Chapter 8 (I)
The last bit of the tail of the holiday, I want to leave to my family.
I grew up in this village, but I was never familiar with this small place. I've never been to someone's house, and no one else has been present in my house. When I was a child, I didn't know the world, and I didn't think about it, but then the doubts became more and more full in my heart, and I was left with only questions in my heart.
That time I accompanied my eldest brother to pick oranges, I was scolded by the villagers, and I heard it as jealousy.
Sex is inherently evil. Catholic doctrine defines "arrogance, envy, anger, laziness, greed, lust, and gluttony" as the seven deadly evils of human beings, and prejudice in life becomes the cause of these evils. The wicked arm themselves with these, and regard those who stand against them as enemies. There is always a lot of talk in the circle of wicked people, and everyone keeps making excuses for their evil deeds. If you don't say it, it's a fake friend, but if you expose it to your face, it's a real enemy.
My mother said that I was young and vigorous, and that I had not been at home for a long time. She saw that I was restless and absent-minded when I played with my eldest brother. I did get more and more unable to stay, this place displeased me from top to bottom, everyone was preoccupied. Repression. In addition, Conghan has not taken the initiative to contact me for several months, and my depression has nowhere to release, who should I talk to about my doubts?
I tried to dial the phone from the cold. The other party was slow to answer, and I put down the microphone in disappointment.
"Hey, it's Annan. What are you looking for me? ”
Fortunately, he took it at the last minute. But there was a weak voice that suddenly dispelled my thoughts of confiding in him.
"I'm fine. From the cold, are you in a bad mood? "I think I should know that it must be the reason at home. I reacted that I shouldn't have brought it up, and snatched the right to speak when he spoke, "I just haven't seen you for a long time, and I miss you." ”
Blushing, it was the first time to show affection so bluntly, and I didn't know how the cold on the other end of the phone felt. It was a long time before he spoke, but this time his tone sounded much softer.
"You...... And looking for peace, okay? ”
"Well, it's all good."
"We've been staying home for days." I let out a long yawn, "It's boring." ”
From the other end of the phone came from Conghan's soft laughter, "It's so sleepy, I want to sleep when I yawn." ”
"It's not long since the holidays, so I'm at home with my parents."
There was the sound of footsteps coming from the earpiece, as if it had changed to a more closed space, and the sound from the cold became clear. "The admission letter should be coming soon, so let's go to school together."
I promise. "From the cold...... Do you miss me? "The flush that had just faded resurfaced, and I tasted the greasy taste of love.
"I ...... Yes, of course I do. ”
"I want both of you." I was in a hurry, and I brought irrelevant peace. I realized that I was alone and intoxicated, and he didn't care about me. Emotions are full of ups and downs, and falling in love is like riding a roller coaster.
I was no longer interested in talking to him, "Let's meet and talk." ”
"Well, goodbye."
Really hung up the phone? This phone call not only did not solve my problems, but made me even more worried. "Strange relationship." I muttered quietly.