Chapter 217: A Little Less Talent
Those people who once loved scattered around the world, can't wait, are all okay? Those persistent nostalgia lost in the whirlpool of time, I can't forget it, when will it come again? Are you still waiting for the love in your memories?
Zhong Ying'er thought about it, about the memories of summer, only Han Yi thought about it, and there was a hazy shadow of him in and out of her dreams, sunny on the outside, and quiet on the inside. The green path along the way, listening to the same music, with a hint of romantic beauty, the summer wind blowing warmly, his shy smile also has a cool time.
Add a once in front of love, and there is too much helplessness. Memories are also a faint pain, the past was foggy, very hazy, now it is quicksand, and you can't catch it if you want to.
In the past, they were like a song, and Zhong Yinger became a listener to the song. Like a box full of sounds, as soon as she walked over and opened it, it counted the notes in her heart.
It's not because she's single, or because she's just "fallen out of love", or because she doesn't quite adapt to a person's life and has too much self-pity, but every time she is embarrassed, Han Yi will appear out of place.
It has always been shallow, but the love is deep, so why bother to stay, parting will come sooner or later. It's just that, after parting, you turn to the left and I go to the right, where are the love that once painted the black and white world with colorful colors? has never spoken, and the love hidden in the heart will go away with the parting?
That early summer, Han Yi plucked up the courage to say how he felt about love at first sight for Zhong Ying'er.
"Youth is short, do not seek to be colorful, just to this golden year, bloom brightly in my world, meet the most beautiful you in the best time, and return to the original point. Perhaps, one day, I am in your world, my whereabouts are unknown, and you are lost in the search for me, please remember where the origin is, go there and wait for me, I will do my best to return there. It was the promise he made when he first confessed.
And Zhong Yinger didn't accept his confession, but after a long time, the confession just became a formality, and she also fell in love with Han Yi.
"Love locks the streamer, dreams of a warm year, the wind is on the glass, writing your name. Your sunshine only belongs to my green orchard, recording the picture of the past for you, freezing the warmth and love of time, stranded at the original origin, under the sun, dedicated to you, my best years. She also secretly made up her mind.
Who you loved in your youth, and who loved you in your youth. Is it that you are too, do you feel that you are pretending to be seamless, and no one can see the ambiguity and emotions, whether you will also be secretly excited when you hear her name, and whether you will also wait for her text messages to repeatedly comfort yourself that she may be busy now, and then set the phone to silent, in order to pretend to be able to see the phone inadvertently and see the text messages she sent.
Who have you been with in your youth, and who has been with you in your youth. I also wanted to go back to those days, with endless homework, complaining about school food with my friends, participating in sports meetings together, crying and making trouble together in and out of class, no matter how tired and obedient I was, I felt that everything was still full of hope.
Finally one day
, you find out that you have hundreds of thousands of fans on Weibo, and hundreds of friends' numbers are stored in the phone book, but you don't know who to call, in the sleepless night, in the early morning when you see the beautiful scenery, you don't know who to share your joy or sadness with. Obviously, you are the saddest one, and you are the one who laughs the most.
So, now, many years later, you can't remember what attracted you to him in the first place. Are these still heavy? The people who used to accompany you have smoothed the pain in their hearts and kept their distance from you, and the people who used to cry and laugh together have smoothed out their own smiles that they only learn to keep the same angle of smile for everyone.
Whoever deletes whose address book with one click, and who deletes whose chat history with one click and then puts the other party's number into the blacklist. Two people who know and love each other have become strangers for some reason and will never contact each other again, but as long as they think of each other's names, their hearts will set off a trace of waves.
Sometimes you feel that you can't see the people you remember. When I went to see him, the memories were gone. People change, whether it's love or friendship.
In fact, you know that it's not that you can't get a corresponding reward for a person's hard work, and it's not that you can't live without anyone. Someday, all this will pass, and those pains, sadness, make us think that I love someone so deeply. Later, I learned that it was not love, it was lying to myself.
In fact, you know that the sequels to all the stories of all movies will not be good, and the incomparably precious memories of your childhood will be taken out and repackaged, re-improved, sold again, and then shown to you. Still, you went to see it, and you willingly paid for it. Because of how much you want to, you can relive the old days.
The master who was driving somehow played the FM radio station, which sounded very comfortable background music, and the female voice that could soothe the soul.
I've learned to let you go and give you freedom, just to occasionally think of you when listening to a song in the middle of the night. I've learned to laugh at everyone, to talk to people, to ghosts, but I still can't pretend in front of the closest and best people. I've learned to hide a lot of secrets, I'm not the one who told you everything, we've all changed so much.
