Many people always wonder why it is getting harder and harder for us to fall in love with someone again. It's still the age when you should love, but you don't have the mood to love.

Maybe it's because we're all tired of it.

Many people are too easy to fall into a relationship when they are young. At that time, I was simple-minded, and I just thought that if you were good to me, I would treat you doubly. will crush a heart to fall in love, plan each other into their future lives, and be sure that the two of them will have a happy ending. I didn't expect to put all my effort into it, but I only got a premature result. So some of us became cautious. There are also some people who become passive and numb.

The subject of feelings was too difficult, so I simply gave up studying it. I am afraid that my affection will be let down, and I am afraid that I will lose people by pretending.

In the face of other people's overtures, it is not untouched. It's just that I've been lonely for too long, and the corners of my mouth look clumsy. Of course, there will be people who make their hearts flutter, and occasionally they will want to accept the suitor. Once I thought that I had to take my time from the beginning, I couldn't help but retreat in my heart.

I will be afraid of it, all because it hurts too much. It's just that the time is not long enough, the new love is not good enough, and I am afraid of the pain, so I simply become numb.

But the exam is over, and the paper has to be handed in. The longer a person is lonely, the less they need another person into their lives. You always push the other person away at the beginning, how do you know that what you write this time is not a perfect result.

Perhaps, twenty-eight-year-old Zhong Ying'er is becoming more and more difficult to fall in love with someone anymore because she has become more cautious and kinder. I'm afraid of hurting myself, and I'm afraid of hurting the other party. I am afraid that every word I write down carefully, every effort I put in my heart and lungs, will be turned into ashes at the moment of separation.

But where is there a love that never breaks up? Even if you are let down by someone, you can choose not to trust that person anymore. But we can't stop believing in love, it's not fair!

Tasso once said: everything you give for love at any time will not be wasted.

Because we are always growing, becoming better people in the midst of setbacks. One day, when the sun is shining and the breeze is quiet, you will always meet another person.

Han Yi and Xiaobai were strolling around a gazebo in their own community, he squatted behind the chair suddenly, and watched Zhong Ying'er walk into his house step by step, he was relieved.

Somehow, Han Yi scolded Zhou Pei in WeChat: "Are you a fool!" What's the matter with you? Du Shaofeng has a fiancée, don't you know this? It's a shame that you've been in contact with him in the magazine! ”

Zhou Pei replied with a questioning expression, feeling inexplicable, and then continued to reply: "I'm not very familiar with him, how do I know about this kind of thing." Besides, does it have anything to do with you if he has a fiancée? Why are you calling me stupid! At the end of the sentence, she added a crying expression, and she felt very aggrieved without knowing it.

Also, does anyone have a fiancée who has anything to do with him? What's more, Du Shaofeng is a veteran of the love scene, and people who can talk about several girlfriends at the same time should be familiar with concealing this kind of thing.

Some things, I have a headache after thinking too much, and I have figured it out

Distressed; So, sleep when it's time to sleep, play when it's time to play, and don't regret it. If it's good, it's wonderful, and if it's bad, it's an experience. He is not an almighty god, and he can't manage everything, so he still doesn't bother to think about it, just walk the dog well.

"Sister Ying'er, you're here!" Han Min opened the door with a bottle of red wine in his hand and pulled Zhong Ying'er, "Come, drink with me!" ”

Han Yi just asked her to pretend, and then accompanied Zhong Ying'er to drink, but she didn't expect her to drink it herself, but fortunately, she drank well, thousands of times stronger than her brother.

Seeing that Han Min was drunk and walked a little staggered, obviously this was pretending! It's a pity not to be an actor with this acting skills. Or there is another possibility, she herself wants to get drunk once.

How did Zhong Ying'er know that Han Min still had this ability, a very quiet girl on weekdays, she would never have thought that she would act in front of her, but she cared about her at this time.

"Are you alright? How to drink so much alcohol! Zhong Ying'er grabbed Han Min, snatched the wine bottle in her hand, and helped her to sit down on the sofa, "Don't move, sit down, I'll pour you a glass of water!" ”

But taking advantage of the gap between Zhong Ying'er pouring water, Han Min snickered and pretended to accidentally slip off the sofa, sat on the carpet, and ate a grape on the table within reach.

