Chapter 281: Ammy admits that she has feelings for Han Yi
On Mother's Day, most people will write a small greeting card to tell their mother: Mom, I love you! Thank you for bringing me into this world, thank you for your selfless giving, thank you for accompanying me through countless springs, autumns, winters and summers.
Then write a sentimental passage:
I remember when I was a child, you always hoped that I would grow up soon, but now that I have grown up, and you are no longer as young as you used to be, the hardships of life have gradually dyed that green hair into white hair, and the wind and frost of the years have added wrinkles to your face.
But let the years go by, in your eyes, I will always be the child in your arms who doesn't grow up and doesn't know how to take care of yourself. still thinks about me in everything, always cares about me, always does more for me regardless of fatigue, and hopes that I will live a better life, a little better.
It is said that women are weak, but mothers are strong.
In this life, in order to raise me as an adult, in order to give me a better life, how many tears you endured, how many burdens you endured, obviously a woman who was powerless, but she was willing to use her shoulders that were not generous to shield me from the wind and rain, and pay for me all my life without regrets.
I am grateful for such a deep love, and I cannot reciprocate it. Tomorrow is your holiday, I just want to give special love to special you, all the time, you have worked hard! Happy Mother's Day!
Thank you for your tireless efforts to raise me and give me a happy and warm home, in the future, please let me help you share the difficulties of life, and I will support you for a piece of the sky.
Thank you for always doing your best to give me the best, whether it is success or failure on my way forward, you have never left me, in the future, please let me spend the rest of my life to repay your kindness, in exchange for me to hold your hand to face the invasion of the years.
If I can, I hope that time can go a little slower, so that I can be willful and safe by your side, indulgent and happy, so that I can walk with you for a longer time, a little longer.
I will never repay this kindness in this life, but I hope to send my special love on this special day, wish: Happy Mother's Day! I love you forever!
Ammy also wrote a greeting card to her mother on Mother's Day not long ago, with few numbers: "Happy Mother's Day, I love you!" ”
She really wanted to add: I hope you can let go and let me go my own path in life.
But she felt that her mother was different from other people's mothers, she loved her, but she really couldn't accept all this she had arranged for herself.
“Mom,Imbeggingyou! Stoprunningmelikeyouusedto! Imnotachildanymore,Ihaveamindofmyown,IhavesomethingIwanttodo! Ammy angrily got up from the table and left.
Yi Yang put down the knife and fork in his hand and said to his mother, Mr. Jiang: "Mom, you eat first, I'll go see her!" ”
Mr. Jiang still sat at the dining table as if he had nothing to do, calmly raised his wine glass, and sipped it
took a bite.
"What are you doing! How can you lose your temper so much! Yi Yang chased after Ammy and grabbed her, and said with some sympathy in seriousness: "Do you know what the consequences of your attitude will be? ”
"You hear that, too! She has to take care of everything, and my road for the next twenty or thirty years has been arranged by her! Tell me what to do and what not to do, you can make friends with this person, and you are not allowed to associate with that person! Don't think I don't know, my ex-boyfriend broke up with me at Christmas, and my mother got in the way, blackmailed him into separating from me, and even used money to buy him. My love rival is the money, I admit it, I don't blame her! But she can't always be like this! I don't want to go back to London, I'm going to stay here. Ammy burst into tears.
Yi Yang naturally knew their mother, and if it weren't for her strong desire to control, his father wouldn't have finally divorced her, and if it weren't for his strong desire to control, he wouldn't have returned from London.
"I understand! The same is the end of the world. But you have to know that it's useless for you to do this, Mom won't care at all! You can listen to it on the surface, but in private you can do whatever you want, she can't stare at you 24 hours a day! You tell me? ”
"Didn't you hear that! She asked me to go back to London with her in the next few days and go back to the company to work, so that she would definitely confiscate my passport after I went back, and it would be difficult to come back! Anyway, I don't want to go back. ”
This is one of the few times that Ammy has shown her attitude so forcefully in front of Mr. Jiang, but she also knows that even so, she will not pose any threat to her mother at all.
"Is it because of Han Yi?" Yi Yang helped him wipe away his tears and helped her to sit down on the edge of the flower bed.
"What does it have to do with him! Don't you think it's really too much for mom to do this? I just want to live my own life! Ammy still refuses to admit that there is a person in her heart.
Yi Yang still didn't give up, "Come on!" I don't know you yet? It's been so long since I saw you resist! Why can't you help it when you go back! ”
Although Ammy grew up in London, her culture and concepts may be different from Bai Xue, but because of her mother's strength, she is actually exposed to more Chinese culture, so her feelings are also very delicate, and her personality is more inclined to oriental women.