I like the way you looked, the dashing sunshine. When I quietly came to today, you are still holding on to the same place, and when I feel today's loss, I thought of how good you used to be. It turns out that simplicity and originality are originally a kind of beauty.
The passing years pass through the heart, and the memories become jade, hiding a little satisfaction and continuous warmth, and time will not wither. The afternoon sun, bathed in the tenderness of the clouds, opened the yellowed letterhead, gently recorded the clear secret love, thin thoughts, damp emotions, and sleepless love.
The moss of the town tells the old, but did you know that when I fell in love with you, the green bricks were just paved. But you missed, and I chased after you, hidden, silenced, and left you to sneak in the early morning, the smell buried in time.
I had just laughed and said goodbye to you, but I turned around and was busy wiping away the tears that had crept down your eyes as you had just stepped away
When I am far away, I hurriedly calculate the return date that you and I will meet. It turns out that the encounter is not worth a flowering period, blooming, withering, destined to reincarnate in four seasons.
parting, that memory was washed into a photo hanging on the tip of my heart, along with the fireworks that disappeared in that season, all made blank; Parting is to witness a tree and flowers budding to be put into wanton bloom and then fall all over the ground, ticking onomatopoeia piercing the chest, if there is no parting, how good it would be!
Tonight, I accidentally opened a drawer, just lowered my eyebrows, and saw the gift you gave, which turned out to be a souvenir. Teenager, probably like a peach blossom in the spring, in my heart, once a year, together with the spring breeze, I will remember, bright or gloomy, all in my heart.
Another graduation season, when you step on the train, you can't hear the sigh of separation, and your eyes are full of reluctance, will you still remember me? A contemplation, you are in front of you, a low eyebrow, you are in the bottom of your heart, you have understood, you have been satisfied, fortunate to meet, do not ask about parting, if one day, do not say goodbye.
How complex feelings are, it is not easy to explain in a few words. It's like there is a lack of talent in love, so I stumble and scars all over my body, and I always have to run out of tears, and I have learned a lesson in pain before I know what to give up. How many fates have we tossed to heaven before we found that there are too many reluctances in the world, and we missed the right person, so we deserve to suffer these tortures, right?
Han Yi led Xiaobai out of the door, or it was more appropriate for Xiaobai to take Han Yi. He was cautious, looking left and right, for fear that he would meet Zhong Yinger in the community.
A few months ago, he was so sure that his love for Zhong Yinger was not because of love, but more like family affection. But when he saw her and Du Shaofeng appear in front of him together, he felt very uncomfortable. Is it just that you simply don't like that person is Du Shaofeng? Or is it because I'm selfish and don't want her to fall in love with someone else?
He knew very well that what he loved was Bai Xue, and it was very relaxed, comfortable, and sweet with her······ And now every time I meet Zhong Yinger, I feel very depressed, and sometimes I even feel a little distressed, this is not the real Zhong Yinger!
When he was in the restaurant, he was a little uncomfortable, and the feeling was very vague. But now, he just wants to tell Zhong Ying'er:
Before you meet the right person, learn to take good care of yourself, and when you are sad or encounter any difficulties, you can think of me, you are not alone, and I am willing to share your worries and sorrows.
When you are alone, you may be helpless, don't forget to remind yourself that everyone has their own path to go, and no one can accompany you all the way!
When you are alone, you may feel irritable, don't forget to control your emotions, don't hurt important people for your emotions!
When you are alone, you may be sad and sad, don't forget to comfort yourself, no matter how sad you are, you still have to continue to walk tomorrow!
When you are alone, you may be lonely and bored, don't forget to hug yourself, your heart is warm, then loneliness is nothing!
When you are alone, you may be cowardly and want to cry, don't forget to encourage yourself, as long as you are brave
In this flashy world, you can always learn to be strong!
When you are alone, when it is cold, remember to wear more clothes; When you are sad, remember to comfort yourself; If you are sick, remember to take medicine; When you're hungry, remember to eat; When it's raining, remember to hold an umbrella......
When you're alone, take care of yourself. The world is very big, no one will guard you all the time, try to take care of yourself, for yourself, but also for the people who care about you!
A person has a person's freedom, a person has a person's wonderful, a person has a person's happiness, and a person has a person's joys and sorrows.
Of course, I hope you don't always be alone, so you'd better keep your eyes open and don't meet a scumbag like Du Shaofeng again!
(End of chapter)