Chapter 219: Worry about everything
There was still a piece of midsummer under the starry sky, and Han Yi sat in the gazebo of the community, looking up at the sky. The little stars, twinkling and twinkling, seemed to be smiling. A cloud obscured the moon, and the moon seemed to be covered with a veil of mystery.
A hint of breeze caressed it, and there was a hint of coolness. After a busy day, it's wonderful to sit quietly like this, thinking about nothing, and being in a daze.
And Chongqing is thunderstorming, and Bai Xue, who can't sleep, turns on the computer and Han Yi video.
"Listen, the lightning and thunder are roaring outside, it's terrifying!" Bai Xue showed a frightened look when she opened her mouth, and begged bitterly: "I can't sleep, can you talk to me?" โ
Han Yi switched the camera of his mobile phone to the night sky, "It's an honor!" I have a bright starry sky here, but unfortunately there is only Xiaobai by my side! As he spoke, he patted the big white bear dog crouching beside him.
"I haven't seen it for a few days, and it feels like it's grown a lot again! By the way, why did you remember to walk the dog today? And such a leisurely and elegant appreciation of the moon, it's really rare! Zhong Yinger was lying on the table, holding her chin with both heads, and she didn't deliberately pretend to be cute and playful, but she was so beautiful that she couldn't say anything.
"Yes, it's rare to have a poetic mood and pretend to be elegant." Han Yi saw that the gauze in Bai Xue's hand was gone, so he asked, "Are your hands all right?" Show me! โ
Bai Xue smiled sweetly and shook her palm in front of the computer, "Look, it's okay!" I'm a doctor, and I've said that I can remove the gauze today, right? Nothing at all, it's all right. โ
She shook quickly, in fact, she just wanted to get through the trick, it was really nothing, but it wasn't as good as she said, she had a scar, and it would take two days to really heal, but fortunately, her clumsy acting skills deceived Han Yi.
"I'm embarrassed to say, don't get hurt if you're so powerful!" Han Yi said as he walked, it was not too early, and he thought that his sister and Zhong Ying'er had already drunk about the same time. "Can you wait a minute, I'll go upstairs and use the computer to video with you?"
As soon as the words came out, Zhong Ying'er on the other end hung up the video without warning, Han Yi could only smile helplessly, thinking to himself, Bai Xue is getting more and more naughty!
Han Yi sneaked into his house like a thief, changed his shoes and walked into the living room, and found Zhong Ying'er drunk on the small round table.
And Han Min is difficult to tell whether she is drunk or awake, she doesn't hurt her face like Han Yi when she drinks, she sits stupidly next to Zhong Ying'er without changing her face, and after seeing Han Yi, she smirked, pointed at Zhong Ying'er and said, "Brother, she's drunk!" โ
Zhong Ying'er heard the voice a few times, Han Yi "shh โ
"Oh!" Han Min swayed and walked to Zhong Ying'er's side and picked up the wine glass and drank it again, and waved his hand to Han Yi with a smile, which probably meant "You can go!" โ
Grief does not easily avoid you just because you are young and have not yet experienced the world. It is a threshold that always stays on the side of the road you must pass.
Two drunken women, maybe not very sad, but each has its own bitterness.
Zhang Jiajia once said: "The world is like a book, I prefer you." I'm willing to be a comma at your feet, but you have your own reader, and I'm just a ferryman. โ
In the journey of our lives, there may have been a person who was your ferryman, or perhaps, you were also a person's ferryman.
There will always be many changes in life, and each experience is different, and each feeling is naturally different. The person who is by your side now, he may have only accompanied you through a short journey of life, but in this small journey, he has accompanied you through all kinds of joys, sorrows, and sorrows, those companionship and laughter, even if you can't have it again after a long time, but isn't it another kind of fulfillment?
There is such a person who enriches your youth and memories, and whenever you recall this time, it is always like yesterday. So you are glad that he was able to come, and you don't regret his departure, we will all carry the memories of the past to embrace a better future.
And Han Yi wants to be the ferryman for every friend around him.
The road is so long, and some people go fast, there is no way to do it.