"I don't know! It's just that in the past two days, I will always think of him inexplicably, thinking about his cold expression, smiling expression, and serious expression······ I don't know what's wrong with myself! Ammy looked at her brother Yi Yang with tears in her eyes.
Yi Yang sighed: "It's over! That's it! ”
"Mom will listen to you, you help me plead, I don't want to go back to London!"
Facing his sister who grew up watching him grow up, Yi Yang couldn't bear it, "I'll try it, but don't have too many illusions, you also know that your mother is not such an easy person to convince!" We have to figure out how to find a reasonable reason. ”
The feelings between people are so subtle and so not
It is predictable that Ammy was inexplicably moved at the first sight of Han Yi, and after a few short times with him, he has already begun to miss it.
It's like a lot of people disappear into the sea of people when they walk, from being close to each other to being heard from each other later. A lot of feelings fade everywhere, from the previous nothing to the silence later. A lot of relationships are broken after waiting, saying that they will grow old with foam, but in the end, they will leave the tea and end early.
For this unrequited love that has not yet begun, she doesn't want to wait until she loses it to find out that the past miss has become each other's eternal regret. So, now she said she didn't want to go back to London with her mother.
The world is impermanent, not every relationship can have the beginning of such a fate, and it is more that they miss each other in the consumption of time.
She doesn't believe that "people who really love each other, even if two people are thousands of miles apart, will feel that their hearts are close at hand." Even if two people haven't been in touch for a long time, they won't forget each other because it's been too long. She only knew that if she said something else, she might not encounter it again in the future.
It is the deep concern of one heart for the other, and it is the unique sustenance of the emotion, so that she will not miss the opportunity when she does not strive for it.
"I will always leave a place for you in my heart, I will never forget the time you have walked with me, I will never forget the touching you have brought me, and I will never forget the beautiful times you and me. Although you have only been in my life for a short time, you will stay in my heart for a lifetime, and even if we end up separated in the sea of people, I will not regret meeting you. ”
She thought so too, but it wasn't her character to give up like that.
In the relationship, the person who has entered the heart is the most unforgettable, and the real love is the most difficult to give up.
Once the love is true, once the person enters the heart, this person, this love, can't let go, can't wave away, can't get rid of it, because it is a lifetime of waiting, but also a lifetime of concern. This is her love at first sight, this unspoken relationship has taken root in her heart and is slowly growing.
She knows very well that this relationship is fragile, and it will definitely be alienated by time and forgotten by busyness.
The few hours she spent with Han Yi made her extremely happy, and she had endless words, such feelings gave her spirit a place to sustenance and a place for her soul; This kind of affection allows grievances to be poured out and laughter to be shared;
She knows that such a relationship is like a secret, and she can't let her mother know it.
"Don't tell your mother! She will definitely not agree, and if she knew, I would never forgive you for the rest of my life! ”
Instead of begging Yi Yang, Ammy was ordering him to keep a secret for his sister.
"Don't worry!"
Yi Yang is over thirty years old, and he has not been constrained by their mother, and many of his countless feelings are interfered with by Mr. Jiang, and finally leave regrets.
Don't look at the image of a playboy who is always merciful on weekdays, he has also moved his true feelings and has been single-minded
, but after the injury, it changed.
He knows that this kind of thing is really a thing, no matter whether the love is deep or shallow, the person who enters the heart is the concern of a lifetime. We have loved each other deeply, we have paid, we have longed, we have wandered, we have been happy, we have cherished, no matter what the ending is, it is the most beautiful memorial of this life, and it is worth cherishing for a lifetime.
Ammy's emotional affairs, he and his mother should not interfere, he is willing to keep a secret for his sister, and he also wants to see his sister happy.
"You didn't eat a bite just now, let's go! Brother, I'll take you to a restaurant where the steak is particularly delicious, and I'm sure you'll love it! Yi Yang smiled and took Ammy's hand, "Don't cry anymore, it's ugly to cry!" Your brother and I are so handsome, don't embarrass me! ”
Yi Yangda Ammy is more than ten years old, in front of her, he is really a very competent brother, and it is no wonder that as his half-sister, Ammy will be very clingy to him, especially trust him, if there is anything on her mind, she is also happy to tell him.
Ammy rubbed her eyes and laughed, "Yes, yes, you're the most handsome!" If it's not delicious, I'll stick to you tonight and don't leave, see how you still go to pick up girls! ”
"Stupid! Seven or eight years ago, I still took you with me when I was picking up girls! Now with you you won't have any problems! Later, after you've eaten, I'll take you to relax and don't think about such troubles, okay? ”
Yi Yang put his arm around Ammy's shoulders, and the brother and sister were sad, and the joy was already on their faces.
(End of chapter)