Chapter 338: Ammy Falls in Love
As soon as he got out of the airport, a petite, delicate-looking, smiling man slowly walked towards Ammy.
"Finally willing to come to see me!" After Xu Zimo hugged Ammy, he looked Mo Xiyan up and down, and said with a disgusted expression: "You are getting cooler and cooler now, there was a heavy rainstorm in the afternoon, and the temperature dropped, is it cold?" ”
Compared with the sexy short-haired beauty Mo Xiyan, she is the kind of beauty that exudes a certain intellectuality.
"Zimo ······" Ammy smiled and took her hand and threw the suitcase to Mo Xiyan.
And Mo Xiyan seems to be used to it, who called the two little sisters to have a good relationship! He looked to the left-hand side, then to the right, and crossed his hands over his chest, "Hey! When I'm a porter! ”
Han Yi looked left and right, why hadn't Xia Bo arrived yet? Didn't you tell him the flight information in advance! This is a bit dereliction of duty and unreliable! Han Yi, who doesn't like to wait for people very much, still has business to deal with after returning home later, and he is still quite anxious, and his call to him has not been answered.
Ammy dragged Xu Zimo to Han Yi and said with a smile: "This is my classmate Xu Zimo, how is it?" Pretty, right? ”
"Hello, Han Yi."
Han Yi's anxious eyes immediately fell on Xu Zimo's body in front of him, which was indeed quite temperamental. He smiled politely, then looked a little further away.
"Hello!"
Xu Zimo was a head shorter than Han Yi, looking up at him a little, and when he was about to take the initiative to shake hands, he found that Han Yi had turned to look away, and quickly retracted his embarrassed right hand, frowned, looked at Ammy, and asked in a low voice, "Who?" I haven't heard of any other friends you have in China! ”
Ammy's eyes didn't take her eyes off Han Yi, she said, "Hmm······" snorted.
She didn't seem to be paying attention to what Xu Zimo said, and continued to look at Han Yi, "Where do you live?" Shall we send you back first? ”
Xu Zimo and Ammy are very good girlfriends, and they are very familiar with all the friends around her, why did they suddenly appear to Han Yi? And obviously Ammy looked at her with a smile in her eyes, she was not like Mo Xiyan who could see through Ammy's thoughts at a glance, but it was not difficult to guess that Ammy had a good impression of Han Yi.
As a best friend, she came to act as a driver, and Mo Xiyan became an accompanying consignment. Xu Zimo looked back at Mo Xiyan, and after the two of them squeezed their eyebrows and made eyes, Mo Xiyan nodded, and Xu Zimo seemed to understand something.
"No need, someone is coming to pick me up, you guys go back first." Han Yi couldn't help but glance at Mo Xiyan as he spoke, and said with a smile: "Don't let her catch a cold with the cool breeze." ”
Originally, the summer wind was refreshing, but tonight Shanghai has cooled down significantly, and the wind is still a little cool.
"I see the car!"
Han Yi saw Xia Bo driving slowly towards him and stopped behind Xu Zimo's car.
He walked up to Mo Xiyan, pulled a suitcase with one hand, and said as he walked, "You open the trunk, and I'll help you take the luggage." ”
Mo Xiyan smiled and flicked her short hair, which was a little messy by the wind, and said, "Thank you!" ”
Xia Bo hurriedly ran out of the car to help Han Yi, "I'll come, I'll ······"
"No need, you can take my suitcase and get in the car!"
Before Xia Bo got close to Han Yi, Han Yi pointed to the small suitcase next to him. After carrying Ammy and Mo Xiyan's two large suitcases into the car, he said to Ammy, "It's too late, so I won't say more." If you're not in a hurry to go back to Chongqing, I'll find a time to treat you to dinner······ Also, I apologize to you again, I'm not allowed to be angry again! ”
Ammy was obviously impressed by Han Yi's smile and was addicted to it, in fact, she didn't get angry from beginning to end, she just hoped to be able to see Han Yi and talk to him very well, quite satisfied.
Pure liking and liking is like that, there are not so many complicated things, simple happy satisfaction.
Maybe this is the initial stage when the seeds of love germinate in the heart, when you fall in love with someone, everything is so worthwhile, including the inevitable hurt.
It seems that time is always a bystander, as if all the processes and results need to be borne by herself, not to mention that it is just unrequited love.
Maybe it has something to do with Ammy's strict upbringing since she was a child, and she may be more conservative in her thinking than most Chinese girls. Although she is young, she also knows how to deal with her feelings.
Feelings don't come overnight, and they don't pass in a moment. There is no loneliest time for a person to be in the middle of a crowd of people, and no one pays attention to her. All the hustle and bustle has nothing to do with her, and in the midst of the joyous crowd, she will seem so lonely, so lonely. It's like Han Yi's lonely mood when he didn't want to answer her phone and didn't want to talk to her on the phone.
Han Yi's casual words that turned her away would interrupt all the words she had to say later, and then hide her loneliness in her heart.
People's hearts often do not die in some major events, but the disappointment and loneliness in life again and again make people's hearts gradually cool and finally become dead.
