Some people say that wherever you haunt, there will be a figure of me passing by. If you meet, don't say parting; If you part, it's best not to say goodbye; If you say goodbye, you will never see you again.

However, this is only a short period of self-comfort after knowing that it is impossible.

How could Han Yi turn a blind eye to Zhong Ying'er, it's just that this is in his restaurant, and he is with elders like Song Jianguo, so it's not appropriate.

His previous grievances with Du Shaofeng were not only because he was insulted in person, but also because he had already had an affair with several girls at the same time when he was chasing Zhong Ying'er, and the words that Han Yi said in front of Xia Ting were not made up, but facts.

Obviously, Han Yi was not careless, but deliberately spilled the wine on Xia Ting to support her. The culprit of this incident is still Du Shaofeng.

"You're here for revenge, aren't you?" Xia Ting smiled and said, "It's okay, it's okay!" ”

She really didn't care, she was just joking, but she didn't know that Han Yi was here to "take revenge", so she followed the waiter to the bathroom without thinking.

"Are you too embarrassed to sit here and eat?" Han Yi has no friendship with Du Shaofeng anymore, except for contempt. "You have a fiancée, and you still say in front of all of us that you like Zhong Ying'er and say that you want to chase her! How embarrassed are you to say that you are a classmate or a friend! You're not afraid that she's just gone, what's going on!? ”

"And what do you want me to do?" Du Shaofeng looked helpless, "I'm already engaged to Xia Ting, and I'm going to get married before the Spring Festival, so I can't chase it out at this time, right!?" ”

Han Yi is really ridiculous, he feels ridiculous, what kind of reason is this, what kind of reason is this! Furious, he couldn't hold back for a while, as if he had comprehended a unique master, he jumped up and punched Du Shaofeng's face fiercely, "Don't appear in front of her again in the future, let me know that I won't let you have a good time!" ”

The manager and the two waiters hurriedly rushed over, and they didn't know what to do, the manager pulled Han Yi, and didn't forget to apologize to Du Shaofeng, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry······"

Du Shaofeng didn't want to make the matter known, and let Xia Ting know that if he returned home, his parents would not make him feel better, so he could only take this punch.

Han Yi handed the mobile phone to the waiter holding the clothes bag, turned to leave, and said to her, "Use your mobile phone to call Zhong Ying'er, she shouldn't have gone far, saying that my mobile phone has fallen here, there is an important document in it, and I have to deal with it at night, let her come over and help me deliver it to my house." Then let her put it on and say nothing else, do you know what I mean? ”

He knew that if he called Zhong Ying'er himself, she would definitely not answer, and she would only come over under such an excuse. The employees here all know the relationship between Han Yi and Bai Xue, and they also know that Zhong Yinger is Han Yi's friend, so they naturally understand what Han Yi means.

Zhong Yinger felt that her whole world was quiet, she didn't cry, and she behaved calmly. Just walked out of the mall not far away, was waiting for the car when I received a call from my former colleague, after listening to her words did hesitate, but also

Yes, yes.

For Zhong Yinger, it is difficult to get to know someone from scratch and get to know each other again. A wandering person who doesn't have the time and energy to start over with someone. Maybe it was because of this that she planned to open her heart to Du Shaofeng, however, it was over before it began.

She thinks she really doesn't know how to introduce herself when sitting with a strange man. If you encounter the other party chatting in the way of "checking the account", it is even worse than death.

Where did it come from? How many people are in the family? What do parents do? What do I do? What is the annual income? There is no way for an adult to associate with another person without ignoring this information. But you have to explain these things before you can come and go, which is both tiring and awkward.

Or you can skip these introductions and jump straight into the working relationship.

Some people may have developed an amazing ability to turn a blind date into a successful client or buddy of their own. Even her boss said: I don't know whether to be happy or sad. It's not that I'm not lonely, but I feel that it's too troublesome to get to know someone again. So, when the old one is lost, there is no new one to take the place.

But she doesn't have this ability yet.

She can't ask the other party to pay for you unconditionally, because she has passed that willful age.

I'm getting used to doing everything by myself, and occasionally I turn around and look back, and there's really no one behind me. It's like being a boss, you are used to paying for yourself, and you are not used to letting others pay.

She is still single until now, she doesn't know that some women can be justified in asking for bags, famous brands, and dependence, but they can't do it themselves.

Parents don't know, of course, that their "don't ask for anything" tutoring, which used to be a virtue, is likely to be an obstacle now. Once a woman is no longer so easy to please, once she no longer needs others so much, it means that she will become more and more lonely. It's not that I'm not lonely, but I'm used to not being dependent on others. So, when I really need another person, I don't know how to express it.

She can't cry in front of people anymore, just like now, her heart hurts to death, but she must endure it. When I fell, I got up on my own, and I cried after I hid.

It's not that it's not lonely, it's that loneliness has become a part of oneself. So, to abandon loneliness and live with another person, you have to abandon a part of yourself.

is so lonely, but it is good to say that she is alone, because she has really tempered a piece of armor in loneliness. It protects her, and she needs it too. is used to holding on to it, making people think that she can really do everything by herself, and her heart is actually as soft as when she was 20 years old.

Zhong Ying'er didn't change the clothes given to her by the waiter, smiled and left with Han Yi's mobile phone, and called a taxi to Han Yi's house.

Looking out the car window, she remembered that she had gone to Rene Liu's concert by herself, and in the VIP area, there were mature women who seemed to have stories. Before the opening, they all sat there elegantly and reservedly, not at all as excited as the little girls in the back. But after arriving

Face, song after song, sobs began to appear next to it. At that concert, she burst into tears like most people.

Maybe the meaning behind every woman's tears is different. Sometimes it's nostalgia, sometimes it's grievances, sometimes it's regret. But when you cry, you will know that so many changes have been made for the sake of the same heart.

Perhaps, sometimes, it's not that we're not strong enough, it's that we're too strong.

Before she was 25 years old, she thought that real strength was sonorous, but now she feels that real strength is stretching, and she can switch between strong and soft at will. It can be strong or soft. It's just that when she is wronged, she just wants to be alone, and she doesn't want anyone to ask her - what's wrong with you?

Now she is trapped in a world where she has only herself, and she is obedient and does not make any resistance.

This made Han Yi angry when he looked at it! She can be sober or confused. It can be smart or stupid. It can be like this or it can be like that. It can be one person or two people. You can meet love and sex, and you can also meet understanding.

He hopes that Zhong Yinger will meet new friends, express "I need you" well, and cry bravely without feeling ashamed. That doesn't mean you're not strong, it just means that you're more fearless than ever to be yourself. And true love, maybe it will come at that time, and she will live a happier and happier life.

With the windows open, the wind is lazy and even a little hot. In the past, she would have felt that Summer was carrying a swaying flower skirt and tiptoeing towards her. In this bustling city, the lights at night are so brilliant and wantonly public, only she understands how empty her heart is, and she also longs to fill these holes with slight laughter and slight pain for someone she cares about and cares about her.

Han Yi had already returned home in advance, and after a brief chat with Bai Xue, he pulled his sister Han Min out of the room and had a few drinks with him.

"Zhong Ying'er is going to come over later, she may not be in a good mood, you pull her to drink and chat with her, I will take Xiaobai out for a walk······"

He knew very well that Zhong Ying'er didn't want him to see her now, so he had better not show up and let Han Min accompany her to get drunk before resting.

Han Yi also wanted to ask, are you okay? However, this is just an extra move that makes Zhong Ying'er more uncomfortable.

(End of chapter)