"What's going on on your clothes? And why did you come here at this time, didn't you send me a message in the morning that you were going on a date with that man? ”

Han Yi didn't tell her sister why she was pulling Zhong Ying'er to drink, she just said that she was in a bad mood and asked her to accompany her. She's not stupid, and it's related to love words.

"Isn't your brother supposed to be at home?" Zhong Ying'er walked up to Han Min, saw that she was sitting quite steadily, not like she couldn't walk just now, handed her the water, and continued: "I just ate at your brother's restaurant, and he seems to be there for entertainment, but he left his phone there. The manager said he didn't know where your house was, so he asked me to help deliver it. ”

Han Min let out an "oh", "He's going to walk the dog······"

She wanted to continue to say something, but Zhong Ying'er reached out to take her bag and prepared to leave, "The phone has also been delivered, I'll leave first!" ”

"Don't go!" Han Min began to pretend to be drunk again and rushed over to hug Zhong Ying'er's legs, "You sit down!" I'm out of love, you haven't comforted me, don't go, talk to me! ”

This is also too hard, I don't know how many benefits Han Yi gave her, so that Han Min used her broken love as a reason to keep Zhong Ying'er. Even if Zhong Ying'er didn't want to see Han Yi at this time, she couldn't leave this Han Min, who seemed to be drunk, and sat down obediently.

Zhong Ying'er didn't know about Han Min's falling out of love, and she had never even heard her talk about it, so she didn't believe it, smiled and said, "Which unblessed boy lost such a treasure?" ”

Her laughter was not happy or ridiculed at Han Min, but the ridiculous things she had just experienced, and she was ready to accept a new relationship, and she didn't expect that it would be over before it started. It's not enough to say that I've been hurt hard, it's just a feeling

Some are uncomfortable, some are ridiculous.

"My brother said he was a scumbag, and someone took over! And I don't have anything to be nostalgic about, I was a little confused at first, but now it's much better! Han Min smiled bitterly, Zhong Ying'er poured a glass of wine, and then said with a depressed face: "It's just that I'm afraid that my brother's business will be affected, I heard that the girl's father went to my brother's company to trouble him!" Her father's company has some relationship with Qiu Lang's brother's family, and my brother happened to ask for him, so he had a stiff fight with him for me. He didn't say anything to me······"

It turned out that Han Min already knew that Wang Qing and her father had gone to her brother for trouble, even if Han Yi didn't say a word, Han Min still felt guilty.

Zhong Ying'er listened seriously, and unconsciously picked up the wine and took a big sip.

"Never believe what a man with a leg to say! It's a scumbag, if you divide it, you will divide it, and you will meet a better one! Zhong Ying'er didn't seem to be comforting Han Min, but more like comforting herself.

Zhong Yinger has talked about two boyfriends, Han Yi is the second, the first one is to break up in a different place, as for this Du Shaofeng, it is nothing, but he is a scumbag. Therefore, she has her own opinions about scumbags.

Du Shaofeng said that he liked her and loved her, just to get her and sleep with her as soon as possible. Maybe it's because I didn't succeed in college, and I felt a little regretful in my heart, and I suddenly killed it again at this time. So when Zhong Yinger returned the bracelet to him and said that he would start a relationship after slowly getting to know him, he was not happy, he wanted a quick solution, and it would be the same when he dumped her. Fortunately, nothing like this happened.

"Cheers!" Han Min raised his glass and touched Zhong Ying'er with a crisp sound, "I think that Du Shaofeng is a scumbag!" A person who speaks flamboyantly and is full of love will be a scumbag nine times out of ten! That's what my brother told me! ”

Zhong Ying'er drank it all, "Yes, he's a scumbag!" Scumbag! Scumbag ······"

She shouted, shouted and laughed, laughed and laughed, and tears fell from her eyes.

Han Min didn't say anything, knelt up and hugged her gently, patted her back, and then continued to refill her with a glass of wine, and also shouted: "The next one is better!" ”

She knew that the task given to her by her brother was completed, which was to make her open her heart, shout uncontrollably, and cry to her heart's content. Although she didn't know what was going on, she was also a girl, and people who had been hurt in their relationship had some sympathy.

"Fuck off, scumbag!" Zhong Ying'er had already drunk it, cup after cup.

For so many years, she had suppressed herself, and she never even had the time and energy to get drunk so presumptuously.

(End of chapter)