She thought it should be like this, people's hearts are gradually moving away; Feelings are slowly fading. In the same way, it gradually becomes a close relative, and slowly becomes deep and intense. Therefore, she has to continue to maintain this liking, and when she finds an appropriate opportunity, she will confess her love to Han Yi.
The love she wants, a he, a heart, a heart, a lifetime, just like this, nothing else.
In the previous time, although she held hands with others for a period of time, but in the end she was chosen to give up, although she felt lonely and regretful, she also knew how humble and fragile this most simple love in youth was. She has let go, and she will not dwell on the past, but meet a better person and look forward to a better future.
Ammy is actually very simple and single-minded in his relationship, which is diametrically opposed to his brother Yi Yang.
She may be the same as Han Yi, who knows what she knows, and has an irresistible good feeling. It's the same with Bai Xue and Han Yi.
For those who abandon her, she can only say that she doesn't love her!
"The person you like will not necessarily stay with you, only the person who loves you will be with you for the rest of your life. No one has to change his mind on purpose, a person, when he loves you, really loves you, but when he doesn't love you, he really doesn't love you. When he loves you, there is no way to pretend not to love you; In the same way, when he no longer loves you, there is really no way to pretend to love you anymore. ”
This passage was told to her by Ammy's mother, Mr. Jiang, although it was a lie she had created! It was she who tried to force the boy she once loved to leave, but aside from that, it made sense.
People who fall in love always think that they love someone very much and will love them for the rest of their lives and wait for them. Until the sea changes color, and the sea withers and rots. When everyone tells them, don't be obsessed, he is not as good as you think, but they would rather believe the fairy tales they have woven for themselves than the words of the people around them.
I always thought that if I fell in love with someone, I had to change my heart for a lifetime, and I always thought that I could wait until the fate in the dark to meet again. Thousands of miles of marriage are tied by a thread, when the clouds and mist dissipate, when the two intersecting lines are staggered, I know that I am just a fan of the authorities.
I always think that I love someone very much, love so much that I will do anything for him, love to the gorgeous background until you turn around with a lonely face. Whoever doesn't love first, leaves first. I always feel that the first person to turn around is the best, watching the person I love the most go away, thinking that it is a lifetime, this life, just him, except him, no one will love again.
The heart has become numb to feelings, the tears have flowed, what else should be waiting for me, some things, are not as fragile as I think.
Ask: "Are you really going to lose him, will you really not survive?" ”
Maybe that second would be, but what about ten days or a month, a year or more, and suddenly one day she suddenly woke up and said, "Why?" Why was I so unable to let go?
may have experienced a special relationship, and also seen Mo Xiyan's feelings and her changes, Ammy has a lot of insights.
Actually, it's not that she can't let go, what she can't let go of is just a mood, that kind of unwillingness.
Why? Why didn't you love you first when I still loved you?
Why? Why did you love me so much at the beginning, but now you have become so cold?
When she asked these words in her heart, in fact, she no longer simply loved this person, she just fell in love with her own unwillingness. In his bones, no one is willing to be worse than others, and everyone wants everything about them to be beautiful and incomparable.
To fall in love with someone is to fall in love with a feeling, a feeling that only he can give. If you don't love someone, it's because you don't feel it. If you don't love it, you don't love it, and it's useless to be reluctant.
If you ask her: What do you miss about the person you once loved?
It must not be a mountain alliance and a sea oath, but there are actually more very small details, coaxing her, caring for her, and loving her······
Waiting for someone, in fact, is no longer really waiting for this person, it's just a mood, unwilling to leave when the person who is suddenly there says to leave. If he comes back, will she still love him and tolerate everything about him as always?
Ammy should give an unusually positive answer: no!
"No one wants to change his mind on purpose, a person, when he loves you, really loves you, but when he doesn't love you, he really doesn't love you. There's no way he's pretending not to love you when he's in love with you, and there's really no way he's pretending to love you when he's not in love with you······"
She no longer hated her mother, and despite the lies and deceptions, the man who abandoned her was even less worthy of mention than the one who had abandoned her.
So, why not choose to let it go, because she wants to be happy! She can also live happily too!
"Before I met you, I thought fate was light on me, but after I met you, I suddenly realized that I was alone before, the road was far away, and the mountains and rivers blocked me were laying the groundwork for me to meet you."
Just like Han Yi decided to be with Bai Xue at the beginning, just like Ammy is now in love with Han Yi.
The Han Yi that Ammy learned from Qiu Lang and Yi Yang was the same as the Han Yi she felt, a man who made her heart move.
It was only after she met Han Yi that she believed that there would really be such a fate in this world, the first time she met in the hospital, and then she met again at her brother's birthday party. Every time I met her, I remember it clearly. It is a kind of emotion that no matter how long time passes, it will still make her say "I really like you" from time to time.
It seems that as they get older, it becomes more and more difficult to believe that there is any true love in this world, but they are often always able to be moved by simple love.
She thinks that it is precisely because of Han Yi's appearance that she can have the courage to say that sentence: I like you!
Although she has not yet said it, she believes that one day, "For the rest of your life, the wind and snow will be you, the plainness will be you, the poverty will be you, the glory will be you, the tenderness in the bottom of your heart will be you, and the eyes will be you." ”