For Han Min's younger sister, he just wants to tell her, "You have the right to grieve, but you have to ask for more blessings and you have to find your way home." โ
For Zhong Yinger, what he wants to say is: "One day you will find that even if the road of life is a circle." You will meet old people, old people, people you once loved, even if some people have ulterior motives, you have to always stand still and be your original self. Life sometimes needs to go around in circles, and many things can only be understood when you come from a detour: who you care about, you have the final say. Who cares about you, you don't count, time has the final say. โ
Han Yi is only twenty-eight or nine, not so sophisticated, but he is also mature enough, probably because he is used to worrying about everything and being a person who controls his own destiny. Therefore, he always regards himself as a big brother and an elder, to care about his friends and to rely on them.
We are in our youth, we always have to take the train of life, go longer, see more beautiful scenery, and then meet better people, back and forth, this train has someone on, naturally someone will go down, when he comes, we cherish it, and when he leaves, we must say goodbye. Believe that every experience has a meaning for it.
When they say, "I want to have someone like you, who will carry out the future and repeat the road sign of life." He was able to show up in time to make them feel that "maybe there are many changes in the future of life." But what does it matter, with you, it is enough, life is so hearty. โ
After Han Yi put Xiaobai away, he went back to his room to take a shower and sneaked into the study, turned on the computer and Bai Xue's video.
"Why did you go? It took 20 minutes to go upstairs? I have the impression that your house is on the 23rd floor, could it be that you climbed the stairs to go up? Bai Xue looked unhappy, as if there were four words written on her face - I was angry!
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What kind of problem can't be solved with a smile, Han Yi teasingly put on a handsome pose, facing the camera sideways, "Is it very handsome?" I just took a shower and used the cleanser you left last time, do you want to see if my skin is smoother and brighter? Where did you buy it, I'll buy this brand of facial cleanser in the future! โ
In this way, Bai Xue fell for the trick and successfully changed the topic, and she really talked to Han Yi about facial cleanser.
"Really? Then tell me when you run out, and your facial cleanser will be wrapped around me in the future! โ
Bai Xue was already lying on the bed, still holding her chin with her hands, staring at Han Yi on the computer screen, the two of them seemed to be unable to see each other enough, and let time slip away in each other's eyes.
"Then I'll thank you in advance for my handsome face!" Han Yi laughed, "Thank you, Daguan Bai!" โ
"Don't be hippie! I'm about to fall asleep because you've led me astray. Look, I'm all on the bed! Bai Xue suddenly remembered that she was still angry, and then moved the notebook forward for a distance, sat up cross-legged, and said solemnly: "Be serious! My dad called me in the afternoon, and I haven't told them who my boyfriend is, which means they don't know anything about you and are curious. You should also know that my mother is quite powerful, a very realistic person. I haven't been home much since my sister's incident, so when I said I brought my boyfriend home, they all took it very seriously, and they were all about that, you know? โ
She didn't say it explicitly, and she might feel embarrassed to say it. Just like when Han Yi goes home during the Spring Festival every year, the neighborhood, the three aunts and eight aunts will discuss with each other about how much their children have more income, what house they live in, what car they drive, and how much money they can earn in a year.
Han Yi smiled, "You mean to let me be fully prepared and high-profile?" โ
Bai Xue knew that Han Yi had always been very low-key, even if he spent money or anything after he was rich, he would never be extravagant, very low-key, so she didn't think it would be too much to make such a request. She never asked Han Yi for anything, so she was quite embarrassed, and the reason why she did this was because she didn't want the elders in the family to look down on Han Yi, bully him, or oppose the relationship or marriage between the two of them.
"Do you think I'm going too far, or that I've changed?" Bai Xue showed a bitter smile on her face, "I don't like my mother very much, you and Keiko have been to my house, even as ordinary friends, you should have seen it, right?" I tried to change my mom's mind or attitude, but it didn't work, so I thought ยทยทยทยทยทยท"
"Fool!" Han Yi smiled: "What's wrong with this, I know if you don't say it." Keiko reminded me a long time ago that I had already prepared for what to drive, what gifts to give, and where to invite your parents and relatives to dinner. If you put your heart in your stomach, you won't let your parents find anything wrong! โ
Sometimes, even the word "fool" can make her feel very sweet and happy. Able to make it for her
Appropriate change, accommodation and understanding are more practical than sending bags, cars, and houses. At least Bai Xue is not greedy for those, she has always wanted Han Yi's sincerity. Of course, with these material conditions, they can save a lot of trouble, such as the snobbery of some relatives and elders. With this, they can appear in front of those people in a generous way, even with a lot of cards, and tell them: we love each other, we have a material foundation, and you don't have to worry about it.
(End of chapter)