How to retain it has been a difficult issue to overcome for a long, long time. In Yuer's cognition, leaving is a subjective choice caused by the subjective will of others, and he cannot be hindered. Unless she really doesn't want to leave, some kind of impactful behavior, such as standing downstairs at her house on a rainy day and shouting, "Please continue to be friends with me", would be counterproductive.

What's more, Yuer didn't dare, she didn't dare to express her thoughts, and she wouldn't keep Su Nuo on a rainstorm day and let her not leave.

She also didn't understand why Su Nuo would end the friendship because Yuer didn't tell her his secret.

Su Nuo didn't explain to Yuer either, she felt betrayed from Yuer.

Su Nuo's parents also encountered the kind of problem that most middle-aged people encounter, whether to choose a family or a career, but they basically chose a career without any entanglement. Su Nuo can't see his parents a few times a year, and he has lived with his grandparents since he was a child. Without her parents to take care of her, she has taught herself to be strong since she was a child. As time went on, she found that the best way to protect herself was to get out of her own affairs early. So she became more and more free, and she abandoned all the things that made her sad.

She enjoyed the feeling of holding everything in her hands, until she was nine years old, and Su's father and mother finally felt that they couldn't keep leaving their daughter to the old man, and decided to take Su Nuo home.

When Su Nuo happily took her father's hand and went home, she thought that she must give her a big hug when she saw her mother.

Then she returned home and saw her sister, Su Yan.

Su Yan, who was still in infancy, stared at Su Nuo who was stunned in place with big innocent eyes, and Su's father and mother urged Su Nuo to get close to his sister. Su Nuo's ears were filled with various voices, but she couldn't hear anything clearly. For a moment, she even felt a darkness in front of her. What was going on in his head, Su Nuo didn't know. She didn't want to cry, the corners of her mouth moved, but she started crying uncontrollably.

Her parents had so much time to tell Suno that she was going to have a younger sister, even on the way home, but they didn't say a word, not even her grandparents, who loved her. The whole family was immersed in joy, and on the day she greeted Su Yan, she didn't know anything, she was a person outside the Su family. Su Nuo was surrounded by a huge sense of betrayal and cried uncontrollably until he couldn't stop. Why didn't you tell her? Is she an outsider?

Su Nuo cried and took Su Yan to cry non-stop, and her mother held Su Yan in her arms and kept patting. She was afraid of scaring Su Yan, so she walked a little farther away from Su Nuo, looked at Su Nuo, and kept asking with her father, what are you crying about?

Su's father and Su's mother didn't feel that there was anything wrong with doing this, and even told it as a joke when they were entertaining relatives and friends. As they wished, the audience laughed, and everyone kept asking Su Nuo, what are you crying about?

Suno was silent, silent, did not erupt and did not perish. This time, she couldn't take everything into her own hands, and she couldn't abandon her parents, mother, and sister. She could only accept it.

Unlike other families who suddenly gave birth to a second child, Su Nuo did not resist except crying. She obediently accepted the fleshy Su Yan, took on the responsibility of her sister, took care of her and protected her. Her parents are still not at home, and she, as usual, has pushed away all the things that make her sad and struggled to grow up. Su Yan has also grown up, unlike Su Nuo, she is quiet and elegant, she doesn't look like Su Nuo wraps herself up, she looks tough.

So in Su Nuo's opinion, Yu Er also had many opportunities to tell Su Nuo that she was in love, but she didn't say anything, but told Sui Jinyu. Whether it was intentional or unintentional, Su Nuo felt a sense of betrayal again, touching the scene, and she remembered the feeling of being treated like an outsider. So when Bai Zeqing released a little bit of kindness to treat her as his own, Su Nuo couldn't wait to accept it. This, perhaps, she herself is not aware of.

Later, Yuer and Su Nuo tacitly distanced themselves from each other, and then later, the two had no communication at all. A woman is such a strange creature, and by the way, even the feelings that are born are very strange.

Yu Er watched Su Nuo and Bai Zeqing stage a sisterhood in front of him every day, and he felt melancholy and sad. Sui Jinyu was also uncomfortable, for her, Su Nuo suddenly abandoned her and Yu Er, and turned her head to Bai Zeqing, who had a conflict with her, and she was very angry.

Yu Er couldn't get rid of the sadness of losing Su Nuo, so he took Sui Jinyu and Tong Panpan out to drink during the evening self-study. There is a small restaurant at the north gate of the school, where you can play in the open air. As soon as he sat down, Yu Er and Sui Jinyu toasted a glass of draft beer, and Tong Panpan was stunned and put down the orange juice he had just drunk, not knowing whether to persuade or not.

Yu Er sighed, and Sui Jinyu asked, "Is she really angry because you didn't tell her that you were in love?" Yu Erqiang pulled out a smile, "That's right." Sui Jinyu was shocked: "Then what did she think?" It's too stingy. Tong Panpan chewed the meat in his mouth and swallowed it, and said: "It doesn't have to be stingy, some people will feel betrayed because of this kind of thing, and they can't accept it." Sui Jinyu raised his voice and said, "Isn't that stingy?" ”

Yu Er didn't talk much, and she wasn't completely incomprehensible about Su Nuo's anger, but she couldn't understand why Su Nuo wanted to go to Bai Zeqing to be friends. Su Nuo's kindness to Bai Zeqing is even better than that of Er. Yu Er was depressed that Yu Er was not the only Yu Er, whether it was Kong Youcheng or Su Nuo, for them, Yu Er could be replaced.

Yu Er didn't know how much wine she drank, the more she drank, the more she didn't understand, people said that drinking alcohol could numb herself, but she drank so much wine that she was dizzy, but it was still clear that she and Su Nuo couldn't be friends for a long time.

Sheng Yikai picked up the rickety Sui Jinyu away, and Tong Panpan also helped Yu Er away. The lights around were bright and green, and the sound of scolding mixed with the sound of wine glasses colliding was mixed into one and reached Yuer's ears. She felt very bored, and suddenly resisted going back to the dormitory, so she broke free from Tong Panpan and went to Enactus's office in one step.

From then on, Yuer began to escape the environment with Suno, often going to the office for a day, until the curfew time was approaching, she would return to the dormitory with her head down, hurriedly wash up, go back to bed and lie down with headphones on, and go out early the next morning. Sheng Yikai is a senior at the two levels of seniors, and often urges Sui Jinyu to study and participate in activities. Sui Jinyu and Sheng Yikai are together, constantly improving themselves, becoming more and more busy, and often not staying in the dormitory.

In this way, the three people who were originally close to each other parted ways because they didn't say anything about each other.