Chapter Twenty-Nine: Fear

Yu Er said these things sharply, which made Peng Duoyun's eyes quickly red. She looked at Yu Er in a daze for a long time before she slowly took a breath and said, "If you were me and you went through what I went through, would you become a person like me?" ”

A wind blew and blew the broken hair next to Yuer's ear. With a little undoubted firmness in her eyes, she said calmly: "You are indeed a very poor person, your family has created your current character, you long for others to be good to you, but you dare not accept others to be good to you." So you are madly obsessed with Xiu Hengyu, and you tell him all your joys, sorrows, and sorrows, in fact, you know in your heart that he won't know. You took Xiu Hengyu as your spiritual sustenance, but he died, so you didn't even have the last hope in life. So you give up on yourself completely and don't refuse everything that someone else gives you, right? ”

Peng Duoyun sat up straight with her coffee, as if thinking about what Yu Er said. She exuded a fear of being seen through, and looked at Yuer fixedly, not saying whether it was right or wrong.

"Unlike you, I am afraid of many things, but I will not be reduced to an accessory of life, nor will I pin my hopes on others. I'm being myself, I don't want to live the kind of life where you accept what others give you, only when you are strong, can you control your life. Back in the day, we were both too young, and if I had put me in the same position as I had been, I would have come to terms with the situation more quickly. But many things can only be seen more clearly when you come out. ”

As the sun sets, the sky gradually darkens. Peng Duoyun, who was sitting opposite Yu Er, seemed speechless, Yu Er sat up slightly straight, and continued: "I don't know, what is the reason why you asked me to cooperate, and I don't know where you heard that I am already poor and need help. But I want to tell you that it's good to have a partner company, but if I don't, I can afford to support this studio myself. Even if I do reach the end of the day, I will not cooperate with a person who can't even keep the most basic moral bottom line. ”

Yuer stood up, "Thank you for still thinking of me, good luck." Then she didn't care what Peng Duoyun reacted to, picked up her bag and turned around and left.

Maybe Peng Duoyun had already woken up and felt that she had to rely on herself, and Yu Er's two vigorous incidents happened to give her an opportunity. She saw Yuer's potential and decided to help. She is sure that she can prove herself to her boss's boyfriend by bringing benefits to the company through Yuer in the future.

Perhaps, as she said, it was only because she and Yuer were the same kind of people that she wanted to help, and she had no other ideas.

Unknown.

Yur didn't want to ask in detail, she was stiff when she got up.

The place where the sun sets is dyed a large orange color, and it is very beautiful under the dark blue dome. Under the dome, Huer got up and left alone, and the wind blew her long hair that had fallen and made her eyes dry.

Yu Er wanted to cry, but Peng Duoyun's words hit her unexpectedly. Over the years, she has worked hard to write and earn a lot of money, and in the eyes of outsiders, she is powerful and extremely beautiful, maybe others will think she is a tough woman. But even Yuer herself didn't realize that she had confined her fear of the world to a small place, so small that she almost ignored it. Today, Peng Duoyun used a sentence to tie the protective layer into powder, exposing her fear.

It turned out that she was still scared.

She suddenly remembered Lin Yidong.

In those years, she clung to Lin Yidong, just like Peng Duoyun clung to Xiu Hengyu. If it weren't for the spiritual comfort and actual income that writing brought her, she couldn't be sure if she would have given up on herself like Peng Duoyun, who had no hope in the world and gave up on herself completely.

Yu Er suddenly decided that he didn't rely on Lin Yidong because he was afraid of life and had someone to accompany him, but because he liked him but was afraid of life and didn't dare to admit it.

No wonder. That's why she lied and said that the company rented her two houses and let Lin Yidong live in the opposite door of her.

She only figured it out today, and it turned out that she had long been in love with him.

Lin Yidong kept hovering in Yu Er's mind and refused to leave. Yuer walked faster and faster on the road, and did not stop until he was panting slightly.

She still doesn't have the courage to let a person into her life. Because Yuer has a big regret, maybe one day he will crush her.

The next day, when Yu Er went to work, Tong Panpan gave her a bag of raw peanuts, "Here you are, nourish your stomach." Yu Er looked at the bag of peanuts, and then at Tong Panpan, "You gave it to me?" "Hmm......" Tong Panpan hesitated a little, but said firmly: "Yes!" Yu Erhu looked at her suspiciously, "Where did you get it?" "I...... My grandmother's family planted it. As soon as these words came out, Tong Panpan regretted it. Doesn't your grandmother live next to our university? How did I not know she still grows peanuts? ”

Tong Panpan frowned, then soothed again, with an embarrassed expression, "Okay, it was actually given to me by Su Nuo, she went to the mountains to make a film and brought it back, she was afraid that you wouldn't want it, so she asked me to say that I gave it to you." Yu Er pointed to the bag of peanuts with a pen, and said suspiciously: "This thing is sold in the supermarket, why did you bring it all the way back?" "That's right! I asked her too! Tong Panpan was suddenly excited, "She didn't seem to expect this in the supermarket, and she said that the varieties were different, hahaha." Yu Er stopped laughing at Tong Panpan, "What else did she say?" Tong Panpan immediately put on an aggrieved expression, "She also scolded me, there was no signal in the mountains, and she came back to know that I was in trouble." ”

Yu Er didn't say anything, and there was no expression on his face, and he continued to read the documents. Seeing that she didn't react, Tong Panpan looked at the peanuts on the table, and asked cautiously: "Then this ......" Yu Er glanced at it quickly, and then immersed himself in the document again, and only spit out awkwardly for a while, "Put it here." ”

"Okay, boss, then my mission is done, I'm going to work." Tong Panpan was about to leave happily. Yu Er suddenly stopped her, didn't raise her head, and said coldly: "Let her not send anything in the future." ”

When Tong Panpan conveyed Yuer's words to Su Nuo, Su Nuo only let out an abrupt "oh". Hull put the peanuts in a drawer and never took them out again.

The night is like water, covering the cold earth. The moonlight was blocked out by the bed curtains, and Yuer's face was pale with the faintly glowing electronic clock, and she suddenly sat up with a scream. The costume sitcom that Yuer was going to listen to when she went to bed was still playing, and she set a timer for an hour before going to bed, and she slept for less than an hour.

The apartment was quiet, and Yuer broke the clock to see that it was already past two o'clock. She steadied herself and touched her head, fine beads of sweat oozing from her forehead.

Since she met Peng Duoyun, she has dreamed almost every day, dreaming of Lin Yidong or her mother.