"How do you break up and have so much foreplay?" Avi really hasn't been in love, and he doesn't know anything about the routines in love.

When the deadline was approaching, everyone began to prepare for the exam seriously, and Conghan and I were no exception.

The content of the exams for both of us was complicated and varied, which just became the reason why we didn't need to meet, and the original agreement was also achieved.

He rarely contacted me, and I barely had to contact him, and our intimacy was washed away by a heavy rain. Of course, I find it strange that his performance has something to do with his academic busyness, but it is more like he didn't want to cross paths with me in the first place.

I didn't care to read a book, and the fine words were closely connected one by one, as if they would walk, walking in and out of my head. Xun An learned about me and Conghan, and saw that my state was all delayed by personal feelings, and suggested that I solve the matter as soon as possible and not drag the mud and water.

"Is your solution to break up with us?"

Our relationship was raging throughout the early summer, and I couldn't believe it was all because of a single decision, and my intention was not to sever contact, but to make room for each other.

I was about to finish the high school entrance examination, and I tried to talk about it from the cold. Sure enough, he rejected me on the grounds that there was an experiment at night.

I verbally promised not to bother him, but in the evening I couldn't help but come to the lab, but he wasn't there. I hate to trouble people, but since my relationship with Conghan has become microsecondary, I've always been troublesome people. His roommate asked me to go to the swimming pool to find him.

The off-peak season of the swimming pool is very obvious, and there are a lot of people in the gym this time who come to find Conghan. I walked around the pool several times and didn't find him, maybe he was done and left. I sat down on the steps in a daze, but I didn't even dare to make a phone call.

Later, people came out one after another, and they all got wet, and I still couldn't recognize which one was him.

Disheartened, I was ready to leave, thinking that I might not be confident enough to convince him that I had come to reconcile with him. He was already very decisive in behaving like this, although he did not officially say "break up", but there was no difference in essence. I suddenly remembered some strange things he had said.

"Don't hate me."

"I'd rather you never fall in love with me."

"You just have to enjoy my kindness to you."

This is the first time I've been in a relationship, and I thought these were clichés in love, on the same level as "I love you". In fact, he had already reminded me that one day he would carry out these words and cause me harm. It dawned on me that he was insecure about our feelings.

As soon as I showed that I didn't want to be with him, he left decisively. But I clearly don't want him to go, this is clearly not because I am greedy for his good, but I want to be good to him.

It turned out that my legs would be numb after sitting for a long time, so I pounded my unconscious calves and remembered the scene when I met him for the first time.

"Why don't you call?" The voice from the cold is real.

"How long have you waited?"

I got up and hugged him, but my legs were not strong, and I put all my weight on him. He struggled to make sure the two of us didn't roll down the stairs, but he hugged me tightly because of it.

"I miss you so much."

I eagerly poured out how much I missed him during this time, and without exaggeration, I did think about him all the time. Nothing can stop me from missing it, it swallows my time like a beast.

Conghan let me go, saying that he was busy and didn't have time to think about me.

"I don't believe it."

He also said that he still had a lot of homework to complete, "I'll send you back first." ”

I grabbed his arm tightly, and he dragged me away with ease. I jumped on his back again and found that I still couldn't suppress his movements. I tossed and turned like a clown, but he remained unmoved.

I cried so much that I buried my head in his arms and howled wolf to make him stop.

He sighed, hugged my head, and waited for me to finish. I realized that I was about to suffocate, but I still forced myself to sob, "It's a shame, can you change to a place with fewer people?" ”

"Finished crying?"

"Nope!" I quickly pulled out and replied loudly.

Conghan finally smiled and looked at me without tears. I succeeded in taking him to a quiet place.

"I want to appeal."

"What?"

I recounted it from beginning to end, and there was no lack of sincerity in my words to apologize. After listening to me patiently, "I think you're right, so I'm complying with it." ”

He breathed a sigh of relief, "I've been feeling a lot lighter lately, thanks to you." ”

He told me not to apologize, "Please continue to do the same!" ”

I cried out that it was unfair, and it was painful not to be able to see him when I thought about him.

"I can promise to show up when you need to." Compromise from the cold.

"But I'm sure you'll slowly stop needing me."

Another strange remark. I chattered about my dependence and love for him, and prayed that he would trust our relationship.

"That's enough, I'll send you back." He's going to drive me away again.

I've said everything I can say, but he's still the same, and I can only use my ultimate. I pretended to agree, took his hand and walked forward, then kissed him while he wasn't looking.

The effect is remarkable, and it has not moved from the cold to the same place. I put his hand on my waist and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him hard. The kiss lasted for a long time, and the kiss didn't end until we were all tired.

"Alright."

"What's up?"

"You're not angry." I said with satisfaction.

From the cold to hug me, the level of intimacy has returned to the beginning. He kept repeating a phrase in my ear, and the intermittent heat sprayed down my neck.

"I'm sorry."