look at those birds
A pair of unknown birds
They're huge
Like an eagle
An eagle that does not live alone
They stop at the plane tree
The branches couldn't help but tremble
Shake off a layer of sycamore leaves
They're hungry
They're eating sycamore fruit
Look at those birds
A pair of lovebirds
They fluttered and flew away
The branches trembled three times in shock
Shake off a layer of sycamore leaves
There are also a few sycamore fruits
Look at that flock of birds
A flock of lovebirds
Fly and fly and put in formation
Fly and fly away from the group
My mother and I talked about love, about her and my father.
Love, a trivial matter. Its importance may not be touched by the hoarse sound waves of the horn that circulates the word "selling vegetables" a few miles away. Each in a space with hundreds of people. I looked up, and as far as I could see, most of them believed in Eros. So an emotional feast was offered. Love, with its lonely nature, may not be able to heal people. Its ability lies in its self-sufficiency and seductiveness.
Loved → together
Don't like → separate
Repeat the temperament operation, change the object and continue. The emotions are so strong that I love one a day, and I love until I am in the ground.
The same goes for the love of parents. They also loved so much that they forgot themselves, made countless false promises, and then deceived and betrayed, and finally their father chose to go first.
On the train, there was a lot going on to find peace of mind, and I knew what he was thinking.
I told Xun An that my father had committed suicide.
"Xun'an, the relationship is really terrible." I sighed as I looked out the window at the whistling scenery. Cattle and sheep are indispensable in the southern countryside, and they walk slowly.
"Is it true that people can only live freely if they have no feelings?" I felt like I had gotten into the cow's body, and there was nothing but grass in my eyes.
Xun An never answered me, he looked out the window like me. I don't know if he's joined me in bringing souls down on them.
It took a while for the carriage to come alive.
"What did Mom tell you?" Xun An asked me.
"Talk about the love between her and her father." I smiled.
"My father grew up in a village in the mountains across from our house, and my mother moved from the city to the countryside. Our current home is an old house that has been handed down from my mother's ancestors, and my father is the son-in-law of Zhaofu. Mom said that she had always loved another man, but no one in the family agreed. I smiled mysteriously, "Do you want to get that your mother once eloped?" ”
"Elopement? In those days, was this popular? "Xun An and I watched a lot of love movies from our parents' days, and the word elopement came up a lot. From the locking of the words of the matchmaker to the free love and elopement, it is a last resort transition.
"I asked my mother the same thing."
The mother pursed her lips and smiled as if she had heard an interesting story, "When I was young, I felt that the crazy pursuit of love was a beautiful memory that I would never forget and can be recounted from generation to generation. That can indeed satisfy the mind that is temporarily carried away by love, but in this era, love is rare and only a matter of two people. ”
My mother took my hand, "It's the right thing to be brave enough to pursue love, and you can't say it's wrong or deviant just because the outcome is not good." When you meet someone you love, just remember love itself. She shook my hand.
"After the elopement, my mother didn't tell me anymore, but said that it was the happiest time for her."
Later, my mother went to the countryside and met my father.
Because my mother is rare and good-looking in the township, she is also quite educated compared to other women. Many men adored their mothers, many of whom came from well-to-do families. The mother chose the father in the end, because of the several love letters that the father had written.
"Dad is really talented. I read the letters, and they were very well written and handwritten, and each letter was accompanied by a portrait of my mother. "When I read the letter, I still seem to see my father's earnest appearance in the dim candlelight.
"Really? What was written? Xun An looked at me curiously.
"A love letter is nothing more than a compliment, and then tell the bitterness of the secret love in your heart."
"You've received quite a few." I teased.
"I haven't read any of those love letters."
Xun An turned his head, and his serious face only rose and fell slightly with the words.
Women with feelings are most easily attracted to talented men, coupled with the diligence and honesty of their fathers. Most importantly, he didn't mind that his mother had eloped with other men. However, his father's family background was not good, so he was recruited by his grandparents as a son-in-law.
"Did she tell you why no one else ever appeared in our house?"
"Someone else? It refers to grandparents and grandparents. "I put down my right leg, which had been on my left leg for a long time," and a year after they got married, my grandparents broke off their relationship with my mother, leaving her to live alone and go back to her home in the city. ”
"Why?"
"I don't know, my mom didn't tell me everything. It's just that those things are in the past and she doesn't want to mention them again. ”
"We all knew what happened after that, and the three of us were born without a hitch. Although the door is a little deserted, it can be regarded as a happy one, and the family has been happy for many years. I continued.
"If the family is happy, why would Dad cheat? How can you commit suicide? "Xun'an and I have the same doubts.
"It's all related to the stories that my mother doesn't want to tell us." I'm talking to myself.
"But what's the use of knowing that? Surely, it's not good. ”
It was almost time to get to the station, and everyone began to pack their bags.
I also stood up and moved the activity, "I'm 22 years old, there's nothing unacceptable. My father's death was his own choice, and I can't blame anyone. ”
"However, the rest of life needs to be borne by the two of us." I sat down again.
"I'm enough." Xun An said lightly.