As we age, we become more and more lonely. When you are confronted with children, their innocent "ignorance" often leaves you with nothing to hide. After walking so many roads, seeing so many landscapes, and believing in so many life philosophies, you still haven't lived a smooth sailing life. You will be overwhelmed by complex relationships, and you will be deceived and betrayed. Therefore, we begin to learn to protect ourselves, and the best way to protect ourselves is to be self-interested and to be on guard against anything and everyone. As a result, you are getting farther and farther away from sincerity, trust, love, and friendship.

Han Yi also has his own way of self-preservation, that is, he doesn't want to impose his own difficulties on others, so he will solve them by himself. Therefore, he will have those friends who can trust him and friends who are willing to pay for him. Song Jianguo, to a certain extent, is also a friend with him.

Song Jianguo was able to make this decision so decisively, undoubtedly he had great trust in Han Yi, of course, if the company did not make money, Song Jianguo would not have made such a decision, he was also a businessman, this was done to help Han Yi and Fu Bo, if they could reach cooperation, it would be a win-win situation.

Even if Song Jianguo brought such a big surprise, Han Yi was still like an ant on a hot pot, worried about his own affairs, after all, this was the problem he was facing in front of him.

After a detailed chat, Han Yi and Song Jianguo rushed to the airport. Qin Yue sent Fu Bo to the hotel and went home on his own.

Because Han Yi was reluctant to talk about his difficulties, Song Jianguo didn't ask much, and along the way, Han Yi pretended to chat with them as if nothing happened, talking about some things between him and Qiu Minsheng, as well as Qiu Lang.

He didn't tell anyone about his troubles, including Shirayuki. Because he always thinks that if you can't solve the problem by saying it, then there is no need to say it, it is just one more person to worry about. He thought a lot on the plane, and originally wanted to tell Bai Xue that he was lying, but because of the accident and a busy day, he forgot about it, and when he thought about it, he didn't want to say it, it felt like it was just an inconsequential matter, and now, it was not worth mentioning at all.

When he was alone, he always told himself that from now on, do himself a favor, no longer bear the eyes outside his body, don't care about the evaluation of others, and live for himself; From today on, do yourself a favor, do what you like, love the people closest to you, laugh out loud when you want to laugh, cry wantonly when you want to cry, and no longer restrict the emotional space; Starting today, do yourself a favor, unload all your burdens, forget the pain of the past, heal the wounds of the soul, and let yourself live an easy and full life.

But he couldn't do it, and after a long time, he didn't care, but enjoyed it, and liked the thrill of overcoming and overcoming difficulties.

In the journey of life, there will always be a period of time when you need to walk and carry it by yourself. Don't feel scared, don't feel lonely, it's just the price of growth.

All questions, tomorrow, will have an answer.

The most precious thing is not the material thing you have, but the company that accompanies you

Person. You can't force others to love yourself, you can only try to make yourself a person worthy of love, and the rest depends on fate.

"Many times, I want to love you, but I find that I simply don't have time to love you; Many times, I want to forget you for a short time, only to find that you occupy too important a place in my heart; Many times, I want to say to you, I'm really tired and annoyed, but I don't want to impose this feeling on you; Many times, I want to love you, but I have to choose to be separated from you, not because I don't love you anymore, but because I love you too much, so I respect your ideals. ”

He didn't say this to Bai Xue, I hope she can understand, I hope this kind of day won't last long.

There is no one to love, and we must also try to be a lovely person. Don't blame anyone, don't laugh at anyone, don't envy anyone, shine in the sun, run in the wind and rain, dream your own dreams, and walk your own way.

He was like this for the first three years, and now that Bai Xue is back, they are together, but the feeling of being alone is still there, it's not that he doesn't love Bai Xue anymore, but that feeling makes him who he is now.

I've been alone for a long time, but I'm still quite happy except for being lonely. After a long time, a person will slowly become mature. After a long time, a person will love his parents more than before. I've been alone for a long time, and I don't have much to look forward to all the festivals. After being alone for a long time, when I hear that it is very sweet to see other people's pairs, I still have some mind in my heart. After a long time, a person will become more and more rational and realistic. If you are alone for a long time, you will be addicted.

If you're not happy when you're single, you can't be happy when you're in love. One should first get one's own life in order, fall in love with it first, and then share it.

The sweetest thing is that some people are always able to remember little details about you. Not because you can always get them to remember, but because they care.

He hopes that he can become such a person, that he can give Bai Xue such a feeling, and that Bai Xue can give him a little more understanding.

If you are not reconciled, then don't give up, if you can't see it, get up and change. Either prove yourself or shut up and accept reality. All good paths are downhill, and failure is acceptable, but failure without trying to struggle is zero points without excuses.

The perfect day is when you go out with your little sun and go home with the corners of your mouth raised.

This is his life now, his current attitude:

Although a life is long, it is a flick of a finger when it passes. You will continue to meet some people, and you will keep saying goodbye to some people, from strange to familiar, from familiar to strange, from smelly to parting ways, from seeing each other late to not seeing each other. Not everyone will be your partner, and not every friend can see each other with all his heart, he just wants a clear conscience and relies on his own efforts to change his life.

No annoyance or annoyance, fate, repay it with laughter, fate scattered, repay with never tired. Sometimes all we need is a moment of calm mind, what others think, we can't control; We can't force others to do anything. The only thing that can be done, just

It is to do your best to do your own thing, go your own way, and live well. Even if someone treats you badly, time will not treat you badly, and life will not treat you badly.

After he landed in Chengdu, he sent Bai Xue a piece of Zhang Xiaoxian's words: "We are always afraid that love will grow old, and we always want to know how to keep love fresh." Why keep it fresh? It can't be eaten. Love is like most things in the world, there are always ups and downs, there are always good and bad times, it is like the season, spring goes to autumn, every day is changing, it is like the moonlight, cloudy and sunny has been staged. You can't manage love, you can only manage yourself, and strive to live the best you, as long as you are fresh, love will be fresh. ”

Plus a "I miss you!" It was already one o'clock in the morning, and he guessed that Bai Xue had already slept, but he still couldn't help but send it out. He wants to tell Bai Xue that whether it is getting together or parting, this is life, this is part of their love, and he hopes that she can take care of herself and live her own life without him by his side, and his love for her is still fresh and unchanged.

He didn't let Bai Xue understand his busyness and troubles, just told her at this time, I miss you!

When I'm tired, I always want to talk to someone, even if it's just a simple "I miss you!" And this person is undoubtedly Bai Xue.

(End of chapter)