Life is probably like this, not only is it made up of countless little things, but it also needs to be solved little by little, in an orderly manner, and when the last thing is solved, life is almost over. Once you start panicking, life spirals out of control.

Sui Jinyu, who was still young at the time, far underestimated the dangers of life, she thought that this was the end, but it was just the beginning.

The days when Yuer hid from Su Nuo went on quietly. Bai Zeqing quarreled with Sui Jinyu again because she didn't clean well.

At that time, as soon as Yu Er sat up from the bed, he heard a clanging sound on the balcony, followed by Sui Jinyu and Bai Zeqing arguing. She hurriedly got out of bed, but Su Nuo stepped to the balcony one step ahead of her, blocking Bai Zeqing. When Bai Zeqing saw that someone was standing with her, she suddenly became tough and shouted, "What kind of boss are you pretending?" What's in your way if I don't clean? Sui Jinyu looked so angry, I don't know if it's because of Bai Zeqing, or because of Su Nuo who was standing in front of her, "Don't you know the deduction points?" Besides, I'll tell you, can't you talk well? Bai Zeqing seemed to be reasonable, "Which ear did you hear that I didn't say it properly?" Perhaps in order to match her domineering temperament, she also pushed Sui Jinyu twice. Sui Jinyu's fire "poofed" and got up as soon as she pushed Bai Zeqing violently, and the two began to scuffle.

The balcony space is small, not only is there water stains mixed with dust everywhere, but there is also a table full of bottles and cans, Yu Er was afraid that something would really happen when the time came, so he hurriedly blocked in front of Sui Jinyu, and Su Nuo was also holding Bai Zeqing in the back. When Yu Er pulled Sui Jinyu out of the balcony, Tong Panpan and Peng Duoyun, who had not yet gotten up, poked their heads out of the top bunk and looked over here.

The polarization of the dormitory became more and more serious, and Su Nuo even went to the opposite side of Yu Er and Sui Jinyu. Tong Panpan and Peng Duoyun have always remained neutral, but they have a better relationship with Bai Zeqing. Su Nuo didn't actually make any practical moves, as long as she stood by Bai Zeqing's side, she already explained everything.

Bai Zeqing looked at Sui Jinyu and Yu Er more and more unpleasantly, which was reflected in all aspects.

The application for poor students was about to start, and Sui Jinyu applied because her father was injured in the factory and had an operation, which cost hundreds of thousands. Sui's father's work-related injury was not applied, and the family had to file a lawsuit with the factory, and it was impossible to turn around once and again. Sui Jinyu didn't want to trouble her family, so she applied for a place, and she paid it back after graduation.

Applicants often have more places than the college has allocated, and are usually decided by a review panel in the class.

Sui Jinyu's application came down quickly. Bai Zeqing saw Sui Jinyu on the application list sent by the class, and she was not happy again.

As soon as Sui Jinyu returned to the dormitory, she sat on the bed and said in a strange voice: "Oh, some people don't while occupying the pit." Sui Jinyu knew that she had always had a temperament, and she no longer had the strength to conflict with her. Bai Zeqing held her mobile phone as she spoke, as if she was sending a message to Su Nuo in the lower bunk, occasionally sneering twice, and muttering in her mouth, "Yes, just make her feel bad." She deliberately let Sui Jinyu hear it, so her voice was not very quiet. Sui Jinyu was targeted for no reason, and it sounded like a former good friend was now going to step on her feet, she felt sad, as if she was put in a pot and fried over low heat, which was very painful.

Bai Zeqing tried his best to go to Mather's place and make a fuss, saying that it was only fair for the whole class to vote, so that some people would not rely on their relationship with the review team to deceive. Mather knew that she was talking about Sui Jinyu, but she was unreasonable and didn't want to agree. Bai Zeqing threatened to make trouble with the counselor, and Mather had to agree to re-examine the vote in order not to make a big deal about it.

Sui Jinyu sat in the first row of the classroom, feeling that she was being stared at by too many strange eyes, and her back was cold. She must have been alone at that moment, but she had to pretend that nothing had happened, listening to Mather pronounce her name again and again. With each thought, her self-esteem was peeled off. In the evening, the classroom was dusk, and there was an atmosphere of strange sadness.

After making such a fuss, she was proud?

She didn't, she was indignant that she didn't take Sui Jinyu's place, and left the classroom in disgust.

Sui Jinyu looked at her name on the blackboard, illuminated by a ray of sunset light, and then gradually drowned in the darkness, along with herself.

Yur came to her and asked her why she didn't turn on the lights. She said she was sleepy and wanted to squint for a moment, then happily said that her review had passed. Yu Er felt that Sui Jinyu wanted to show that she was happy, but there was no wave in her eyes, which did not match the smile she worked so hard to pull, which was very weird. Yu Er didn't know what to say, and patted Sui Jinyu on the shoulder.

Sui Jinyu kept persuading herself that she didn't have to be ashamed of this incident. She seems to have finally accepted her psychological cues and was not crushed by the incident.

What crushed her was something else.

Papers are flying all over the university. During the experimental week, I had to print documents, and in the past, the head of the dormitory printed the documents in the dormitory together, and this time Sui Jinyu also went to print them, but she only printed five copies. Bai Zeqing had trouble with her to that point, and she didn't have to show any kindness. There is also one copy of Su Nuo's, and she and Su Nuo are not in trouble to the point of inseparability. She hesitated, but she still printed it with hers, ready to secretly ask Tong Panpan to bring it to her.

Sui Jinyu returned to the dormitory, and Su Nuo and Bai Zeqing were also there. She didn't have a chance to give Su Nuo's share to Tong Panpan, only Tong Panpan and Peng Duoyun, and then went to the library to study.

The phone suddenly vibrated a few times, and she looked up from the book, and it turned out that Tong Panpan had sent her a message. Sui Jinyu expected that Tong Panpan would chase after her again and give her the few cents printed. She hurriedly replied, "Don't give me money." ”

Tong Panpan hesitated and replied word by word, "The situation is compelling, I can't ask you for a printed report." ”

It turned out that as soon as Sui Jinyu left the dormitory, Bai Zeqing jumped up from the bed, snatched the reports of Tong Panpan and Peng Duoyun, and threw them into the trash.

All the things that Tong Panpan told me suddenly hit Sui Jinyu, and she could even think of all the details. A huge sense of humiliation surrounded Sui Jinyu, her hand holding the phone kept shaking, the words on the screen were typed and deleted and typed, she didn't know what to reply to in order to show that she had momentum and that she didn't care about these things at all.

But she cared, she worked hard to force a smile in front of Bai Zeqing, and tried hard to say that she was not afraid of her at all, but it was all fake. She is afraid of being targeted, afraid of being isolated, afraid of being cold and violent. She cried silently in the silent library, and the cold sound of flipping books around her kept her company.